I know y'all looking at my location like what the fuck? Thank Ms. Author! She pulled some strings with my PO and my birthday trip was a go!

I already knew about the trip being planned but my husband surprised me with the location. We've been here for about two days and I've loved every minute of it. I decided on the first two weeks of January instead of the last two because I wanted to celebrate my birthday and the one year anniversary of my actual store being open at home. So, we left on New Years Eve. I swear I felt my heart crack once my babies started crying. Its like they knew we were leaving.

Still can't believe I had twins. Like I pushed out two babies, but I always knew that if ever I got pregnant there was a possibility of me having twins. Because I'm a twin. I was supposed to have a twin brother but when my mama gave birth to us, he was stillborn.

But Cam and I were getting ready to go down to this beach bar. I was outside on the balcony of our villa fooling around with Snapchat. I looked at the picture I just took and shook my head. My thighs were already big but the pregnancy made them spread tremendously and I've been feeling a little self-conscious. Like I've always been bottom heavy but now? Sheesh. I looked down and ran my hands down both.

"Whatever you thinking about, stop."

I jumped and turned around seeing Cameron standing at the threshold staring at me. I put my eyes elsewhere because the stare was too intense for me to look in his face.

"C'mere." He hooked his finger into my swimsuit bottoms and pulled me into him. I put my head down and played with my fingers. He lift my head by my chin and pecked my lips three times as usual.

"Baby you're beautiful. Weight or no weight. I love every inch of you and I mean everyyyyyy inch. I've been watching you since you gave birth to the twins and I already know where your head is. Nothing is wrong with you mamas. You're perfect. Everything I want and more. And what's the saying? Thick thighs save lives."

He smirked causing me to smile. "Thank you baby."

"You're welcome mamas. I'll always be here to uplift you, don't ever let that crown fall. Send me that picture and come on." He rubbed his hand across my ass and sent one hard smack to it. I moaned biting my lip. He licked my neck and walked back inside.

I shook my head because I knew I was getting my back broke once we got back. I unlocked my phone and quickly sent the picture to Cameron before walking into the room.

I fixed the waist chain I had around my waist and slid my feet into my sliver studded sandals—putting my powder white toes on display. I grabbed my brown Coach wristlet and slipped both of my phones inside making sure I had everything essential. I looked at my husband and shook my head. He was truly a work of art. From his face to his body. He had on a pair of white and gray marble swim trunks with a pair of white Gucci slides on his feet. He was shirtless with it being thrown over his shoulder along with a towel.

He caught me staring and smirked, titling his head to the side. "You must like what you see?"

I shrugged my shoulders smiling. "Maybe, maybe not."

"Yea yea whatever." He waved me off and walked towards the door holding it open allowing me to walk out first. I made my way down the hall as he locked the door. I walked down the steps and headed for the front door. Cameron followed suited and locked the door.

I walked to the rental and waited on him to open my door. He did and held my hand as I climb in. He shut my door and took the top off the Jeep before sliding into the driver's seat. He pulled the directions up and turned the key over pulling out of the driveway. I smiled, feeling good as the wind rushed through me.

Even though it's day three, this trip was much needed. Last year was pure hell besides my pregnancy, but everything else? HELL! I can't wait until I get my hands on them bitches. They may be laying low for now but they won't be for long. Cause once I get back to the states? I'm popping out. Surprise bitches, I'm STILL here.

I connected my phone and Love On Top x Bey sounded through the speakers. This song is definitely how I feel about Cameron. I got on my knees in the seat and leaned over the console waiting on my part. I rubbed his chest as I started singing.

"Baby it's you! You're the one I love! You're the one I need, you're the only one I see. Come on baby it's you! You're the one that gives your all, you're the one I can always call when I need to make everything stop. Finally you put my love on top!" I kissed up his bicep all the way to his ear swirling my tongue against his lob—tugging on it. I felt the truck swerve and busted out laughing as he knocked me back into the seat.

"Sitcho ass down before you make me kill us both." He glanced at me and shook his head.

I laughed and bit the tip of my nail. Ima act a fool once we get back to the villa. Going to call it liquor courage.

About 20 minutes later we were pulling into the parking lot of Rocki Beach Bar. The back of the bar is open giving you clear access to the beach. I was excited cause it was kind of a hole in the wall kind of spot, so I knew the food and drinks were about to hit. Cameron parked and climbed out coming around to my side. He held my hand and I hopped out. I grabbed my wristlet and pulled my bottoms from between my cheeks.

Cameron grabbed my hand and we walked to the entrance. I walked in first and looked around in awe nodding my head to the reggae music. Yea this is about to be fun cause I know once I get some liquor in me I'm going to be on the dance floor.

