Okay guys so this is the first part, my usual ranting will be in the next one that should come out as soon as I can type it.. two hours maybe.. maybe more.. sorry, it's going to be long..

Oh and the song I put there, that's because I was looking for new stuff and then remembered them, and I decided to encourage a local group! They should thank me, now they're going to have plenty of people listening to their stuff all around the world ;P And I like it and it kinda fits... So listen people, listen!!

So read, enjoy, vote and comment! :D

(Oh and I haven't double checked it.. so ya.. might be bad.. lol)

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When I woke up in the morning, last night events kept replaying in my head.

Maybe it really was a good thing for me to be away from Blake for a few days... it could help me clear up my head, and try to not become some obsessive groupie, like I was turning into...

I sat up in my bed, and looked at the bag I had packed last night, and was just waiting for me to pick up and leave.

But first I had to go to school.

So I got up, and walked to Ty's bedroom to wake him up.

Half an hour later, I parked at school, and then Ty was going his way, to see his friends and I was walking towards a smiling Alex.

"Well someone looks happy" I smiled, while making my way, side by side with him inside the school halls.

"Well I'm happy" Alex said, smiling even more.

"Do I want the details?" I chuckled a little and stopped in front of my locker.

"Oh please! What are you imagining?" he laughed "We sort things out... you know, talked..."

"And he really does like you right?" I said, trying to keep my voice down, but still happy, because I was.

"Ya..." Alex half smiled, his gaze dropping like a little girl with a school crush.

"Aww! Look at you!!" I laughed and pinched his cheek "Papa bear's in love"

"Don't rub it in Kitty!" Alex chuckled a little, pushing my shoulder playfully.

"You're too cute!" I smiled as I took my books out and closed my locker.

We were walking to our class when I saw Daphnee practically skipping to us "MY PIMP!!" she said pointing Alex "I'm going to need you to come to the flea market with me on Sunday! I'm going to make that hot guy selling canvas jealous and then freaking drag him in the back alley!! It's pissing me off that he's always..." she started to rant, making me laughed but then my thoughts were elsewhere dragged.

Blake was in front of his locker and a girl from the track team was speaking with him, but like laughing more than necessary and purposely touching his arm, and smiling like an idiot.

I scowled a little.

And I wanted to punch myself for that, because that was simply pathetic. I mean come on! He could talk with whoever he wanted, and it wasn't because he was laughing too that he was going to drag her in a seminar... right?

I didn't want him to do that...

Oh god...

Snap out of it, freaking snap out of it Lexi! You always hang out with guys! That doesn't mean anything! So it doesn't have to mean anything for him too!!

"Earth to Lexi!" Daphnee said, snapping her fingers in front of my face "Stop picturing the hot running back naked and answer my question!"

"I'm sorry, what was the question?" I frowned.

"Will I or will I not get hepatitis if I bang someone in a dirty dark alley? I mean please Alex this is just prejudice! Plus it's not like need have any contact with-" she started to ramble but I stopped her, laughing.

"It's on the beach, you'll get hepatitis if you do it on the beach" I laughed.

"See!!" she exclaimed, tapping Alex's shoulder, who was laughing a little too.

And then without even wanting too, my eyes wandered back to Blake. But he wasn't at his locker anymore; he was actually... speaking with Ty...

What the hell? Why was he speaking with Ty?

"Come on Lexi! Stop drooling, we're going to be late!" Daphnee smirked a little, grabbing me by the arm and towing me in opposite direction to where Blake was standing "You know you should just corner him in the library and get it on already! Just imagine the face Mrs. Pumpernipple would do! And I'm even willing to let you do it during my shift, anyway there's no point in staying there, I already read all the decent books they have!"

"Daphnee!! Seriously, I don't want to get it on with him!!" I scowled.

"No no! You do! Don't deny it! I'm not saying your in love or anything, I'm just telling you, you shouldn't cage the boost with hormone side of you that's just dying to take his clothes off right now" she smiled evilly.

"Daph, please!" I whined, completely discouraged, and that just made her smile more, and Alex laugh.

"Hey! I'm just saying!" she replied and then skipped happily to our class, leaving me and Alex behind.

Alex wrapped his arm around my shoulder "Don't worry Kitty, your secret is safe with us" he laughed more and I scowled more.

The day went on boringly. It was Friday, no one wanted to be in school... and Blake wasn't really talking to me... not that he was ignoring me or anything, but I don't know, he wasn't being the stalking prick I was use to...

Why wasn't he coming over like he usually did? Was it because of last night? Did he feel like I was getting too obsess, like I thought I was getting...?

Last period was with Mrs. Muffin, and Luke was staring daggers at me again. All class long this time.

This was REALLY getting annoying!

What the hell was his problem?

