《dreamclot ~ poetry》a wise man in three tenses
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a wise man once said that
what was once said is not worth saying
unless it has been said over and over again
each time slightly differently
the deviations not ornaments of difference
but symptoms of growth, of change
the tendrils of its nuance wrapping around
those parts of what was once said
that need to be heard now
*
a wise man is saying that
to love is to orient yourself
in sync with whatever comes
to be privileged in love is to be
able to have a say in what comes
your way, to be in love is to become
in time, and to become in time
is to be alive, to go on living
not because but despite
*
a wise man will say that
he was dead by the time
any moral came, will say
that only the story that shadows
the moral is what he had when he
was alive, stories that will not make sense
but somehow still make beauty
~ ajay
18/1/2022
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