I slammed my door and shut in anger , I was so angry right now .

How dare he !

How can he humiliate me like that , I AM HIS WIFE….

And then he married me when he was roaming around with his girlfriend .

I felt hot tears burning inside my eyes . I sat on the edge of the bed .

I didn't dream this , I never wanted this … how am I going to go through this humiliation everyday .

I never wanted a husband like him , I wanted to scream why , why , why but instead I started repeating Alhamdulillah again and again .

I reminded myself this is a test and I shall remain patient .

" Verily with every hardship there is an ease " I tried to remind myself of what Allah (s.w.t) promised in the Qur'an .

A human being can break his promise but Allah , the almighty will never break his promises.

I need to have faith , I need to be patient .

Wiping my tears I laid on my bed opening Instagram to divert my mind .

I was scrolling islamic post when one post catch my attention

I sat up gasping …. Closing my eyes is what I have done downstairs .

She insulted me and I insulted her back …. I insulted her back . oh no! I shouldn't have .

But she insulted me first .. my subconscious said or you can say the devil whispered in my ear .

" No, " I argued standing up .

" No matter what other people say or do , I shouldn't have disobeyed my lord . Indeed I have done wrong " guilt started overwhelming my chest .

" I need to seek forgiveness right now, " I said with determination .

No matter how many sins you commit in life , no matter how many times you wrong yourself despair not of the Mercy of Allah: for Allah forgives all sins: for He is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful .

After I sought forgiveness , I went outside my room. I felt a little hungry since I hadn't done my breakfast properly .

I forgot the route of the kitchen yet again finally after a while I found it .

I guess nobody is here. It's a good thing , I didn't want to face anyone, let alone him.

I opened the fridge to see if I could have anything to eat. There were lots of things but I chose to drink orange juice .

I was pouring glass when I heard heavy footsteps behind me , I looked around to see Khalid wearing only his shorts . I quickly turn around feeling my cheeks heat up .

"Shameless " I muttered feeling irritated .

I felt him open the fridge , even though my subconscious scolded me like a teacher but my eyes sideways stole a glance of his way . I couldn't help but notice every detail , I tried my best to look away but everytime my eyes betrayed me . He is handsome without a doubt . I have never looked at a man before , I always lower my gaze but since he is my husband and halal for me , my eyes do not listen to my command .

All of sudden he turned around and I pretended to pour juice , without giving me a second glance , he took the glass of juice which I was supposed to drink and gulped in one go …

" What the -" I wanted to yell but I controlled myself .

What a gentleman…. Please note the sarcasm .

I didn't shout but the fury was evident on my face and I had realised that he had derived a certain pleasure by annoying me since the corner of his lips twitch slightly but again I wasn't sure .

Placing the bottle on the counter , I strode off the kitchen .

I was about to exit when I heard him say '' Don't ever talk to Myra like that " . His words made me dig my nail into my fist so hard that I am sure it will leave a mark on it .

Without sparing him a single glance I walk away .

I have realised something to survive in this house and meaningless marriage and for my own sanity , I need to stay away from him as much as I can .

I went to the living room to see Syra and Amir watching cartoons .

" Assalamualaikum " I greeted both of them with a smile .

" Hii '' Syra waved her small hand in front of my face cutely .

I giggle " what are you guys watching "

" Do- rai - mon " Amir said with difficulty .

" O Doraemon "

" Can I watch with you guys please " I have them puppy eyes .

They gave each other a look .

" NO !" Amir refused .

" Why , don't you guys like me? " I said with a sad face .

Sayra gestured for me to come closer with her little hands , confused as I leaned toward her .

" Ibrahim bhai asked us not to talk to you " she said in huss tones .

I was surprised by the revelation ….

Why Ibrahim hates me so much .

" Bu- " before I could say anything Ibrahim came out of nowhere .

" SAYRA , AMIR !" He barks .

" Calm down what's wrong with you " I scolded him when I saw both the poor kids flinch at the bar of his voice .

" You " he point finger toward me rudely .

" Stay away from my brother and sister " I was shocked there was so much hatred in my eyes at such a small age .

" What if I do " I cross my arms challengingly .

" You will see " with an evil smirk , he took both his siblings and walked away .

At night when I tried to enter my room , it locked ???

I turn the door knob again and again but it's locked ??

What am I supposed to do ???

Where should I sleep ??

But who locked my room like that , suddenly something caught my eyes .

I saw Ibrahim running away , realisation dawned on me .

Okay ! This kid is going to trouble me alot .

I felt my eyelids getting heavy . I called Rabiya aunty , she tried to unlock the door but in vain .

" This kid is getting rebellion day by day " she huffs .

" Go to this room , I will send you clothes , don't worry " I look at her suspiciously because she looks nervous .

" Are you sure? " I confirm .

" Yes , it's your house , YOUR room " she pressed at the word as yours .

Narrowing my eyes , I nodded anyway .

" This must be the guest room " I entered the room and I gasp in awe..

" Is this a guest or a king room ??" I couldn't believe the room was breathtaking .

But they are rich anyway .

I would give the details about the room but I was feeling sleepy because I woke up early .

I quickly went to the bathroom of course fangirling the interior for half an hour after that I changed .

I felt so tired the moment my body hit the bed I was in deep deep sleep .

Khalid Mirza p.o.v

I enter the room without switching on the light .

The moonlight from the huge window was enough for me . I like dark anyway .

I open the shirt and change into trousers .

Finally I was tired with all the meetings I have to attend today, especially dealing with Myra about Amira's behaviour .

I laid on my bed sighing in relief .

I was about to slip into a deep slumber when a tiny hand hit my chest .

My eyes shot up , I grabbed the traitor's wrist , I tugged him so forcefully that he fell on the floor .

I heard a groan. I immediately switched on the light to see a tiny frame on the floor wearing a pink shirt and pajamas .

It's a girl?

" Who The Hell Are You? " I shouted .

She froze in her move , slowly she removed her hair from her face .

I clench my fist in anger .

" WHAT THE HELL YOU ARE DOING IN MY ROOM " my voice booms in anger making her petty frame flinch .

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