I made my way up to Beas room go change out of the wet dress. My arms stretching awkwardly behind me for the zipped. I struggled for a few seconds before I got too frustrated with it.

"Sethh. Could I please have a hand getting this off?" I call out towards the hallway, my hands hanging at my sides in frustration.

"Yeah of course." Seth says as he comes out of his room, wearing his shirt loosely buttoned and pulled loose.

I turn around as he steps towards me, placing one hand on my waist his other brushes my now dry hair from my back. He pulls the zip down carefully. His hand brushing my lower back as he pulls his hand away from the zip. Sending a shiver down my spine.

His warmth breath tickled my neck, sending goosebumps travelling down my body. I turned around to face him, his hand still on my waist.

Our gazes met, burning into one another. Igniting something deep inside me. With that, our lips collided. Sending a warm feeling rushing over me. I kiss him hungrily, wanting more of him. He tugs at my dress, which is very much restricting my movements.

I pull it off my shoulders and it drops to the floor revealing my underwear. My mouth collided with his again as my hands work at his buttons. He tugs his shirt off and throws it out of the way. He wraps his arms around me and hauls me up as I jump. Catching me with his strong arms.

He carries me out of Bea's room towards his room, pushing me against the wall of the hallway as he fixes the positioning of his hands.

Taking my weight from the wall he carries me into his room, slamming the door with his foot. Lying me back on the bed gently. I tug at his trousers hungrily. Seth grins at me as he pulls them off. Before climbing over me as I lean back onto the pillows, linking my legs around his.

He trails kisses down my neck, across my collar bone, sending warm shivers of excitement rushing over me.

His hand easily undoes the clap of my bra as he flicks it across the room. He pulls back.

"Fucking hell your beautiful." He murmurs before our lips collide again, hungry and yearning for more. Like an attempt to merge ourselves.

He starts trailing his kisses down my body, trailing small circles across my stomach making it tense.

He toys with the lace of my panties as he smirks up at me, sending waves of need through me. His tousled hair and lustful eyes doing things to me.

He tugs my panties down with his teeth, making my thighs clench together in a weird form of pleasure.

He trails kisses up my inner thigh, teasing me as he gets closer and closer. My hips gravitate towards his mouth.

I let out a small groan of anticipation as he gets nearer and nearer to my core.

That's enough for him. He flicks his tongue down me lengthways, making me shiver in delight. He circled his tongue inside me expertly. I immediately grab the duvet in fistfuls, moans flowing from me.

"Fuck fuck fuck." I say as my hips arch towards him. He pins them down with his arm, keeping me in place. Let's just say it's an embarrassing short amount of time before an orgasm ripples through me.

"You can finish." I moan as he continues, I can already feel another orgasm building. The skill of this boy.

"I'm not." He says before plunging his tongue inside me again. Sending my hips arching towards him again in pleasure. Another orgasm ripples through me. Pleasure absolutely fulfilling my body.

He pulls away and wipes his lip. I pull him to me, our mouths colliding, regardless of the fact I could taste me on his tongue.

My hands run down to his boxers, slipping inside pumping his growing erection.

"Not yet." He says pulling my hand away. His hands run along my body as our mouths work against each other. A fight for dominance.

I give in to him as his tongue massages mine. He pulls away and starts kissing across my chest. He bites at my nipples sending absolute ecstasy through me.

I gasp at how good it felt, my core already yearning for more.

"Fuck me." I groan as his tongue works across my chest. Sending unknown waves of pleasure coursing through my entire body.

"What did you say" He asks, his hand slipping down to my once again soaking entrance, our eyes meeting, lust and something.. unfamiliar between us.

"Seth. Fuck me." I murmur, our eyes sending a thousand messages, a wave of foreign emotion over me.

He pulls off his boxers, positioning himself over me. I run my hand through his hair as his face hovered above mine. My hips gravitate toward him, in an attempt for him.

He grins and pushes himself in slightly, making me gasp, this is enough for him to gently rock into me. The need still there, but a more gentle, compassionate need now. Our bodies moved together, almost in synch.

It felt like our entire bodies were connected. Like I was seeing myself for the first time. He rocked inside of me, pushing deeper and deeper sending waves of pleasure through me, my stomach clenching as an orgasm built. Our moans and grunts were threaded together in a perfect symphony.

