Hello everyone! How are you? I just wanted to hop on here and address some of the comments and messages you guys have sent me regarding the story and myself so let'sss gett ittt! 

- Because I really felt bad for him when I watched the series when it was released. He was genuinely in love with Caina and I really felt that out of the 4 guys, his love was the most powerful and purest because despite loving her, he chose to let her go in order to make her happy. 

I also got the idea from a friend of mine who was really pissed at Caina for hurting Meizuo because she was really rooting for him so I made this in honor of her.

-Krystal has been my long-standing girl crush since 2009 and I've always wanted to write a story starring her so that's why when the opportunity came around for me to make an OC, I decided to use her as the face claim.

-I started writing when I was really young (probably in the 3rd or 4th grade) and I used to write short horror, romance, and angst stories and share it with my friends. I've always loved writing because it's kinda of a stress reliever for me (even now).

-I dunno why I laughed at this question but yes I am legal. I'm turning 21 next month (February).

- My current stories but back when I was really young like 10 or 11, I used to write stories on Winglin (R.I.P) and Asianfanfics. I still have an account for asianfanfics but I mostly read there and have deleted my previous stories. If you guys wanna read more KPOP centered fics, you should check it out because a lot of authors there are first and second-gen fans so there are a lot of BIGBANG, EXO, 2NE1, TVXQ, SNSD, and SUJU fics hehe.

-I love reading 'threatening' comments towards my characters because they make me laugh out loud HAHAHAHA especially in 'Hiraeth' where there's this one chapter where Shuijing and Meizuo have a moment and Ximen interrupts them and I see this thread of death threats towards him. I have a lot of characters that readers want to 'murder' but Ximen I guess is a fan favorite amongst you HAHAHA.

- Well, currently I have two completed bookswhich are Hiraeth (this one) and Mudita (based on GMMTV's The Gifted series). I also have an ongoing ATEEZ fic that I have yet to publish because I've been so busy with school. For future works, I have a Stray Kids story that is in writing and I am also planning an NCT fic but I have yet to decide the plot and the genre.

- I am a multistan (since 2007) and my mains are EXO, ATEEZ, Stray Kids & NCT. My music taste is really messy because it's a mix of Asian and American music. The songs on my phone range from Anime OPs to Michael Jackson & Prince to BIG BANG to Taylor Swift to David Bowie and generally a lot of boy groups (One Direction, Backstreet Boys, F4, Fahrenheit, NSYNC etc.) I have my mom to thank for that because she and my aunt were really big fangirls when they were my age so they indulge in my weirdness and passion for stanning boy groups.

I'm a really romantic person so I tend to get crushes frequently but I remember that my first boy band crush when I was young because I still had no idea what crushes was Jaejoong from JYJ (formerly of DBSK) and I guess that was why I had this huge crush on Taeyong when I first started stanning NCT because they kinda look alike. And the first like big crush I had on a boy band member that I was really invested in was none other than Mr. Harry Edward Styles.

- I forgot who sent me this question HAHAHAHA I dunno why this was relevant but it kept being sent to me so I decided to answer it.

I used to have a boyfriend but we were really young so it didn't really work out. And the break-up really ruined my friendship with him because we were best friends since we were kids. And I never dated again.

I am single now but there is this one guy who's been my classmate for 5 years and we both graduated high school together and he's currently in my college class with me and my friends. I really like him and he does as well but we both decided to end for the meantime what we had to focus on school. I really want to get through medical school and no offense to those who are in medical school with boyfriends but for me, it's a little distracting to have one because I'm a person who tends to lose focus and give a lot of time and attention to that particular person.

And thank you for the compliment! I appreciate it!

And that is all for the questions, if you have any more of them just message me or comment down below your questions and see you next time! Stay safe and bye!

- sparklypsycho