Bree slowed down the car in front of a huge house, purple and pink neon lights shone from inside the house and through the windows. It was afternoon and it had took us a while to get here.

The mall wasn't far from my house but it wasn't close either.

But this wasn't the mall.

It was a house, and there was a party going on inside it. "Bree, what are we doing here?" I asked her, staring at the house.

She smiled, unbuckling her seatbelt. "We're going to party, obviously." she replied with an eye roll. "Come on."

Veronica and the girls got out of the car and waited for us. I looked Bree who was staring at me, waiting for me to go out the car with her.

"No, no Bree I never agreed to this, I thought you said that we were going to the mall," I said.

Bree chuckled,"I say a lot of things, Alyssa."

She wasn't wrong.

"No, I'm not going in there. Let's go back, thank you," I said, looking forward and crossing my arms over my chest.

"It will literally take us an hour to get back to your house, when I was driving this car for the past hour... where did you think I was going?" Bree quirked her eyebrow at me.

"The mall?" I answered unsure.

She was right.

I wasn't paying attention to where she was going since I was browsing through Instagram, 'liking' pictures, getting tagged in posts and getting more followers each minute. People I wasn't even friends with actually posted a picture of me and tagged me with the caption: or etc. I only knew the people from my school.

"Alyssa?" Bree repeated.

I sighed,"It's okay, I'll stay in the car until you guys come back."

"Aww come on, Alyssa. Just party with us? Just for 30 minutes." Bree pouted and got out the car, she stood by the car door holding it open.

I've never been to a party, especially this huge one. This was going to be the first party I would ever attend. I gave Bree a small smile before getting out the car and shutting the car door. I walked around the car and met up with Bree.

"You'll enjoy it." Bree smiled, wrapping her arm around my waist while we walked inside the house. There were people outside, chatting to eachother, taking pictures and dancing to the music. Red solo cups were scattered on the front yard.

"Bree!" a male voice called out and Bree paused making me stop with her. She looked over her shoulder and grinned.

"Baby!" she shouted, letting go of me. She ran to the boy and jumped on him, the boy caught Bree with ease, gripping her thighs.

I assumed that that was her new boyfriend for the month or something. "Don't wait up, I'll see you inside!" she shouted out at us and turned to her boyfriend. The boy carried her away, walking to the side of the house.

Veronica scoffed and the two girls chuckled. "Poor Greg," one of the girls said. "He's about to lose his virginity to a bitch who's going to leave him tomorrow."

Ouch.

"The sad part is that he thinks that this is a serious relationship." the other girl chuckled, shaking her head.

"Hey, what are your names?" I asked the two girls.

"Emelia," the blonde answered, flashing a beautiful smile.

"Jordan," the brunette with blue eyes answered.

"Nice to meet you," I smiled, earning a warming smile from both girls. I furrowed my eyebrows, the feeling in my stomach started to worsen when I entered the house. There was literally no space for us to walk through, we had to push our way through.

"Oh my God, can everyone just move?" Veronica yelled and immediately after, everyone started opening a way for us to walk. "That's better," she mumbled. We made our way to the booth which was at the corner of the house.

We sat on the chairs and I placed my elbows on the table, my head lying in my hands. "Hey, Jay," Veronica, Emelia and Jordan greeted the bartender.

He looked cute.

Dark hair that had light brown tips, black eyes and had only a dimple on his left cheek. Jay looked in his twenties. He glanced at me and smiled, "I'm Jay," he said, holding his hand out.

"Alyssa." I smiled back, admiring his beautiful, dark as midnight eyes.

I shook his hand. "That's a beautiful name." Jay winked at me.

"Thanks." I looked away trying to hide the blush creeping onto my face. I let go of his hand and casually stared at my nails.

"So... Jay, what are you doing here?" Emelia asked.

"Some other dude told me to watch the booth for a 5 minutes, it's been fucking 40 minutes now," he said, taking out a beer from the fridge. "I'm only in it for the free beer."

He gulped down the beer and burped silently afterwards. He placed it on the table and he took out five shot-glasses. Taking another half full unfamiliar alcohol from the fridge, he poured it in the shot-glasses.

"Try this," he said and threw the empty glass bottle in the small bin next to him.

Veronica, Emelia and Jordan took their shot-glass and looked at me.

"I am not drinking this," I said sternly, glaring at them all.

"Alyssa, this is literally nothing. One won't do any harm" Emelia said and they cheered for me to drink it. Soon the ones near us heard them cheer and they started to cheer for me.

Then... everyone started cheering.

"Drink! Drink! Drink!"

I had never touched or drank alcohol before. This was new to me. I stared at the shot-glass, so small though it could affect me somehow. I wanted to the leave to house, leave the party. But people cheering for me to drink the shot of alcohol made me want to stay.

After all...

My lips curved into a grin as I took the small glass, holding it with my slightly trembling fingers.

...it was a tiny sip.

Everyone was looking at me, cheering for me to drink this. I didn't want to let them down, I didn't want to let anyone down.

