Hunter and I walk down the steps again this time to the front door where Dean is waiting for him with Mary. Lou runs around to her dad to hug his leg before he picks her up in is arms before he starts talking to Mary again.

"You sure you're going to be okay?" Hunter asks again as I jump down to the bottom step and wait for him to take the few extra steps down.

"I'll be okay. I'll call you in a few hours after your mom sets me to work and again before I put Lou to be and Before I go to bed. Then when I wake up and when ever you have a break. " I say taking his hand as we walk to the open doors.

He sighs and nods, he really doesn't want to go.

Mary and Dean are waiting outside, talking to each other while they wait and Lou hugs her dad as he talks to them both now. Hunter and I look at each other in awkwardness and he gives me a small smile.

"We'll be fine. She's probably cooled down now." He whispers to me, making it look like he's kissing my cheek. I nod and actually kiss his cheek this time, a small blush growing as we continue to walk up to his parents.

"Are you ready to go kid?" Dean asks giving Lou to Mary, exhausted clearly by Lou's talking.

"I guess. It's only three days right?"

"Yes Hunter. I am sure You and Tristan will be fine for that time being. Get your things in the car, we need to leave if we want to make it before nightfall."

"I know, I know." He says walking to the trunk of the car. I laugh as I take Lou from Mary with a smile and she hugs my neck as she watches Hunter closer the car trunk and walk back around to us.

He wraps a big arms around my waist and kisses me lightly, his soft lips press against my skin and cause me to smile. One of my hands goes to his shoulder and he hugs me and sighs into my neck.

"You'll be okay. I'll be okay, it's just a few days." I say Reassuringly to him. He nods and kisses Lou on the cheek white I hold her in my arm and on my hip, "Bye Huntie!"

"Bye Lou lou. By babe." He says kissing me again.

"Bye Baby." I say as Dean and Him walk to the car and Hunter gets into the Drivers seat. me and Lou wave to them as Hunter starts the car and drives down the dirt road. I instantly get a sad and lonely feeling as I no longer see the car. Mary pats my shoulder as she walks by and Lou and I stay out here for a moment.

Soon Lou taps my head and I turn to Look at her, "hmm?"

"Can we get a juice box?"

"You want a juice box?" I ask her. She nods and I nod back, "let's go get a juice box."

"Hunter, you need to go to bed."

"No I don't. I wanna talk to you." He whines out to me over the phone.

"we've been talking for two hours. You're gonna be in meeting all day tomorrow." I say again for the fourth time in ten minutes.

"So?"

"Hunter, you need to start sleeping right. You've been up every night with me and even after we go to bed I was up because of a nightmare and your up with me for at least another hour. Please just try to sleep okay?"

"Why are you so good at talking me into good things?"

"A perk of you being my mate, is that you'll listen to me."

"Excuse me, you are MY mate."

'Which means you'll listen to me even more."

"I don't like you."

"I know, You love me."

"Don't get too cocky babe."

"Ehh, Whatcha gonna do know that you're gone?" I say smirking to myself as I hear Hunter growl.

"Do I need to Remind you that I can come back and easily remind you that you are mine and mine only."

"Good night Hunter." I say as a blush grows on my cheek.

"Night Babe."

Hunter hangs up first and I toss my phone on the bed and lay down on Hunters side of the bed, His hoodie is way to big on my body somehow, because I'm not that much small then him, but it covers everything and his pillow smells heavily like him, enchanting me in a instant sleep as I small sweet strawberry's and Coffee.

It's still a weird combo....

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"Hunter I-I promise I'm fine." I say as I sit on the bathroom, the feeling of sickness and dread covers my body and I feel like throwing up everything inside of me. He's called two times today to check in on me after I texted him that I was sick.

"Tristan, you're not okay. Your sick."

"It's just the flu or something. I'll just stay in the bathroom for the rest of the d...day."

"Tristan, I'm sending a doctor to you."

"No Hunter. I-I.....Im fine." I say almost throwing up. I shake as I hold everything in and swallow the feeling, Holding it all back as another shudder of chills run through me.

"I'll call you lat-" I stop talking as my voice cuts off at a small scream and Hunter yells into the phone. I can't move again. But the pain is worse, my side aches as I grip it and cry, Instantly falling to my knees and down on my Side as I grip myself.

"TRISTAN! TRISTAN BABE, TALK TO ME. GOD DAMNIT! I'M COMING HOME!"

Hunter yells thought he phone and keeps talking to me, I get the strength to get my phone by me and on speaker before I scream again and a pain rips through me, this time in my leg.

"TRISTAN! Tristan say something. god damnit. Don't worry I'm on my way. I'll be there soon okay Just stay on the phone." I try to breathe as a pain rips through my leg and side. Everything hurts. The door busts open with a guard member, Mary and a doctor by it. I try to look up but every muscle hurts and I let out a cry as Another pain races through my left leg.

"Tristan! Oh dear!"

The guard picks me up and carry's me out of bathroom, setting me on the bed as I scream again. Doctor Martin comes next to me and quickly examines me, Letting out another cry as he adds pressure to my leg, The only thing I can hear is ringing through my ears until Hunter is put on speaker with Mary and Doctor Martin.

"WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?" I hear Hunter's voice scream and something in me wants to find his voice. I just need him.

"Hunter, it's Martin. Tristans bones are breaking. He's starting his first shift."

"How long do you think this will be?" Mary asks sitting by me as I cry and Hug my side.

"A couple hours at least. He just broke only a fourth of his Femer. This could be a long time depending on how desperate his wolf is. every bone has to break, that faster your here the more likely you'll draw out his wolf and make the process move faster Hunter."

"I know. I'll be there in an hour maybe. Just put me by Tristan." Mary asks me if she wants me here or anyone and I shake my head before crying out again.

Mary nods very hesitant, but she closes the door. Saying she'll be right behind it if I need anything. I hear Martin tell her not to push me right now because I could be pushed back and she gives up and keeps it at she'll stay at the door, out of the room.

"Tristan. Tristan, I'm here okay. I'm on my way, you can get through this okay?"

I whimper and nod to myself, listening and fully grasping onto Hunters voice. Hunter continues totally to me as I cry, my body forces me to move, my body twisting into the most uncomfortable positions as my bones break painful one by one.

Mary comes in again not being able to listen to my screams without helping me.

She rubs my body where my bones aren't breaking and talks to Hunter and me, soothing us both somehow. She calms Hunter down, who is Racing to get here, and She keeps me breathing and awake by talking to me and making me answer question.

"Tristan I'm a few minutes away, Okay Babe?" I nods and whimper as My hand pulses and three of my fingers burn and I cry out, not being able to move because of my leg that is partially broken, three ribs and my arm. I cry and I feel the never ending waterfall of tears cascade down my cheeks.

Out of no where The door crashes open and Hunter is at my side wiping my tears away from my soaked cheeks, "hey babe." I whimper and cry out again after I feel Something in my wrist break. I hear the snapping and Hunter winces as the sounds come from my body.

I cry out in pain as my eyes shut tightly, causing a major headache. There is a ringing in my ears and I can only hear Hunter as he rubs my hand and talks to me.

At some point we hear Lou and Martin down the hall, and that's when Mary leaves us to make sure Lou doesn't see this.

"Hu-AGH!" Screaming into a pillow as my back burns, my body starts to shake from the fever like things happening to me right now. Hours of this, sitting here helpless as my bones crush and break inside me.

I continue to cry out after every break and I've gone through three pillow cases. I can't move my body anymore, I'm dehydrated and hungry but I can't move, Not even my jaw.I whimper through everything and tears fall down my pink cheeks. Doctor Martin has come in every ten minutes and cheeks on me to make sure I'm pretty much not on the verge of death.

I've broken almost every bone in my body in three hours. Hunter can barley touch me right now because it just breaks me down even more, which would nice if it wasn't twice as painful everywhere.

"Hunter, I would take him where he can shift, and He's going to need help with it. Talk him through what will happen and make sure he is relaxed, if anything shift so you two can be in form together. You can do it in here but I think it would be more privet. I'll leave you to talk about it, or let you decide but you need to be extremely careful when he is in the woods. I'll have a witch to transport you and Tristan safely out there."

"Thank you. I think we should go to the woods." I hear a few words of each when they talk but My head is throbbing and my ears ring. I feel Hunters hand on mine and I am dizzy. Really dizzy. My eyes open to a small fog and next thing I know I'm on the ground in the woods with Hunter by me.

"Tristan. I'm gonna tell you to relax, you're gonna shift soon and you just have to let it go, okay? Being Relaxed is going to make the pain go away faster. You have to relax and breathe for me, okay? Once you start shifting I'm gonna shift and wait for you." Hunter says while laying down next to me.

I whimper as tears flood my face and another bone breaks somewhere, at this point I can't feel a whole lot because my nerves are shot. I can only cry now and wait. My eyes stay shut and I shudder as a weird feeling come through me.

My eyes stay closed as another pain rips through my body again. This time I feel everything and My eyes shoot open as I can't breathe, or at least my breath is stopped short by it all. There is a pounding in my head and I can't even hear Hunter anymore. He looks at me scared and shocked as he backs up from. I can only stare as He runs behind a few trees and leaves me here.

He's never seen someone go through this before. When kids usually shift, it's isn't that painful because their wolves are Present. Over time they get use to the bones breaking and it's not as hard one them because their wolf is present.

So he didn't even go through this much pain.

I start to worry because of the look he gave me and I forget everything that is happening. Where is he, why is he leaving me here? Why would he leave me in the woods? I feel helpless right now and I'm scared. Why would he leave me?

After a few minutes another pain hits me and Hunter finally comes back. I can only stare at him as he walks to me in his wolf form. He lays by me and licks my face, I can hear him? I make out a few words but it's like he's cutting out, like when you're on the phone with bad service.

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I sit by Tristan and watch painfully as he goes through this. We've been at this for hours and he's finally starting to shift. When he first started after all his bones finally broke his eyes shot open and were a bright yellow, which is a good thing. But what made me nervous was that fact that he started shifting, and his wolf is white.

