Mackenzie

Well, its finally New Year’s Eve. I’m going to a party at my friend Ariana’s house. Well, she’s not really my friend, more of an acquaintance. She’s best friends with my sister, though.

Since Ariana doesn’t go to HHS (neither does my same grade sister), there’s going to be some kids I don’t know.

The only reason I agreed to go is because Rae might be there. He’s pretty good friends with Ariana, and their parents know each other.

But, just my luck, he wasn’t there. Of course I was a little disappointed, but the party was still actually fun.

Oh, and I have three sisters, by the way. Kelsey goes to HHS, but she’s a junior, as I mentioned before. Maddie, who’s fifteen, is also a freshman, but she goes to a different high school. Last, Ella, who is only eight. I don’t have any brothers, but I wish I do.

Ella slept over Ariana’s house too, only because she has a little nine-year-old sister. They both went to bed before ten.

Anyways, I’m sort of excited to go back to school. I got all new clothes and shoes for Christmas, so I can’t wait to show them off. Maybe TOMS in the winter aren’t such a good idea, but who cares?

When I asked Courtney what she was doing for New Year’s Eve, she said she’d probably just stay home with her cousin and watch the ball drop. I wasn’t surprised. She often did boring things like that on special holidays.

In other news, Angela’s boyfriend, Mike is still missing. Nobody knows where the hell he went, but Angela seems pretty shaken up about it. Not that I’ve talked to her, but she posts some pretty depressing Facebook statuses.

Also, kids stopped posting on his timeline telling him to come back. I guess everybody just kind of forgot. I really don’t know why its not a bigger deal, though. As much as I don’t like Angela, this is still bad.

I didn’t even really know Mike, but when a kid goes missing, I don't play.

But I have my own problems. Guess who’s still not back from the crazy house? Alex. And I miss him like crazy.

This reminds me of the time where I didn’t see him for almost two year, and I could’ve exploded at any second. I thought I’d never see him again. To make things worse, all of it was bottled inside me. Back then, I’d scream into my pillow and almost start to cry. You wouldn’t believe how I felt on the first day. Amazing.

But right now, I feel like I’m losing friends. Courtney and I haven’t texted since after Christmas, Emma and I barely said hi to each other during school before winter break. We’ve just become… distant. I don’t know. It doesn’t feel good, either. Maybe they just decided they don’t like me anymore.

Maybe they just moved on.