I climbed on top of the table and lifted the shot-glass in the air. Everyone cheered louder,"Alyssa! Alyssa! Alyssa!"

One tiny glass won't do any harm right?

I downed it in a seconds, sending the crowd cheering. I could feel my throat burn a bit and my stomach feel weird. "Holy..." I muttered. It didn't feel comfortable, though it did feel a bit nice. The music was turned up and everyone started dancing.

I smiled, shaking my head a bit before crouching down and looking at Jay who was already staring at me, his mouth was slightly agape.

"Do you want a beer?" he asked after having a full minute us of staring at eachother.

"Yeah, actually. Thanks." I smiled at Jay.

Well... ONE beer won't do any harm right?

Wrong.

"S- sure," he replied, snapping out of trance. He turned around and took out a cold beer from the fridge and handed it to me after popping the top with a bottle opener.

"Thanks Jay." I smiled.

"No problem," he answered, his bottom lip went into his mouth. Jay smiled at me.

I lifted the beer in the air for a couple seconds, examining it,"Ooh, I got a video of you drinking that shot and you already got half a thousand views!" Veronica said, scrolling down her phone and glancing at me.

"Cool," I commented and looked around for Emelia and Jordan. I could only see Jordan who was speaking to a friend but Emelia wasn't in sight. I shrugged and drank the beer and didn't stop until it was almost half full.

"Woah, Alyssa. Just chill, okay?" Veronica looking at me, slightly concerned.

"Yeah, yeah I got it," I answered, ignoring my head started to spin a bit.

"Okay, I have to go now," she said and jumped off the chair. "BRB." she winked at me and walked through the crowd.

No kidding, she really said BRB.

I shrugged and stared at the bottle of beer in my hands. I took another sip.

Then another and then another. And I'm not talking about sips, I'm talking about beer bottles.

Jay was just watching me drink, serving other people then looking back at me. "You're okay?" Jay asked, a slight smirk playing on his lips. My vision started to blur a bit and my head started spinning. My eyes automatically shut own it's own, and me snapping them back open.

I held the table for balance, if I had let go of the table, I was going to fall. "I'm... not... okay," I said lazily and softly, speaking honestly. I couldn't even look at Jay straight in the eye without wanting to fall sideways. I laid my head on table, murmuring something I didn't even hear myself say.

Probably, what have I gotten myself into?

I felt the vomiting, but I didn't want to. I just wanted to take a 24 hour nap. "Hey, Alyssa! What's wrong with you girl?" Bree's faint voice said beside me and I turned to her.

"Bree... please... take me... home," I managed to say.

"What? I can't hear you properly, it's too loud," Bree shouted and sat next to me. "Oh, hey baby Jay."

Jay winked at her,"Where have you been? I thought you said you were coming earlier so we could... you know..."

Bree clicked her fingers together,"Oh! Sorry, I was busy with Gregory."

Jay chuckled,"The virgin one?"

"He's not a virgin anymore," Bree answered smugly than drank her beer.

Jay chuckled and leaned on the table.

"Guys... I need... to... go," I said.

"Oh, she's drunk?" Bree grinned and looked at Jay. I furrowed my eyebrows when Bree started whispering to Jay. He grinned as well and nodded at Bree. She smirked and walked away,"Bye, friend. I'll be back soon." Bree said and left me alone with Jay.

I blinked and sat upright, trying to clear the dizziness away,"You want water?" Jay asked.

I nodded slowly in response,"Yes."

Jay poured a jug of water in a cup, as I looked away then quickly back at Jay again, I saw his hand hover the glass. He smiled at me and gave the glass of water.

I gulped it down and I saw him grin. Seconds after, I literally felt like I could collapse any moment. "Jay? Did you put something in the water?" I asked lazily, getting dizzier each second.

"Hey, Alyssa I don't think you're okay. Why don't I bring you upstairs to the bedroom?" Jay said.

I needed to sleep.

"Yeah, I just need a quick nap," I told him and tried to get up on my own. As soon as I stood up, I fell to my side but someone caught me.

"Careful there now," Jay said as he threw me over his shoulder and started walking through the crowd. I felt us ascend the stairs and head towards a quieter room, where the music wasn't blaring as much and was darker. Jay placed me on something soft.

The bed.

I sighed and smiled, rolling over. "Thanks Jay," I said in a muffled voice since my face was on the pillow. Seconds after, Jay climbed in bed with me and laid next to me.

My body started to heat up when he got close to me, though I didn't like it. I yawned and shut my eyes, getting ready to sleep. "Alyssa..." Jay whispered and I felt a hand on my lower back.

"Mhm?"

"You're beautiful, you know that?" Jay whispered in a husky voice. His hand slowly trailed down till it touched my butt.

"Get... your hands... off," I slurred.

"Shh, don't worry baby. I'll take care of you," Jay whispered, sending shivers down my spine. He straddled me and he leaned forward and left kisses on my neck.

