《Holmes: the case of dead man's sleep》feb. 13 20xx : intrusive Thought book chapter 1.
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Do I have to be awake now? I really don’t want to be awake.
Total guilt in 321 321...
I mean is there a way I can just go to sleep and not wake up?
Why am I even here?
I could pretend I’m sick and leave
No, I have to get this done or everything’s going to go to shit
The guilt is swallowing me.
You just know scott will be shoving the gospel down my throat, respect people's beliefs my ass.
Scott’s such a nice guy
Wait, Did I take my meds today?
There he is, God what a jerk, I bet he yelled at Becky again for wearing a tank top!
I really should have taken my medication
Lisa better have those papers done soon. Or we’re both in trouble. Papers, papers
I’m getting sick of waiting.
Maybe I can borrow someones?
GOD THESE PAPERS ARE DRIVING ME INSANE!
Of course, he’s wearing a turtle neck.
Wait, no I’m the only one who takes that brand
nothing screams “ I’m here to ruin your day” like a turtle neck. Jesus, here he comes...
I’m so stupid.
Why won’t these danm papers just-
I bet he’s wearing that stupid shirt under that stupid turtle neck. Just leave me alone!
Calm down, Remember to breath, breath, BREATH!
I can do this
Why do I even exist
I was wrong I can’t do this, SOMEONE HELP ME!
No, he wou- OH MY GOD HE DID!
If God exists he would be ashamed of my creation.
Black!
Grey!
Blue
Black!
Grey!
Blue
Red!
Red!
RED!
RED!
RED!
BLUE!
DANM IT!
Is there something wrong with me?
WHERE THE HELL IS LISA!!!
WOW, SCOTT WAY TO EARN THE MEDAL OF DISHONOR IN THE FAILURE HALL! WAY TO PISS ME OFF!!!
Note to self, bring medication next time.
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I shouldn’t be to hard on her, she’s trying her best
I could totally kill him now
…………………….
…………………….
I mean it's 2:00 in the morning,
Not this agin.
I REALLY need my meds!
it's not like anyone would see me.
Just go back to work
Do I even have any refills left
No one’d miss him, his last family member died last week.
Why am I even thinking about this
I wonder if they let you schedule appointments on Sunday.
I should do it.
He deserves it.
Don’t do this to yourself
They probably don’t
Danm it it won’t stop! I just have to… kill.
Kill.
kill.kill.kill.kill.kill.vkill.kill.kill.kill.Kill. kill.kill.kill.kill.kill.vkill.kill.kill.kill.Kill. kill.kill.kill.kill.kill.vkill.kill.kill.kill.Kill.
No! Just walk away
It's not worth it.
I need my meds
kill.kill.kill.kill.kill.vkill.kill.kill.kill.Kill. kill.kill.kill.kill.kill.vkill.kill.kill.kill.Kill. kill.kill.kill.kill.kill.vkill.kill.kill.kill.Kill.
Maybe I can just drive home and-
I’ve been doing so well, DON’T THROW IT AWAY!!!
kill.kill.kill.kill.kill.vkill.kill.kill.kill!
...danm it!!!
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