your nose drowns over the white line of powder. it sucks up, filling you inside like some velvet cake. you huffed with happiness, the head-splitting headache finally going away. your eyes turn everything to mush, you start seeing stars as you feel like your floating. you sat back on the couch, with an immense grin glued to your face. you slowly turned your head to see your savior, "thanks barnes, i really needed that."

bucky nodded, lifting the cig in his hand to his mouth, the gray smoke dispersing in the air. one thing led to another, and now your sitting in bucky's place, chopping shit up. you knew the risk of going home with the first stranger you've met, but you had to. when your body heard he had leftover coke, you started running.

"you want some?"

he shook his hand, "not a fan, this was just some leftover from a friend." bullshit. bucky saw your behavior drastically changed. you closed your eyes, the music taking you away. his eyes stayed on you the way your body slightly moved with the light music in the background.

your mind wandered to your home. screams and cries rang your ears like you were being pulled back into hell. you felt your phone vibrate under you, which startled you. you pulled out your device from your jacket, another missed call from wanda.

you dropped it back on the couch. you slumped down, turning your face to bucky, "so you're in a gang?" he laughed at how blunt you were, "why ya' askin', worried about me?" you softly chuckled, shaking your head.

"not really worried, more like intrigued," you bit down on your bottom lip, tinting it to a shade. he groaned, shifting under his weight.

"it's a small town. it's easy for an outsider to come and take over. that's why i'm here, i drive them away."

"so you aren't a biker gang, then what that's thing we rode back then?" he chuckled, "my harley, darlin'."

he came close to you, brushing his lips against your ear, "if you wanted to ride on something else, then you could've asked," he pulled back, his smirk still plastered to his face.

you felt the heat rise to your face. you felt like the walls were closing in on you, making it harder to breathe. you smirked, "you trying to seduce me, barnes?"

he chuckled, "still on last name bases," he let out another puff, squishing the cig on the ashtray, "speaking of names, i still don't have yours."

"i just really like the name doll, it fits me," you expressed, falling back on the ground. your high was crashing down faster than you wanted it to. meaning more coke and less dignity.

the old gift card in your hand chopped the pure cane to dust. bucky watched you in awe. your ass perked up in the air as you knelt down. he hated how much of a tease you were, wriggling your ass in the air, not caring how he felt.

oh, how his mind wanders off to the things he wanted to do to you. wanting to make you feel more things than what that silly powder can do. you wiped the white off your nose, stumbling as you try to get up. you both laughed, "lemme help you," bucky got up, holding your hand as he helped you stable yourself.

you softly chuckled, "barnes, you meet a stranger and you immediately want to help. you're too kind for your own good." you snaked under his arms, heading over to the radio on the shelf. you turned up the volume, a classic song filling the room, making you feel better overall. you started to sway your hips to the beat. you looked over to barnes, gesturing him to dance with you.

a small smile curved from his lip. he walked up to you like a predator hunting his prey. grabbing your waist, moving your bodies closer to each other. you raised your eyebrows, surprised by his sudden action. he twirled you like a ballerina feeling weightless in the air. heat covered over you, as you felt shivers get sent to your core. you rested your head on his chest, feeling his warmth hold you, "you know this is my first-time slow dancing." bucky chuckled at your statement, "this isn't my first time, but my favorite so far."

you pulled back, both of your eyes meeting each other. he held your chin, rubbing it delicately "you're too pretty for your own good, doll. you know that?"

your lips parted, not knowing how to respond, you grabbed his chin pulling it closer to you. lips crashed as you both moved in a hungry manner. the building tension easing into a calming way. you both fight at each other like animals, "very eager are we now?" bucky mumbled against you. he hit your thighs, which in response you jumped, latching your legs against his waist. he started attacking your neck, whispering lude and provocative words into your ear, making you drip under his command.

a tent formed in between his leg, hitting your clothed area, as you both fell on the bed. you cooed, trying to take his shirt off. he grabbed your arms, pulling them back, "ah ah ah." he nipped back on your neck, hitting a spot that made you whimper. you stirred under his weight, feeling a slick pooled under you more. he unzipped your jacket, releasing your bare harden nipples, "so so pretty, doll." he started attacked them, cupping them in his mouth while rubbing the other. you bite your lip to a shade in response as you grasped onto his legs. he loved seeing you deter under his control by one touch.

"b-bucky," you cooed, basically begging for more. the sight of bucky dominating you, making you feel pleasure from one touch, it was something you needed, and it made you even more turned on.

"oh god, i love the way you say my name," his hand slithers its way to your thigh. he made little movements making invisible drawings getting closer to your slit, palming the warmth of your pussy. "no panties either? you're too perfect for me," he murmured against your lips. you whined, shifting yourself again for friction, "please bucky."

"since you asked so nicely," he started to take off his sleet white shirt, revealing a bunch of fascinating tattoos scattered all over. he scrambled to take his pants off, revealing the bulge in his boxer. you urged your hands up, helping him with the rest.

the sight of his cock left you dumbstruck. he was bigger than any of your other boyfriends, which you wondered if he could even fit. he slowly started to pump his shaft, making softly fluid movements, small groans coming from his mouth.

he looked at you, all puffed lipped and in awe, just what he wanted. he bent down, taking off your skirt, ripping the fishnets in the process. he couldn't wait to just ruin you. "let's go on a quick ride shall we," he whispered in your ear, you suddenly felt yourself getting turned over, now you were on top of him, laying on his chest.

you gulped down, using your hands to stable yourself. you gradually sat down on his throbbing cock, immediately feeling him stretch you up. he groaned, gently laying his hands on your waist. his touch was addictive, something maybe more powerful than a drug, something you wanted him to keep doing over and over again.

you started to go up and down, feeling him penetrate you with every move. "such a good doll aren't ya'," you wrap around me so perfectly," bucky held your waist, helping you along the way. you started to pivot your hips holding your hands down his chest to steady yourself. your whimpers and moans were like music to bucky ears. he loved seeing you all vulnerable and just a whole plain mess. "let me return the favor," he popped you back on his chest, flipping you both around.

you were now under him, all dazed up and wanting more. he smirked, giving you another kiss on the collarbone. he positioned himself in between your legs, teasing your wet entrance.

he fully pushed his cock in you, filling you up, "such a perfect doll, so tight and wet." he started making hard strokes, practically slamming you to the bed. when he said he wanted to ruin you, he flawlessly did that, you were all sprawled out, bouncing up and down, nothing but his name and moans coming out of your mouth. you felt an orgasm building up, a stinging sensation needing to be free, "i-im close, ahh."

"shh shh, wait for me darlin'," his movements got more sloppy and slow as he was getting closer. "cum," you both came on his command, as he kept going ridding out your high. penetrating you, even more, you kept your mouth ajar; he was still going. overstimulation overcame you, all but skin slapping and groans and moans filled the room. he abruptly stopped, falling down on the bed, lying next to you. you gasped desperately breathing for air as your throbbing pussy was feeling empty. he turned his head over to you, kissing your ear . . .

"goodnight doll."

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ah yes smut in the second chapter don't ya love it.

now looking back in this chapter i kind of hate it 🧍‍♀️

i hope this doesn't seem like romanticizing drugs cuz 😞 i will feel bad

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