JUNGKOOK'S P.O.V

I just quickly kissed her before she could say more. But it just felt so wrong. It was kind of a unusual feeling. This shouldn't be. I have to focus on my intention. My revenge for blaming me. However, my mind was a mess. I never thought I would kiss her. Even though I promised myself to never kiss this girl.

I could feel Yeon Seul's tears on my cheek. My grip slowly dissolved and I stopped. I smirked as she looked at me with wide eyes. Of course, she was furious and didn't say anything but left.

****

After taking a nap at school like always, I went out to the schoolyard. There was a noise of girls laughing and cursing. It was obvious that the victim couldn't be anyone else than Yeon Seul. I could easily find her. She was standing there, being bombarded with raw eggs. How can someone be so stupid to just stand there and doing nothing? I automatically stood in front of her, protecting her.

''Hey! Stop!''

They immediately stopped, looking at me shocked.

''How can you protect her oppa!? Are you guys dating?!''

''Do I need to explain?''

''Let me handle this by myself.'' Yeon Seul said, trying to shove me away.

''Handle by yourself? Seems to work.'' I said and laughed a little about how absurd this was.

''Just go. You're making this worse.'' She was slowly getting on my nerves. It wasn't the time to argue about this. I quickly held her hand and took her with me to the rooftop.

After reaching the rooftop I received a strong slap in the face, which made me speechless.

''This is what I get for helping you?!'' I shouted at her, glaring at her furiously.

''You have no right to be mad at me, okay ?!''

''Yes, I do. I am helping you and you should be thankful!''

''What? Are you kidding me? You are just making everything worse. Acting like an innocent person and being the 'so protective' dude. Stop it. I don't need you. I don't want you.''

Tch. Who said that I want you?

But what does she mean? I was looking at her, confused.

''W-wait. Acting like an innocent person?'' I repeated with a questioning tone. She didn't say anything but just slightly laughed.

''YOU are the one who took the picture when we kissed and spread it at school, right?''

Is she dumb or what? How can I take a picture when I was busy holding her so she couldn't avoid the kiss. Why would I spread this by myself? I also have pride.

''No I didn't. Why would I?''

''Stop lying. I thought the kiss was enough. But no. Tell me. Why do you hate me so much?'' She looked at me, expecting me to answer her question.

There are many reasons. You're ugly, stupid. Your attitude is like a man, not like a girl at all. I thought. I rolled my eyes.

''Ruining someone's life is a lot fun, huh?''

''Why don't you believe me ?'' I said and from time to time my anger increased.

''You've crossed the line, okay? I think we both now you want to ruin my life. Here it is. I am done. Are you satisfied now?''

Meanwhile, I noticed that I held Yeon Seul's phone almost the whole time and was about to give it to her, which i totally forgot before. She quickly snatched the phone out of my hand and left.

''AISSH! Why is she so complicated?!'' I was angry and confused at the same time. Why do I feel so upset?

***

I returned to the classroom and heard other students whispering.

''Look I took the picture yesterday when I went shopping!''

''Oh. My. God. This can't be real.''

''Why her?!''

I suddenly stood up and they looked at me in shock. I was approaching the girl and took her phone. She looked at me, scared and not knowing what I'm gonna do to her. I wasn't showing any emotion and really wanted to throw her phone away. But I just gave her the phone back and left. I don't want to do anything with it anymore.

YEON SEUL'S P.O.V

It was hopeless to clean my blazer. I just gave up and left the bathroom. While going back to classroom I received the most gazes. Everyone looked at me in disgust, some were giggling. I sighed.

''Good thing I took this picture.'' A girl said.

''I bet she doesn't only seduces boys. Maybe teachers too--''

I stood up and the noise of my chair got everyone's attention. I glared at this girl, not being able to say anything. I was way too angry to even cry. I didn't even shed a tear today. But there was a feeling I've never felt before. My heart's racing like crazy and it hurts so much. Different from when I do sports or watch horror movies.