I pushed his shoulder over so that he rolled back onto the covers, so I was now straddling him. I rocked my hips, throwing my head back as the pleasure riddled through me.

"Fucking hell Lace." He moans his hands gripping my back as he lets out a groan. His eyes drawing back into his head.

"I'm coming.." he moans as I begin to spell out a sentence with my hips. One that was on my mind, but one that I knew I couldn't admit to even myself.

One that I'm definitely confusing with lust.

"Me too." I whisper as I finish the sentence, an orgasm exploding through me as I feel Seth release inside me.

I flop onto his chest, my body exhausted. Yet in a nice way. Seth's hands trail my back as we lie there, catching our breaths. Him still inside me.

"Wow." Seth says kissing my forehead after a while, as he moves out of me, grabbing his abandoned boxers and sliding them on, passing me my underwear.

"Wow indeed." I say as I lie back down, curling up in his arms. Comfortable and safe. A new feeling, and new thoughts running around my cleared mind.

What are you doing to me Seth Nixon?

***

I watch him, his toned back, his freshly showered hair, his low slung sweatpants, his Calvin klein boxers waistband peeking out, while his glasses perfectly frame his gaze that makes me weak at the knees. He walks over to his washing basket to dump his wet tux that was discarded on the floor. Forgotten momentarily.

I was curled up in the folds of Seth's soft duvet, wearing his t-shirt, hoodie and a pair of my shorts underneath. After what I can't even describe.

It wasn't fucking, it was way too mind blowing, it wasn't just sex that was way too plain. It was like I was being shown raw emotion through sex, one so intimate that I couldn't even put words to it.

I was very much in shock. After this indescribable mind blowing experience, we showered. Without the restrictions of our clothes like the other showers. But in a light and fun way.

"Are you hungry?" He asks me, flopping onto me, wrapping his arms around me placing them on my lower back.

"Are you trying to cook for me?" I ask him with a knowing smile.

"Maybe I might be." He says with a small smile.

"Wow you really do take notes don't you." I say as he pulls me up. His hands wrapping around my own, sending shivers up my arms.

"Oh I do." He says with a nod as I follow him down the stairs.

I pull myself up onto the bench, a massive grin is plastered on Seth's face as he pulls open cupboards and grabs a few ingredients here and there.

"Why are you smiling?" I ask him toying with the hem of my shirt, Seths shirt, unknowingly.

He grins down at the ground shuffling his feet before looking at me.

"Finally scored with girl that I've been into for a while." He says moving and stepping between my legs. I roll my eyes and pull my hands up around his shoulders.

"Damn she's one lucky girl then isn't she." I say a small smirk playing on my lips. Our eyes meeting. Both mischievous and teasing.

"I don't know. Is she?" He asks our faces inching closer together. I shrug scrunch my nose up slightly in response.

"Not really." I say teasingly accompanied with a small shoulder shrug. His jaw drops open in fake horror. Before turning to a grin as our lips collide softly. Teasing kisses passing between us.

Best friends brother

My guilty conscience reminds me.

"Wait." I say suddenly pressing my hand against his chest, moving him away from me slightly. So that I didn't have the chance of getting distracted.

"This conversation?" He asks with a small sigh. I nod.

"Bea." I say confirming that's what he meant and he lets out a low grunt shuffling his legs and folding his arms across his chest.

"Lace can't we have this conversation later?" Seth asks me running a hand through his soft slightly damp hair giving me a pleading look.

I shake my head drawing my lips into a thin line. I knew this conversation couldn't wait. My guilty conscience would constantly be reminding me.

Lacey you just had sex with your best friends brother and you know she will hate you for it. What's she going to say? Is she even going to still want to be friends with you?

Wow thanks guilty conscience.

"I don't know if you felt it but that was the best sex I've had. There was something about it and I know that makes me sound insane but.. I don't know it was something incredible." I start rambling nervously. Worried that he didn't feel the same way about what we shared.

Seths lips pull into a grin.

"Why are you grinning?" I ask him skeptically. My heart beating a thousand times a second in my chest.

He's laughing at you.