I ran into the woods to shift but me and Grey had to take a moment to think about this. Tristan is a white wolf, which is super rare.

They aren't super powerful or anything but Grey never old me his mate was a white wolf; Because his mate's wolf has always been grey, and he's always been black.

White wolfs are know for their Submission and kindness, literally, they will never fight, even if they need to. They only fight when they or their mate is literally about to die on the spot, and Tristan is one.

They're rare, and way more wanted among powerful Alphas and packs.

Females get pregnant way quicker and easier, males heal twice as fast as a normal werewolf would, they have better chances of giving off white wolves.

And yet they are the waist to get hurt. Emotionally and physically, they're bodies aren't as strong. They are trades all over the world when found to the biggest sellers for children and power; there are people who just don't care.

Powerful people want them. And that's dangerous.

It has nothing to do with genetics at all, so his mom could have been red or purple for all anyone cares!

But now that I'm sitting here and trying to talk to him as some of him tries to shift, I don't care.

Slowly His hands start to shift into paws and his ears and hair recede into ears and fur. My ears are filled with cry's as his body slowly shifts, parts of him changing one at a time to form again.

When his eyes do open, there are so many things happening. Between gold and brown, him and his wolf are fight this right now.

He needs to just let go, and it's hard. It's really hard, especially when you are doing this for the first time. But it'll almost be easier for him to just let his wolf fully take over right now. He can't handle this.

Switching from brown to gold and once in a while to black, only for seconds before they change again, I get scared for him and his wolf. The process is stoping because they can't communicate at all and he's getting stuck.

He could help his body breaking itself to get his wolf out, but he can help this part. He won't shift unless he lets go for now and let's his wolf have the ties, it's not possible for you first shit.

I went through this before, not as bad but I defiantly was stuck for a bit in the process because I could figure out how to let go and give Grey control.

I can't help Tristan now that I am shifted. I can only sit here and watch him cry and twist in pain.

'Hunter, how is he?' Mom.

'Not good. He can't let go and give his wolf control. I can't help him, I shifted too. He's getting stuck.'

'Crap. Where is he at?'

'Not even a fourth of the way. I'm worried.'

'I know. We can all smell him right now, Hunter?'

'What?'

'What color is he?'

'Why?'

'His scent is very different from wolves. What color is he?'

'You already know, don't you?'

'Shit. When he shifts, try to get him moving and away from here.'

'Why? What-'

'If he is a white wolf, he is going to emit mating scents and strong pheromones, you need to get him out of here before inmates wolves try to get to him right away. You won't be able to stop them, I don't know what will happen to you either Hunter. The scents will go away after a few minutes hopefully, but...people are already smelling it Hunter."

"Fuck...mom he isn't-..." Before I know it he's laying there fur and all. He let go.

And he's so fucking beautiful.

His eyes stay shut and his furry chest goes up and down. His paws stay still and his tail moves across the dirt softly. His fur glows in the dark unlike mine.

I start closer to him and lick his nose making him jump up for a second. And oh god, she was right.

Jumping way from Tristan quickly, Grey starts to push out when he starts to smell Tristan too. I can hear Tristan Whimper as I back away from him, trying to get to a good distance where I can at least not pounce him.

'Fuck'

'What the....hell is going on?'

'He's releasing pheromones Hunter...not the good kind. He isn't mated.'

'Shit...shit. I can't go over there when he smells like that.'

'Don't really have a choice if any other wolf gets out here with us.'

'You know for a fact you can't come out Grey. You mark him and mate him as soon as you are.'

'Just get him out of here Hunter.' Shaking my body and walking back over to Tristan, I watch his golden eyes as they blink at me. I try to keep shaking my body so I don't lose control of anything.

I can not lose control of anything. He is releasing scents that are supposed to be claimed by me right about now and because he isn't marked or mated, everyone else wants it too.

His tail wags but he stays down. Shaking my body, I know he doesn't have the strength to walk meaning he won't have the strength to fight anyone off; and just because he is a guy, and can't get pregnant, doesn't mean other males won't come and try.

Carefully biting his scruff, I pull him with my whole Brady back into the forest, he's way smaller than me, and he's light. It's not that hard.

The hard part is not bitting so hard I accidentally mark him right now and put him through more hell.

He whimpers as it hold onto him, pulling across the dirt floor away from the pack house, but I try to remember it's for the best. And he can't fucking hear me right now so I can't tell him why.

He won't even be able to smell himself or any scent he is giving off right now.

And as soon as I think as are a safe distance away from everything and Tristan starts to stop releasing smells slowly, I drop him and run.

In the distance where I can still see him, I just pace around back and fourth as he watches me. I watch around him to make sure no one is here to attack him. I feel bad now that he is getting some strength and I'm not there.

At some point I start scratching at my nose and try to bury my head in the dirt around me as Grey tries to get out again.

Digging, shaking, and scratching my way through Tristan's smells, they eventually wear off to the point where I'm not as effected by them and I can go sit by him again.

Not as close as I want to be, but he finally looks me in the eyes as I lay down next to him, resting my head on my paws as I watch him.

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