One night, the night I had been dreaming of since I were twelve. The night I would turn eighteen, my friends are all by my side. I'm not officially eighteen until 11:45pm. That's when I was born, christmas day too...We're all at my house getting ready to go out.

"We've finished highschool, I can't believe it" I say astonished.

"You're such a nerd" Taylor says.

I laugh and roll my eyes at her, playfully shoving her.

"Mike, come control your woman!" I groan.

He chuckles and snuggles into Taylor. My brother and his boyfriend are sitting on my bed while Taylor and I do our make up. I don't use much but it still takes a while for me to put it on since I'm extremely slow at applying. Better safe then sorry.

"You look gorgeous" Kale, my brother says.

I smile and kiss his cheek. My brother is my twin, so it's his birthday today too, the difference is that I haven't done any underaged drinking, where he has. So today is a big day for me.

"Which club are we going to?" I ask Taylor.

"That's a surprise" She says smiling evily.

I whine and sulk as she drags me to my car. Kale is driving with Brandon in the front passanger side and Mike, Taylor and me in the back. I'm surrounded by people in love. I'm by my lonesome. As we pull up to a huge building I see the bouncers near the entrance and a long line. Apparently Taylor had pulled some strings so we were on the VIP list so we got in straight away.

The inside smelt like, sweat, boose, and body oder. It was crowded, with blaring music and bodies touching everywhere. I make my way agonisingly slowly to the bar where I sit down on the stool and wait for a bar tender to realise I'm waiting. Taylor was on the dance floor with Mike and Kale had gotten a room straight away.

"How can I help you?" A bar tender asks.

"Could I get a beer?" I ask her biting my lip nervously. She eyes me suspsciously.

"Can I see ID?" She asks.

I pass her my ID, she smiles at me when she sees it's my birthday.

"First drink is on the house sweetie, happy birthday" She says.

I smile and thank her for her kindness. She waves it off and goes to serve someone else. Three beers later and I'm a little light headed. It's been about two hours that I've been here.

"You look beautiful Rein" I hear a huskily yet smooth voice whisper from behind me.

A hand lighlty placed on my shoulder, I could feel sparks running through my body as he softly caressed my shoulder. Turning around I'm shocked to see those beautiful green eyes, the black hair I've come to know and love with that little bit of messy yet sexy stubble he grows. A smile on my lips as I see him smiling at me.

"Mr Miles" I say grinning.

He pouts slightly as he hears me call him by his last name.

"Rein, you can call me Sean" He says.

I smile and blush as he takes my hand in his on the bar counter.

"So, what are you doing here?" He asks.

"It's my eighteenth later tonight" I say softly.

He gives me a confused look which makes me giggle.

"Why later tonight?" He asks.

"Kale was born at eleven am...I was born at 11:45 pm" I say.

He nods his head with a smile, understanding now why I had said that.

"Where is Kale?" He asks.

"He booked a room for him and his boyfriend" I say.

He chuckles and nods his head in understanding. His thumb caressing my hand softly. Those sparks shooting up my arm.

"Where's your boyfriend?" He asks.

"Jason and I broke up about four months ago" I mumble looking at my lap.

He rests his hand on my cheek, lifting my head up so I'm looking at him. Softly he caresses my skin.

"He doesn't know what he's missing out on" He whispers.

I blush and smile at his kind words, Mr Miles has always had a way with words. After a few minutes of talking he looks at me with a serious face.

"How old do you think I am?" He asks me.

"25" I say.

He chuckles and smiles but shakes his head.

"I wish I were that young, that way I wouldn't be so ashamed of my feelings for you" He says softly.

"What feelings? How old are you then?" I ask as my heart beats out of my chest.

"I'm 32 Rein" He says sadly.

I nod my head but see he hadn't answered my other question.

"What feelings?" I ask again.

He sighs and looks anywhere but at me.

"Sean please" I beg.

He looks at his watch with a small smile then looks at me. Leaning in he kisses my lips tenderly, moving his lips to my ear her whispers.

"Happy birthday Rein" With that he gets up and walks away.

Goosebumps run up and down my body at the loss of his warm touch. My heart breaking as I know I will more likely never see him again. I couldn't let that happen. I run to the middle of the dance floor where I see him near the exit.

"Sean!" I yell over the music.

My heart pounding so hard I can hear it. I watch as he turns around. I kick my heels off and run to him. As I reach him I throw myself at him, he catches me effortlessly as I connect my lips to his and wrap my legs securely around his waist. I bite his bottom lip asking for entrance which he grants but soon dominates the kiss. I can feel my body heating up with every second.

Pushing me against the wall for support he kisses my more passionately. As we pull away for breath I place my forehead on his, my arms wraped around the back of his neck. Our breathing heavy as can be and our bodies so close but not close enough.

"You never answered my question" I say smiling.

He chuckles and moves some hair out of my face, gently tucking it behind my ear.

"What are your feelings?" I ask in all seriousness.

I watch as a torn expression crosses his beautiful features.

"I love you" He whispers softly.

Looking down at his hands that rest on my thighs which are wrapped around him still. Ii bring his lips to mine for a soft kiss.

"I've been waiting to hear you say that since year seven" I murmur.

He smiles with a twinkle in his eyes. I smile back at him.

"Do you love me?" He asks.

"Yes, I love you too" I say laughing slightly.

He smiles softly and kisses my lips again in a slow passionate kiss. He walks with my legs still wrapped around him and his lips still connected to mine. I don't know how we got there but soon I find myself being laid down on a mattress in one of the rooms you can rent. Sean kisses down my neck, his kisses giving me goosebumps.

"I love you Rein Miller" He says as he looks my in the eyes.

"I love you to Sean Miles" I say smiling.

He hums in statisfaction before connecting our lips again. He licks my bottom lip for entrance which I grant and greedily welcome his tongue into my mouth. His hands softly running over my body, leaving a trail of goosebumps from the sudden change in temperature.

Slowly he starts to rise my top up to expose my torso. He disconnects his lips and trails kisses down my neck them moves to my torso, kissing it softly. Making me gasp as he finds the right spots. Moving back to my lips he kisses me gingerly before unbuttoning my top and taking it off my.

I move my hands to his shirt as he kisses down my neck and lets his hands wonder. Unbuttoning his top slowly I run my hands along his chest once it's undone. Loving the feeling of his toned body under my soft hands I pry his top off the rest of the way.

I run my index finger softly along a scar that starts across the right of his chest and finishes near the collor bone on his left. Grabbing my hand softly he guides it around the back of his neck as he kisses my again. Tugging at my skirt, he pulls it off swiftly with my knickers. He skillfully unclips my bra and pulls that off too.

I watch as his pupils diolate once he sees my exposed body. He hops off the bed and takes off his jeans and boxers before climbing back on. He goes to put protection on but I stop him. He looks up at me, his head tilted to the side slightly.

"I want this to be perfect Sean...wearing protection isn't perfect to me" I say.

He looks at me shocked and kisses my forehead softly.

"Will tonight make me your first?" He asks.

I bite my lip and nod my head. I see the worry in his eyes. I lean up and kiss his lips tenderly.

"I want this with you, and no one else" I promise him.

He nods his head, taking my body in his arms he kisses my lips with full force as he enters me. I moan and whimper at once from the combination of two extreme oposite feelings coming through at once. Once he's all the way in he lets out a shakey breath, trying to resist the erge to start a rythme as he waits for my pain to subside.

Once it does I move my hips softly to show him I want him to start his rythme. He moans as he starts to move. I close my eyes, arch my back and enjoy every moment with the man I love who's fourteen years my senior. I don't care about his age. I love him and he loves me.