"I felt it. I just thought it was just me." Seth says looking down at his feet, a grin still plastered on his face.

"So. What do we do? I don't know what's going on with this." I say gesturing between us stumbling over the words. Confusion and frustrations and guilt all building up inside me.

"We date. Not boyfriend girlfriend. But we date, going on official real dates. We just don't tell Bea. And we work this out. Work us out?" Seth suggests.

I nod, thinking it over. My body shivering in excitement.

"Yes. But we have to tell Bea if we ever make it official." I say pushing away the guilt building inside me for what I just agreed to.

"Yeah of course. And she'll come round. She has to." Seth says as he starts cracking some eggs into a bowl.

"So wheres the first date?" I ask him jokingly.

"Baby every minute with me is a date." He says flashing me his award winning smile.

"Oh I did forget you had quite the Ego." I say shaking my head grinning, looking down at my feet.

"You sure seemed to enjoy it." Seth says a cheeky grin plastered across his face.

"Oh my god." I say kicking my foot at him. He dodges it before grabbing my ankle and tugging me along the bench towards him.

"Woah." I say as he tugs me. I come to a stop right in front of him. I look up and meet his gaze.

"Hi there." He says, our faces inches apart.

"Hi." I mutter out, trying not to focus on his soft lips that intoxicate me so much. Trying not to notice the way our breathing falls into synch. Trying not to notice the way my legs immediately wrapped themselves around his waist as he moved between my legs. Trying not to notice his warmth radiating off his body, begging to wrap me up.

Next thing I know our lips collide. Kissing him makes everything seem so alive. My emotions are scrambling to find the right sensation. My heart jumps erratically. Everything comes to a stop. It's just me and him. His soft lips against mine.

We pull away breathless, our foreheads pressing together as we catch our breath. Seth presses one more quick kiss to my lips before pulling away.

His warmth leaves and the space feels empty and cold.

"You know. I think if we told Bea now she'd be accepting." Seth says as he starts chopping up some onion.

I shake my head sadly.

"Bea sounded extremely firm when she explained why the other day. She definitely won't let it go. It's going to have to come slowly." I say swinging my legs against the counter.

"That's true." Seth says with an easy nod. He chucks everything into a bowl before mixing it heavily.

We talk for the next couple hours, eating the omelettes Seth made. Which are always the best. We play Mario kart, which I don't win, not until Seth let's me win. Then we talk.

We talk about the stars, we talk about college, we talk about high school, we talk about how everything in our lives is changing.

Bea calls at around 11:34

"Hey Lacey. Where are you guys?" She asks worriedly.

"I felt sick so Seth took me home." I lie easily as Seth raises his eyebrows at me from where he's sitting, my feet resting on his lap on the couch.

"Oh ok no worries I hope you feel okay. I was just calling to let you know that everyone's going to Megan's after party and we were going to call you two and see if you wanted to come with? But if your feeling sick then that's alright." Bea offers sweetly.

"Okay gimme a sec I'll check with Seth." I say before moving the phone away from my ear.

"Afters at Megan's?" I ask Seth who immediately scrunches his nose up and shakes his head.

"I'd much rather stay here with you." He says easily. I nod and place the phone back to my ear.

"Nope were algood. You have fun though. And stay safe please. What's your plan for after the party?" I ask her, making sure she's thinking ahead.

"Luke's not drinking so he's going to drive me back to his and I'll stay the night probably." Bea says easily.

"Alright. Good. Okay I'll talk to you later. Call me if anything happens and you need me okay?" I offer.

"I will. Love you, feel better soon." She sing songs into the phone before hanging up.

"What's her plan?" Seth asks raising an eyebrow at me.

"She's going to Megan's afters and then she's going to go back to Luke's for the evening and we will see her sometime tomorrow." I reply chucking my phone onto the ground.

"So that means. We're home alone. All night?" Seth asks with a suggestive smile pulling me towards him.

"I guess it does." I say seconds before our lips collide.

***

We lie in the dark, our clothed bodies tangled together. I run my hand side to side on Seths Toned back. His heavy hand resting on my thigh which is tangled across his legs, his other hand on my back where it had been previously tracing up and down.

"Do you ever want kids?" Seth asks suddenly. I raise my eyebrows at the question and think about it.

