Today went by pretty quick. It's Friday meaning my ceremony is tomorrow. It's 5 PM meaning dinner time. I walked in the packhouse and sat down in my seat. Crystal shows up. I just rolled my eyes and ignore her. She sat a couple chairs down snickering with some other she wolves. They look at me and start laughing, pointing there fingers at me. I know I said I was gonna ignore them, but I've had enough.

"I don't see why you guys would have to whisper, if there is something anyone has to say to me, I suggest now would be the time, before the others including Kingston comes down." I said outloud. "Shut you filthy rogue." Crystal said walking towards me, there were a couple of pack members around, but not to much, since dinner isn't till 5:30.

"Do you really think your fit to be Luna, you might be what the moon goddess picked for Kingston, but not what we picked for Luna." She said outloud and some people agreeing. One person in particular, was Jake. I got up from my seat and walk up to Crystal, "I may not be what you guys want, but I'll proved to you that I'll give up my life to protect the people I care about, I won't let the people I love and care about die again." I said voice cracking a little. I miss my pack. I miss my parents. "Again?" Crystal said. I didn't say anything else, except to be excuse.

I ran up to Cassie room. 'Knock' "Cassie?" I said knocking again. "Coming" she opens up ther door. I started crying. "What's wrong, A?" She asked hugging me. I miss m-mom, I miss dad, I miss b-beta Joseph, I miss beta female M-Mary, I miss Kieran, I even miss George c-calling me a stinkin cheater, I miss them..." I stuttered. Sobbing hysterically. Cassie started crying once I said her family names. "It's my fault there not here, I did that to them," I said crying into my bestfriend shoulder.

She pulls me away to face her. "Look at me A. It's not your fault, we didn't know. Stop blaming yourself. Our mom's are probably looking at us telling the moon goddess how proud they are of us." Cassie says. She is always there for me. I look at her and smiled, "I can see our dad's totally yelling at the moon goddess for picking our mates." I said jokingly. "Yea they are pretty protective" Cassie said laughing.

"Ahem," I turned around and wipe my tears. "I'm not that bad of a mate that your father would have to yell at the mood goddess." Kingston said. I let go of Cassie and ran towards my mate, I hug him tightly. He returned the favor by doing the same. He then lifted my chin up, wipe my tears that are still uncontrollably coming out. "There there my love, I'm here for you. Do you wanna talk about this?" He ask, while rubbing my back in a soothing pattern. I shook my head no. "Can we go home and have dinner? I don't feel like eating here." I said still holding on to Kingston. "Whatever you want." He says

He carried me like a bride all the way home, a pack member cave by and drop our dinner off. We ate dinner in silence. I was still very emotional. Thank the goddess he didn't ask question. I mean how do you tell your mate that your pack is gone because of you, and that there a crazy psychopath ex friend looking for you to mate with, because you have alpha blood.

After dinner we decided to watch a movie in Kingston room, cause my room has no tv. I sat at the other end of his bed. Freakin Kingston, he had to pick out a scary movie. 'The haunting of sharon tate' FML it was half way over and I have the pillow to my face half way. Then something grabs my feet dragging me to the bottom of ther bed, making me scream bloody murder "KINGSTON!" I screamed out frantically looking for him. 'Hahaha' I look down and there he was laughing on ther floor holding his stomach. "You should.... your face.... it was priceless..." he said laughing in between, "I can't breath!" He said still laughing.

I jumped off the bed. Grab the pillow and started hitting him with it. "THAT..(HIT) WAS... (HIT)...NOT.... (HIT) FUNNY." I yelled out. "I'm sorry love," he said while pulling me in for a hug. "Nope, you get no hugs," I said stomping out his room. "Where are you going, the movie isn't done," he yelled. "Watch it by yourself" I yelled back.

I couldn't sleep. I was thinking about ther ceremony. Then I hear what sounds like a scratch on my window.. "fuck I'm trippin. It's nothing" I said outloud trying to calm myself. My heart started beating fast. Then I heard it again. I jumped out of bed running in Kingston room "Kingston" I whispered. No response. So I quietly walk up to Kingston. Ge was sleeping peacefully, while i think there's a ghost or killer trying to get in my room. Time cir a little payback.

I quietly climb his bed. Then stood next to him, "AHHHHHHHHH" I screamed out, making him jump and fall off his bed. He got up fast in a defensive stance. Hahahha I started laughing, "you should've seen your face mate" I said laughing hysterically. He then relax a little. "It's not funny, I could've hurt you love," he said climbing back into bed. He pulled me in his chest. "Kingston I think there's a ghost in my room, I need you to check it out." I whispered. "I don't care, let stay there." He said placing his chin on above my head. I didn't complain. Feeling protected with my mate arm securely wrapped around me. I cuddle closer, with my face in his chest. Then I drifted off to sleep.