"Hi welcome tuh Rocki Beach! yuh wudda guys like fi be seated inside or pan di deck?" The hostess asked.

I looked back at Cameron and he nodded his head signaling me to choose.

"The deck please."

She nodded. "Follow mi."

Cam and I followed behind her and once making it to the deck, I gasped at how beautiful it was out here. She led us to a table that put the beach directly in our line of sight. Cam pulled my seat out and I sat down setting my wristlet on top of the table pulling my personal phone out.

"Here yuh two menus mi cya start yuh two off wid nuhthing fi drink?"

I'm so glad I can understand her. "Can I get a Piña colada and two shots of White Hennessy."

She wrote everything down and turned to Cameron. Since the twins have been born he has toned his drinking down. I'm honestly glad because it was starting to get bad and I knew that was going to cause a rift in our marriage. Because I was not about to let him go down that road. He glanced at me and I bit my bottom lip in anticipation.

"Can I get a Corona with two limes."

I looked at him and squinted.

"I'll be right back wid yuh drinks."

I thanked her and looked back at Cameron. "That's all you wanted?"

He looked at me and nodded his head. "Something to just start me off and I know you finna drink so I need to be sober enough to look after you."

The hostess, whose name I learned is Amoy which means 'beautiful goddess' returned with our drinks and the festivities started. I threw both shots back and asked her to keep them coming along with our food order. I took a sip of the Piña colada and hissed closing my eyes.

"Whew! They didn't hold back on the rum at all!" I shook my head rapidly.

Cameron busted out laughing as he held his phone up recording me. I threw up my daddy's set and then flicked his camera off because fuck his followers. He smacked his lips before setting his phone down. I placed my hands on top of each other on the table and smiled at him innocently.

"Girl ain't a damn thing about you innocent. Cut it out."

I gasped and pointed to myself. "Pleaseee! I'm the most innocent thang walking."

We looked at each like 'girl please' before busting out laughing. Oh my god. I love being in sync with him. It's scary sometimes because how we set up like this?We could be having a conversation and he'll say what's my on mind, literally, or we would end up saying the same thing at the same time.

Hours later I was drunk and full! That curry goat and cabbage put me in there! It's finally night fall and I was in the sand in front of the dj booth having the time of my life. I ran into some girls and they dragged me out here cause my booty big. I forgot Jamaicans like big women. But I was currently wining to Walking Trophy by HoodCeleberityy.

I held my cup in the air as I wined into the sand.

Tell a girl that

Girl you know that you pretty from your bum

Walk out girl

You never try hard

Them girl them not pretty in a real life

You pretty pon di gram

An yuh pretty inna real life

Yuh body look good set right

Yuh ting tun up pussy well tight

Batty clean nah nuh cellulite

I laughed as they cheered me on. They taught me how to wine and I haven't stopped since. I sipped my rum punch and continue dancing against them. I looked around the beach and spotted exactly who I was looking for. He was seated at one of the picnic tables sipping on a Corona. He saw me staring and winked at me. I blushed like a little school girl shaking my head.

The girls around me started screaming and I noticed the song change. It was Nobody Has To Know by Karniun featuring Ty Dolla. Ooo I knew this one because I'm a fan of Ty. I broke my stare with Cameron as he picked up one of our ringing phones. I held on to the girl hips in front of me as she wined against me.

Girl, Girl take it off for a young

Freaky things that you do with your tongue

Up and down the pole like a stripper

Ass up, face in the pillow

Poppin n poppin, the pussy poppin on a handstand

And I just be your nigga, I can be your man

Sex so good, make you say you love me

Hoooll up, ain't you say you've had a boyfriend

And I likeee, I likee the way that you ride, the way that you kisshieul

And you likeee, you likee the way I get money, the way I boss up yeaah

I noticed Cameron walking my way and I got a feeling in the pit of my stomach. I looked at his facial expression and I couldn't read it but I knew something was wrong cause I felt it.

"Baby we gotta go!"

I quickly exchanged information with the girls and looked at Cameron. "What's wrong Amari?"

I may be drunk, but I know that whatever is wrong is not good because whoever called wouldn't have called. I knew my babies where in good hands so we agreed on no calls unless something was wrong.

Cameron looked at me and pulled at his hair. Oh lord. "K'mya and Jayla kidnapped Airelle."

I laughed and threw my drink back. Yea I gotta be hearing stuff because he didn't say what I think he just said. "Amari stop playing with me."

His facial expression softened. "I'm not playing mamas."

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