"I do. I definitely do I just don't want them to go through what I'm going through." I say nibbling at my lip. "How about you?" I ask him looking up at his soft gaze. His hand that rested on my thigh loved to caress my face, stroking my cheek.

"Yeah the same." He says with a small smile, before running his thumb along my lips. I close my eyes and let out a soft sight, my lips tugging into a content smile.

"How have you been lately?" Seth asks my replacing his hand on my thigh, tracing little circles around. I run my hand up his back before running it along his chest and then tracing the defined curves of his abs.

"Good actually I guess. Unknown." I say smiling up at him.

"That's always good." He says kissing my nose. I chuckle.

"How about you?" I ask, pushing a piece of hair that fell in front of his eyes, before containing to brush his hair back from his face with my finger.

"Good." He says closing his eyes softly. Smiling contently.

"That's good." I say, letting a yawn slip out of my mouth.

"Your yawns are so cute." Seth mutters sleepily as he snuggles against me.

"Thanks." I say my lips drawing into a pleased smile at the simple compliment.

"I'd much rather spend my prom night with you. That was an amazing night and not just because of the sex." Seth starts, muttering tiredly continuing to trace up and down along my thigh. "The running from the chaperone." He says with a small smile.

"The rain. I love the rain." I add in.

"Yeah the rain. Seeing you soaked in your in your dress with that grin of yours on your face." Seth continues with a soft sigh.

"You ordering my favourite foods. That's surely a highlight." I say with a chuckle.

"Always. Seeing your smile. That's worth anything I tell you. Those $7000 were well spent." Seth says cheekily. I pinch his nose as he talks.

"I'm kidding" he says with a chuckle in that 'nose punch' voice.

"You sound stoopid." I say letting out a small chuckle.

"That's because you've got my nose." Seth replies reaching up and pinching my nose.

"Don't touch my nose." I say with a chuckle. But he still punches it softly. A grin making its way onto both of our faces.

"Imagine if I constantly sounded like this." Seth chuckles at himself as he talks.

"You should. It's gorgeous." I say as Seth chuckles at my voice.

"You sound so sick." He says letting go and bopping my nose before returning his hand to its previous position on my thigh. I release his nose.

"Geez thanks." I say rolling my eyes at him.

"Your lucky you have a nice voice to pull it off." He says kissing the tip of my nose.

"Do you have ears?" I ask him my eyebrows drawing together as a question.

"No I've actually got vegetarian hamburgers." Seth says, his eyes catching mine seriously. I let out a small laugh.

"Easy to eat then." I say leaning towards him and fake biting his earlobe. Seth rolls on top of me and I let out a laugh as his lips attack my neck gently.

He nibbles my earlobe before sticking his tongue out at me.

"My ears are offended that you called them vegetarian hamburgers." He says in a fake pout voice.

"Excuse me." I say smacking his shoulder, my mouth dropping open. A grin stretches across his face.

"I love winding you up. Your so cute when your mad." Seth says rolling off me and pulling me back to him comfortably.

"I am not. Your so annoying." I say smacking his shoulder again before giving in to the urge to snuggle into him.

"She says getting closer to me." He says jokingly wrapping his arms around my back.

"Shhhh. Your my personal heater." I say closing my eyes and taking in a deep breath.

"It's like 40-" Seth starts. I push a finger to his mouth.

"Nope." I say holding it there. Seth opens his mouth and softly bites my finger. I immediately pull my fingers back to me and roll my eyes.

"Your very bitey this evening." I say raising my eyebrows at him.

"You taste scrumptious." He says smirking at me.

"Glad to know you were paying attention to adjectives in grade two." I say teasingly. Smirking back at him. He grins and rolls his eyes.

"Who else was going to pay attention while you and Bea made princess crowns out of schoolbook paper." Seth says with a shake of his head.

"You would have much suited a princess crown." I say with an encouraging nod.

Seth chuckles and rolls his eyes. Pulling me against him and closing his eyes. I let out a soft yawn as I begin to trace my hand along his arm.

"Goodnight Lace." Seth mutters sleepily after a large yawn.

"Goodnight princess." I say letting my slowly sinking eyelids sink shut.