"What... are you doing?" I asked, staring at him.

"Relax baby," he said and held my neck. Jay kissed my cheek then slowly made his way to my lips.

"Jay! Get off me." I gritted through my teeth, trying to focus my vision. Jay placed his lips on mine, forcing me to shut up. His hands went under my crewneck and held my bare waist.

"Get off me!" I shouted but no one could hear me since the music was blarring everywhere. I tried pushing Jay off of me but he gripped my wrists and held them together with his right hand. He managed to pull the crewneck from my body and throw it away and I was left in my bra.

I pushed Jay away with the small amount of strength I had left. I was still drunk, my vision was a bit blurry and I was dizzy. I stood up from the bed and got off, backing away when Jay started walking close to me. I collapsed to the floor and crawled backwards. I scrambled to my feet, knocking things over. I was dizzy, I couldn't stand still and my body suddenly felt weak. "Come on, baby." Jay smirked and held my waist. I slapped Jay and tried to run but he gripped my wrist.

He threw on the bed and got on me, straddling me. While he took off his shirt, I squirmed under him. But since I was laying directly under him, when trying to move away made me accidentally grind against his hard. Jay threw his head back and moaned.

I stared at him, disgusted,"Jay, please get off me," I begged, my eyes started to burn as I felt tears well up.

"I won't hurt you, baby," Jay said put his on either sides of my head. Staring at me intensely, Jay began to grind himself against me. Pain and pleasure ran through my body, though I wanted to get out of here.

Jay was holding both my wrists with his hand and the other took off his belt and unbuttoned his jeans.

"No, no! Please Jay, I don't want to do this!" I shouted, trying to get off his grip. I kicked my legs and screamed but Jay placed his hand over my mouth.

"Baby, you should really behave." Jay threw his jeans on the floor and I saw his black boxers. Jay unbuttoned my jeans and pulled them off in a second, disposing of them.

"Jay, please!" I started crying. "Please."

Jay ignored me and stared at me, I was only left in my underwear and bra. I saw him bite his bottom lip,"You have a beautiful body, baby."

"Get off me you sick bastard!" I shouted lazily, trying to move away but that still resulted to me grinding against him. He moaned and started grinding harder, his grip on my wrists tightening.

I bit my lip trying to hold back a moan. It was no use, I was drunk and weak while Jay was strong and I couldn't get off his grip. Something had made me weaker but I didn't know what.

Was it that water I drank? The beer?

Jay had put something in the water, no wonder it tasted funny. I thought it was the taste of the beer in my mouth that had changed the taste. My mouth parted and a breathy moan escaped my lips.

"Stop please," I begged, my arms aching in pain from being held upwards all the time.

"You're fucking enjoying this, stop complaining or I will cuff you," Jay said sternly. "Now kiss me."

Jay smashed his lips on mine, kissing me roughly. Trying to slip his tongue in my mouth. He grinded harder and faster and I gasped. Jay took his chance and shoved his tongue my mouth, roughly kissing me. I bit him and he jerked away.

"What the fuck?" he exclaimed, covering his mouth.

I spat on his face and he clenched his jaw,"I tried being fucking nice--" he leaned to the nightstand and opened the drawers, taking out cuffs. My eyes widened as more tears came out.

"Help! Someone help me!" I screamed.

"Shut the fuck up!" Jay gritted through his teeth.

I ignored him,"Help! Someone help!"

"Shut up!" Jay cuffed my left hand to the bed. As he was about to cuff my other hand, I heard someone banging on the door and a familiar voice calling my name. "Alyssa, are you in there? I heard your voice." I heard the voice ask from outside the room.

It was Sam.

My heart pounded when I heard Sam's voice, I wanted to scream for his name and scream for him to help me. Jay stared at me fiercely and I felt something cold against my head. "You scream or do anything stupid, I'll shoot you," he whispered.

Tears streamed down my cheeks and I nodded,"Y- yes, yes I'm in here," I answered Sam, trying a bit to make it obvious that I was crying. Unfortunately, Sam didn't notice.

"Should I come-- oh it's locked," Sam said trying to open the door. "What are you doing in there? Why do you sound drunk."

"I- I'm sleeping. I'm just tired." I replied. Jay nodded at me and buried his face between my breasts, looking at me.

Trust me, Baby cheeks. It seems... weird...

"Oh, I didn't know you come to parties. How did you come here?" Sam asked.

...but when you want to warn me about something but you don't others to know...

"B- Bree drove me here. I- is Marcus here?" I asked and Jay narrowed his eyes at me and pressed the gun harder against my head.

"Yeah, he's downstairs," Sam said. "Why?"

...Say 'I love you Marcus'

"Can... you tell him I- love him? Please?" I said.

I hear Sam's laugh,"Wait, should I tell him that you love him?"

"Yes! Tell him that I love him. Now," I said.

"Alright," Sam said. "Sleep tight." I heard him walk away and I sighed, looking at Jay again who was grinning.

"Good girl."