Mrs. Muffin was done with her notes writing on the board, five minutes before the end of the class so instead of going to speak with Alex, I got up from my seat and went to sit in front of where Luke was.

"Okay, seriously Luke, what's wrong, I'd like to know!" I told him point blank.

He didn't loose the mean staring, like I had guess he would. He kept the same mad face.

"You want to know what's wrong? What's wrong is that Stacey told me everything! She told me how you just use me, and everyone for that matter. That you just talked with me to get my notes and that when you're done you just toss us away like trash, what you'll do with Blake now." he said, his voice harsh.

WHAT THE HELL??!!

"What..." I mumbled, completely shocked.

"She told me you're only hanging with him because you want a better social status, and to use his influence to get out of trouble with the principal, and you're using his parents too to get known or something! Honestly Lexi! I thought you were better than that!"

That bitch!!! That stinking effing bitch!!!!

"Okay, honestly Luke, that's all a lie! It's not true, not true AT ALL!" I told him, completely shocked.

"Well that's not what Stacey and Miriam are saying!"

"And you believe them?"

"Well you aren't speaking with me since I told you I couldn't be your lab partner... or asking for my notes... obviously because you don't need me anymore!"

What the hell was I suppose to answer?

I'm not speaking with you because Mark said you had a crush on me and I'm trying to not lead you on? I'm not speaking with you because all I seem to think about lately is Blake so I don't think about people around?

I'm not speaking with you because I'm just not a good person...?

"I never meant to stop speaking with you, I'm really sorry if you're feeling this way, but honestly what Stacey said is not true, you have to believe me..." I told him, sincerely.

Luke looked at me, the scowling face slowly disappearing but I could still see a little skeptism in it.

Before I could try to make him believe me, the bell rang, effectively ending the conversation.

And then something occurred to me... Had Blake heard about this?

Oh my god... maybe he had... maybe that was why he didn't come speak to me today!

And now I was leaving for the weekend, and wouldn't have time to talk to him!!

Damn it!!!

I had to see him! Like right now!

I stormed out of the class and then looked around for Blake.

I couldn't see him... so I ran outside, searching for him, and then tried to spot his car, but it was already driving away...

Damn it!!

Now I was going to be freaking out all the while I'd be gone!!

"Come on Lexi! We're going to be late!" Ty who was now standing beside me said, walking fast to my car.

Crap! Crap, crap, crap!!

I caught up with Ty and then got in my car and drove away.

I wanted to ask Ty what he had been talking about with Blake, I wanted to know if he had mentioned something about what Stacey had said, but I would just sound like the obsess freak I was... I would freaking sound like a stalking jealous girlfriend which I was not and I should not sound like!

I had to freaking get a grip!!

"What's bothering you?" Ty asked as he changed the station.

I slapped his hand "Do not change my station! I liked that song!"

"Don't change the subject!"

"I just worry about dad and you..." I trailed which was not exactly true for the moment being, but true in general...

"Well you shouldn't... we're going to be fine... trust me" Ty said, smiling a little.

"You sound a little more optimistic, what brought this on?"

"You know me, I killed mutants, I feel better" Ty chuckled.

I laughed with him and then parked in our drive way.

Dad was already putting our stuff in his car when we stepped out.

"Get your bags kids and then we're leaving!" dad told us.

I got to my room, grabbed my bag, looked around my room a last time, making sure I wasn't forgetting anything and then close my door and left outside. I threw my bag in the trunk and went to sit in the back, letting Ty go in front with dad.

"Alright, you kids have everything? You brought your suit Tyler? And something red to put with it?" my dad asked.

Since Preston had died because of AIDS we had to sort of encourage the cause by putting something red in our mourning outfit.

"Yes dad!" Ty sighed, sounding bored "I brought the red belt, just like I told you I would this morning!"

"Good..." dad trailed and then drove away.

"Did YOU forget dad?" I asked him, smiling a little.

"No... I mean I think I didn't..." he trailed, looking at me through the mirror "Ya I definitely brought it..." he nodded to himself, not really convincingly.

I chuckled.

"So how was your day kids?" he asked us.

"We went to school, what other answer then it was boring are you expecting us to give you?" Ty snorted, taking is PSP out of his hoodie pocket.

"I'm with Ty on this one!" I laughed.

"You kids! Come on, give me something!" my dad smiled.

"Alright! I told my English teacher she had a nice rack!" Ty smirked

"Tyler Grayson!!" dad sighed.

"Don't worry dad! I didn't say that! I'm not a liar!" he laughed this time.

I shook my head, in the back, but still smiled a little, glad to have my stupid brother back.

I looked through the window, outside, and stared at the scene, the hills covered by the green trees that started to turn a little yellow, small rivers flowing under concrete bridges, cars passing us, great signs on the side of the road, everything speeding away in a blur as we drove to the airport on the high way.