The sun is bright and shining in my face. My eyes flutter open than I quickly close them from the bright light. I open them again and let them adjust. I smile as I see Jayden still asleep. 

I hear shuffling down stairs. I kiss Jayden's lips softly before sliding out from underneath his arm.

I quietly slid out of the door. I walk down the stairs and see my mother in the kitchen making pancakes. Shit this is going to be an interesting conversation. She realized me and just gives me a smile. 

"Hey mom I didn't know that you where already home." I say quietly so I didn't wake anyone, she nods. 

"So who is sleeping on my couch and in the guess room and your room?" She asked calmly.

"Umm right, so that is Devan and Luke. Than Connor and Carly are In my room. They are together. And Jazz and Oliver are in the guess room." I say nervously. 

She nods and tells me, "Okay well when ever they wake up breakfast is ready." She said.

"Wait your not mad?" I ask confused. She shakes her head.

"Of course not." she smiles. 

"Thanks you are the best." I kiss her cheek than run back up stairs.

I walk back into my mom's room. I see Jayden now lying on his back with his arm over his eyes, shielding the sun. 

"Hey are you awake?" I ask climbing back in bed. 

"Yeah." he mumbles. 

I laugh and say, "My mom is home." 

He smirks. "How was that talk?" He laughs still with his arm over his face 

"Better than I thought." He nods.

I try to push his arm away from his face but he doesn't moves at all. "It to early and bright." he groans. 

"Your lucky that we don't have school or we would already be late." I tell me. We don't have school because it is some those teacher appreciation day.

He quickly but swiftly shifts to where he is laying on top of me. I smile at his as I stare into his bright grey blue eyes. "I loves this moments." I whisper. He smirk leaning down connecting our lips. I try not to smile in our kiss but fail.

We walk downstairs with our hands laces together. All of our friends are up and downstairs eating breakfast. We join in on what they where talking about.

For the rest of the day we just hang out around the house.

I woke up with my mom yelling my name to wake up. I groan and look at the time. I get up and take a quick shower and get dressed.

I gather all of my stuff which include my backpack, softball uniform, and softball bag. I hear a horn beep out front. I grab all of my stuff and say bye to my mom.

I walk out and see Jayden leaning on his car. "Hey>" he said sleepily. 

"Hey!" I respond. We get into the car and drive to school as normal.

We get to school and separate to go to our classes. As I am walking to my classes I am pulled into a empty class room. "What the hell!" I yell turning around and seeing Jessica 

"What did I tell you about staying away from Jayden?!" she spats. 

"I-I umm.." I stuttered. She laughs and continues to speak. 

"You know he doesn't really like you, right? He just want to get in you pants than that is it is will leave and go tothe next girl who is dumb enough to fall for him. And if you don't give him what he wants them you two are done in no time. You can't give him shit, now I on the other hand can give him exactly what he wants." She smirks. I try to think of a good come back but can't. Is she right? She is right I can't give him what he wants.

She leaves and I follow her. Instead of going to class I go out of the back of the school and walk to the bleachers and just sit and think.

I hear the bell ring signaling that it is lunch time. I'm not hungry so I stay where I am till last period. I look at my phone and see that I have 64 messages from everyone in the group, mainly Jayden. Than I also have 43 calls from everyone. Once the bell rings for last period I get up and go to my last period which I don't have with anyone in the group.

After school I rush to get ready for my game and end up being the first person out on the field. When the girls see me they run to me asking me a bunch of questions. I just lied and said my mother needed me home for something.

Soon after that the game stared and saw Jayden in the crowd. I told the girls, when they went out to see them, that I wanted to ask coach something and didn't have time to talk. Luckily they believed me.

I was really off this game because my head was so clogged. Everyone asked what was wrong and I just said I didn't feel good.

Once the game was over which we did surprisingly win I decided to start walking home. It was only a little dark so I felt fine walking home. As I walk out of the dugout a arm reaches and grabs mine. A husky voice speaks.

 "Haven what they hell is wrong with you. What is wrong you didn't answer me or anything. Did someone hurt you?" Jayden asked all these questions.

"I-I can't Jayden." I whisper. 

"What do you mean?" He asked with a little bit of anger in his voice. I stay quiet and look at the ground. 

"Damn it Haven fucking answer me!" he says now with full anger in his voice, I wince at his tone. 

"This- I can't do this. I mean us!" I say as tears threaten to fall.

He looks at me sternly but hurt. "Why the hell not. What the hell happened? Did I do something?" He asked. I shake my head no. I slip out of his grasp and start to speed walk home. Once I am far enough away from the school, I let the threatening tears fall.

I walk the rest of the way home with tears pouring from my eyes. I walk in and thank god I'm home alone because my mom is on a business trip till next Wednesday. That night I stayed up late crying.

I woke up the next day and decided to not go to school. I can't take seeing his face, if I do I will just bust even more than I already am.