this chapter might be a little triggering so here's a warning.

GUESS WHAT? I looked at my wrist I got time today! the new AirMari unisex collection is dropping this FRIDAY! only two hundred and fifty will be available by website, and the rest will be at the store. The address is in the bio and we're open everyday until 8pm. BEAT US THERE!

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The post was only up for about ten minutes and I was already at a half million views. I guess they missed me because I haven't posted anything since my birthday. I woke up in a good mood, so I said why not drop something new? I named the collection after my babies because I couldn't think of nothing else, so I just put their nicknames together. I've been sitting on them watches for minute and was just debating on when to drop them.

"Baby! You ready to eat?"

I looked over my shoulder and saw Cameron walking into the media room holding a large tray along with the twins trailing behind him. They were dragging their little blankets and holding their cups. I'm so glad they were finally walking. Even though they wobbled a little, my babies were walking and I'm happy. With their advanced asses. They know their numbers from 1-20 and some of their colors. Yes, they're only one but I bet they'll be talking clearly about time they're two.

"What you cook baby?" I asked as he sat the tray on couch before helping the girls. It was a bunch of pillows in the front, so he propped them up against them and fixed their blankets. I love seeing him in daddy mode. Makes me wanna give him another one. I shook my head laughing at my inner thoughts.

Cameron looked over at me and shook his head. "Weird ass."

I flicked him off and opened my phone to text Trey. We had a bestie date tomorrow and I just wanted to make sure he ain't forget plus he said he needed to talk to me about something important.

best! we still on for tomorrow?

⛹🏾💙: yes, picking you up around noon!

I hearted his message and locked my phone. Once Cam fixed the girls up he grabbed the tray sitting done and passed me a bowl. I noticed it was a chicken fajita bowl and I started geekin. I love mexican food man and he made it just how I like it? I grabbed my fork stabbing a piece of chicken and some peppers before sticking it in my mouth.

Cameron shook his head grabbing the remote turning on Princess and The Frog. The girls loved this movie because of Bawi, as they would say, but every time he watched the girls he did a Disney movie marathon. It was so cute. My babies loved all three of their daddies and it was so sickening. I fear for the future though cause if I had three daddies I wouldn't dare bring nobody home. Wouldn't even think about it to be honest. The girls just don't know they in for a rude awakening. I smiled as they were clapping along to the music. Jabari definitely started something.

"Baby it's good?"

I broke away from my thoughts and looked at Cameron who was already staring at me. I blushed and nodded my head looking away. Boy still make me feel like the first time we met. He know what he be doing when he look at me like that. I ate my food and once I was I full and passed him the bowl while grabbing a bottle a water from the tray. I took a few sips before laying up under him. I glad he got the big couches cause it's like they was swallowing us but we were comfortable. I had my legs in Cameron's lap and he was rubbing my feet, damn near about to put me to sleep.

"Baby." He called out to me.

Not even bothering to look up cause I already he's looking down at me. "Yes?"

"We never finished our conversation that happened in Houston."

I shook my head because I guess he want me in here crying, but he's right. We never got a chance to finish it because he got busy with meetings and potential clients. The revealing of the condominium opened a lot of doors for him and I couldn't be more proud because this is what he said he wanted. "You talking about that conversation where I couldn't stop crying?"

"Ma shhh!"

I threw my bad back as Airy shhh'd me. I know you fucking lying. Cameron busted out laughing as he was shaking his head. "I guess she told you."

I mugged the back of her head. "Little bad ass."

"She's gonna give us hell, just hold on."

I smacked my lips. "Psh please! She's gonna give you hell. Gonna send her right to dAdDy. Where we was at before we were rudely interrupted?"

Cameron laughed and popped my foot. "Not too much on my baby now but the conversation back in Houston."

I nodded my head trying to get my words together. I was also trying to recall how the conversation started. Think I'm going to go more in depth. "You know how you said our stories are similar, yet unique? I have to agree because we were both hurt my two people who we loved. I was always taught that when some loves you deeply, it's not supposed to hurt. Your significant other is not supposed to hurt you, yet I ended up hurt. When Tylan got exposed I was extremely hurt and it's crazy because I'm the type to not let stuff phase me you know? Like I'll literally be upset for about a day and move on, but the reason I was so messed about that situation was because he raped me."

Cameron pulled me in his lap and started rubbing his hands up and down my exposed stomach being that I had on one of his his wife beaters that I cut. I cleared my throat because whew. "Uh he raped me and to this day I'll never understand why. I mean I get it he got exposed and lost his girlfriend in the process but that didn't give him the right to hurt me twice."

I chuckled bitterly. "When be raped me, he took all his anger and frustration out on me. I literally felt it. He did me so bad my uterus was messed up and the doctors told me that I may not be able to bear children. So when I found out I was pregnant I cried and beat myself up so bad for not eating. That's why I was so cautious doing this pregnancy. I never told you that, but I was terrified throughout the whole pregnancy because I just kept thinking, what if they don't make it? What if I don't make it? That's why I told you to save the baby over me."

He reached up and wiped my face. I didn't even know I was crying. I looked in his face and he was crying too, making me shake my head. God we're so in touch with our emotions. "But Tylan hurt me soo bad to the point of no return. I was going to commit suicide but my mama found me and I made a vow to myself to never and I mean never let any nigga bring me to my lowest like that again. I don't what it was about you but I felt it. I knew you was something good but it scared me. Like I told you at that juice bar a couple years ago, I know all niggas are not the same but it scared me. You scared me because I knew deep down inside that you were about to change my life for good. They often say hurt people hurt people, but you and I? We helped and healed each other. I'll forever thank you for allowing me to be me. Thank you for helping me grow. Thank you for uplifting me and most importantly, thank you for loving me and allowing me to love you. I'm ready to grow old with you Mr. Hayes."

At this point we were both crying. He pulled me down into him and I just cried into his chest. I clutched his shirt in my fist and let out the loudest sob. My mama was the only person that knew the full story about what Tylan did to me, so telling my husband has brought up some unwanted emotions. I felt him rub my back as I cried into his chest. He stood up and I locked my legs around his torso.

"Airelle and Amaria come on."

I heard him say as he dipped and picked up the tray. He turned the screen off before adjusting me. Strong ass.

"Go?"

"Yes lil mamas we go."

I closed my eyes as we started walking out the room. We stopped for a minute and next thing you know I was placed on our bed. I opened my eyes to see Cameron was staring at me. He cuffed my face and kissed me all over bringing a small smile to my face.

"I'm finna go put them down for their naps and I'll be right back. Come out these clothes too." He kissed my neck and stood up walking out of the room.

I pulled my leggings off leaving me in my underwear and threw my shirt. I clapped three times turning on the fan and pulled the covers back—climbing in the bed. Five minutes later Cameron was making his way back in. He shut the door and put the baby monitor on the night stand before stripping. He climbed in the bed and pulled me on top of him. We were skin to skin and our hearts were beating in sync.

God I thank you for sending me my person.

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