Last period ended and I waited for the bus to go home. Since the incident on the rooftop, I didn't see Jungkook anymore. I was relieved but felt bad at the same time. I just accused him without even knowing the truth before.

***

It's been almost a week and I still couldn't see any sign of Jungkook. Yes, I am kind of worried and insecurity in me increased whether I should look for him or not. But how should I do this? I don't have his phone number. At once, Taehyung appeared and snapped me back to reality.

"You seem so concerned today. Everyone is talking about you and Jungkook.''

''It's not what you think by the way- ''

''I know.'' He abruptly said. I heaved a sigh and he came closer to me.

''It's not your fault. Everything's going to be okay. Don't worry.'' He said with a pleasant voice. I smiled and I was happy to at least have a friend like him.

I couldn't help but went over to Jungkook's house. I stood before the house thinking again whether it was the right thing to do. I rang at the door, still feeling uncomfortable. But it's too late to run away. Mrs. Jeon opened the door.

''Yeon Seul! How are you?'' She greeted and smiled at me.

''Yes. I'm fine, thank you.'' I bowed politely.

''What brings you here?'' Mrs. Jeon asked.

''Jungkook didn't attend school for almost a week.''

''Ah yes. I tried to convince him to go to school, but he alway refused.'' She sighed.

''I guess he's in the practice room. Should I give you the adress?'' She asked. I didn't say anything but simply nod. She took out a little sheet of paper and wrote down the adress.

''Here's the adress.''

''Thank you.'' I bowed and said goodbye.

''Please visit us again!'' She called.

****

It didn't take that long until I found the huge building where the practice room should be. The door of the practice room was partly opened and I watched him dancing with a passion I never saw. The only time I am doing with passion is eating. LOL

''You're good at dancing.'' I said as he finished dancing. He turned around, surprised that I'm here.

''I know.'' He said confidently. I rolled my eyes.

''How do you know I was here?''

''Your mother gave me the adress of your practice room.'' I said without hesitation. He just laughed. We kept silent until I gathered all my courage to apologize to him.

''I'm sorry.''

''What did you say?'' He asked, pretending to not hear it. It was obvious though.

''I'm not going to repeat it.'' I said, annoyed.

''Give me your phone then.'' I looked at him and raised a brow.

''You have to pay for what you've done.''

What I've done? Excuse me, but who was the one that kissed me, even though I refused? I even apologized to you. I thought. I really wanted to beat him up right now. However, I gave him my phone, hoping he hasn't any intentions in his mind.

''In case you look for me again.'' He gave me my phone and burst into laughter. I sarcastically laughed and glared at him in disgust. He seems more than okay. He suddenly stopped laughing after all, which was quite awkward. He's acting weird again. I was about to leave.

''Don't go.'' He said and his voice changed to a soft and sad tone. I turned around to look at him. He looked so serious and lonely. My eyes immediately softened.

''Want to come to the cemetry with me?'' He asked. Cemetry? I have no idea what happened. But I just nod.

***

He stood in front of the grave, looking at the marble.

Jeon Junghoon.

Date of death . . .

I looked closely at the date.

It is today.

My eyes grew large.

''My little brother.'' He said.

I didn't say anything but looked at his back. I can't imagine how horrible it is to loose a sibling. I knew he tried his best not to cry. Seeing him like this is hurting my heart. I feel so sorry for him. We kept silent for awhile. Without thinking I suddenly hugged him from behind and tears started to roll down my cheeks. I am emotional when it comes to things about family. He was surprised of my sudden hug but stayed still. I don't know what I am doing right now. But let this be an exception.

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omg i am soooo tired right now. The chapter I actually published got deleted. I have no idea how this happened and ARGGGGGH this makes me so angry! Seriously! T.T And I had to write this chapter again /SIGHS/. But I didn't want to let you guys wait, even though you told me to take the time I need. ♥ It makes me so happy :). Thank you for reading this ^^ Love you ~

(ps: saved this chapter on my computer, because I am so scared that this might happen again lmaooo)

-strabkiss