《Conscious, Conscientious》(Final Bonus) The Lyrics, Pt. 3
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Track 1: “Colors Crashing”
(Everything is about to change for Deon, Lammy, and their dear companions. But though darkness lurks, hope is not lost...)
LYRICS:
I see you in the wind
I hear you in the colors
Colors crashing, calling me to come alive
Falling into a new era, but I’m human just the same
Doubts and victories too tangible to turn and tuck away
Am I to blame
For this impending rain?
In my head, you’re by my side
So just convince my eyes
Can we run forever
Share tears and tremors
To chase embracing life?
I see you in the wind
I hear you in the colors
Colors crashing, calling me to come alive
Salvation in the sky
I hear you in the colors
Colors crashing, calling me to come alive
Fade out, nobody asked for it, but we get it anyway
Is there meaning in loss?
Cuz I’m at a loss for words when I feel your pain
No time for blame
Just help me pass through this storm
Hope’s the timbre of your voice
And purpose is a choice
Higher than these towers
In darkest hours
Come meet me in the clouds
I see you in the wind
I hear you in the colors
Colors crashing, calling me to come alive
Salvation in the sky
I hear you in the colors
Colors crashing, calling me to come alive
I can still believe
If you meet me where I am
I’ll find your peace
If you meet me where
I see you in the wind
I hear you in the colors
Colors crashing, calling me to come alive
Salvation in the sky
I hear you in the colors
Colors crashing, calling me to come alive
Track 2: “Deon”
(The character theme for our hotheaded, passionate protagonist)
LYRICS:
When I woke up I was in dullness
Were all these dreams just visions I made up, or promises?
Spinning it always comes back around
To the part where I move forward while my love is backing out
So I break down these walls
Why does change come at the cost of abandoning all? No
Expressionless all the while
But with time I can tell you’re trying to hold back a smile, oh
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Can I find my place in this essence all around us?
(Holding on to this single moment)
(Never quit and I’ll never change my mind)
When you meet my gaze, and my feet can’t feel the ground, guess
(Piecing back all these shreds)
It’s safe to say
I’m not going anywhere
I’m sure you’ll find I’ve got a way of never backing down even when I probably should
And I probably should
So if you’re in, it’s a perfect mix, we can
Tear it down
(Look at us, what a beautiful balance to)
Tear it down
I think we’re ready for this
My fears face up in the fog looking like yours
And no one seems to know if it’s the future or a metaphor
But maybe that’s the trick
To overcoming it
Cuz you keep swirling through my mind, but I don’t mind it
Can I find my place in this essence all around us?
(Holding on to this single moment)
(Never quit and I’ll never change my mind)
When you meet my gaze, and my feet can’t feel the ground, guess
(Piecing back all these shreds)
It’s safe to say
We’re all alone
And I’m running on adrenaline, yeah
I’m running on
So just let me know
When you need me to cave it in
With all this love and this rage in the same place
They try to touch you, I don’t know when to stop
With all this love and this rage in the same place
They try to touch you, I don’t know when to stop
(Stop now)
Square up all you cowards
(Back out)
Who’s the tough one, now?
(Shut up)
Eat your hate, all you cowards
(Back out)
Exit stage, count them out
Can I find my place in this essence all around us?
To say
When you meet my gaze, and my feet can’t feel the ground, guess
It’s safe to say you’re safe with me
Track 3: “Lammy”
(The character theme for our other protagonist, the timid yet courageous Lammy)
LYRICS:
Your universe changed all at once
And now I know you hate surprises
Can't say I blame you
When the life you had
Was the warmth of sun
But now it's freezing cold out here
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Everyone around says we're the hope
But the way you sigh says you deny it
You don't know who you are
But now it's shifting into the ambition you sought
Cuz you are not what you thought
Open up and find it
The heart you hold is quiet
But it's the reason we survive our fears
The reason I'm still standing here
Your bravery is endless
But when it leaves you breathless
Just rest
And wait
And I'll say
It's all
Okay
Heavy eyes, unsteady
I thought I should push you away
I thought I should hide all my pain
So I could save you from me
I know you're still afraid
But you spoke up anyway
And now we're floating from the fear and loathing we fought
Because you are not what you thought
And my friend, months have passed us and still I forget you're so young
Though you're small and soft-spoken, well, you leave a grand impression
Now it's shifting into the ambition you sought and
And we're floating from the fear and loathing we fought it's
A mess but a blessing with lessons it taught
And I'm still grateful whether we make it or not
Just remember in shadows when you're feeling caught, that
You are not what you thought
I won’t forget
I won’t forget you
Open up and find it
The heart you hold is quiet
But it's the reason we survive our fears
The reason I'm still standing here
Your bravery is endless
But when it leaves you breathless
Just rest
And wait
And I'll say
It's all
Okay
(I won’t forget you)
Track 4: “Dream World”
(An exploration into Zayza and Skrili’s dark pasts and regrets, how they’ve come back to haunt them, and what they must do now to overcome them)
LYRICS:
Enter
Waning while I watch my memories fading
Washed out, extra black in the shading
Gonna need a mirror if we're gonna be blaming
Gonna need a sword for the peace they're proclaiming
Wait
Could've sworn I was the good guy
Mug shot, make sure you get my good side
I'm not a threat, just saying that you could die
One look, six words: hope you have a good night
No one I know knows me, and that's okay
Maybe it's not, hey, tell me if I scare you
I'm gonna sail this sea till I drown out
You wanna meet me here, then I dare you
Please
I don't wanna be alone
If I'm the target I might cast the first stone
And crawl away slow while they fight for the throne
If I created this, it's time I atone, but
Colors crash and cast a different light
Open up, the heartbeat's deep inside
It's a dream, but I know I'm alive
It's a dream, but it's where the secret hides
Who I am is not who I thought
Tried to keep you safe, overshot
Everything we feared is just what we got
And all this time we bought, will it get us home?
I just wanna make you smile, no strings attached
Kick the monsters out, while I close the hatch
Dragon swing down quick, got a ride to catch
If I remember how to hope, will it get us home?
It's a trick, they're right behind us, the truth will find us, it'll snag and gag and bind us
Remind us how to live in a fire
I'm a killer, they thought I was a crumbling crier
Pull me by the collar and tug me higher
I lost all the facts but I'm not a liar
Wonder what they fear, maybe I'll inquire
Nightmare: watch them expire
Can't wake up, we're stuck here, so fight back, the memory attack and fresh tears
I'm right here. They wanted me to feel it, well I'm right here
This is what they asked for, so I'm right here
Oh God, blood on my hands
They're not prepared for who I really am, oh God
Who will understand? Oh God, this is my burden
I am the light and darkness, oh God!
Hiding heart and closing eyes
Will I fall away?
Will I fall away?
Hiding heart and closing eyes
Will I fall away?
Will I fall away?
Flying shards through redding skies
I will end your pain
I will end your pain
I’ll end your pain
Open your eyes
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