ALIN

It’s almost three months now that I and Sebian are together and somehow everybody knows about us, at the mart, the college, the diner, my home, everywhere. Even when we walk on the road people look at us and give that small, sweet smile which makes me feel really good. In all this, the only part that I don’t like is the college. Some kids give us funny looks and even if Sebian does not care much, it bothers me a lot. I also don’t like the fact that Sebian has lost his friends because of me. He says that he is happy to be in my world but I am not convinced and feel guilty. In college or outside, mostly Joe is the one who talks to Sebian sometimes and even to me. He is actually a good person, which I didn’t expect because he was in that group. He also comes home sometimes with Sebian and teaches Ronin the guitar.

My family members are the biggest supporters of our relationship. Sometimes I think they love Sebian more than me and even if I am jealous of this I still like it. One day I asked Sebian if his father is going to be okay with this relationship of ours and he said that his father already knew. It was him who brought that necklace for me after Sebian told him about me. Oh God! You won’t believe how embarrassed I felt when I heard this. We frequently visit the city to see Mrs. Reece in the hospital like yesterday and the good news is that she has already got up now. She has a little trouble in moving her mouth to talk but otherwise she is fine. The doctors said that she can be discharged within a week and even though Sebian’s father insists on keeping her there with him, she just wants to come back to Strastown.

“What are you thinking?” Sebian asked, looking up at me and closing the book he was reading. He looked kind of cute with those specs that he has started wearing recently. “I was thinking of making coffee for me, do you want some?” he rapidly nodded his head. I went downstairs to the kitchen to get the coffee. My parents were out and Ronin was in his room, so I and Sebian are having our study session here today. I got two cups of coffee in my hand and went to my room and saw Sebian standing near the window. “So, you saw me secretly from here?” he turned with a goofy smile on his face. “Yeah, I did sometimes.” I replied while keeping his cup of coffee on the desk. “And did you like what you saw?” “Turning on and off of lights? Yeah, that’s pretty normal you know, nothing to like about it.” I told stifling a giggle and had a sip of my coffee. He started walking towards me. “You are telling me you saw nothing else other than the lights switching on and off?” He had a mischievous smile on his face. The coffee almost spilled when he caught my hand and pulled me towards him. “Nothing else other than the lights, huh?” His hands were around my waist and my face was against his neck. I looked up at his face; his eyes were shining with happiness. For a moment nothing mattered to me, no time, no place. I tip toed and pecked his lips. When I broke away and looked back at him, the smile was still intact on his face but his eyes showed that he wanted more. I didn’t have to wait long before his lips came down and claiming mine with a gentle touch which slowly deepened. My mouth opened up giving the permission to him to go deeper. I felt his breath on my face. All of this was happening in such a fast pace that made my heart beat faster in excitement. Taking the cup from my hand and keeping it on the desk, he started guiding me towards the bed. His lips were all over mine, his tongue sliding in and out of my mouth. I tried to control myself but somehow small moans escaped me. My legs hit the bed and this made us breaks apart, leaving us gasping. He hovered above me for some moment before he came down and claiming me again. He kissed me like there was no next time. His lips slowly left mine and moved down towards my neck. Before I could make any kind of judgement about it I felt his hands going under my shirt. Instead of any words coming out of my mouth I responded with a loud moan. His lips were still focused on my neck when his hand came back up and started unbuttoning my shirt. When I suddenly felt his breath on my cleavage I noticed that my upper body was fully exposed to him. When his hand lightly grazed over my bra, a shrieking pain aroused in my head followed by a numbness. I felt my eyes tearing up as I closed them tightly. I don’t know if this is how bliss felt but I wanted him to keep on doing what he was and not stop just yet.

“Aly, honey, we are back. Are you and Sebian in your room?” I heard my mother’s footsteps headed upstairs. Sebian jerked away from me, his face pale with fear. When he saw I didn’t move, he started to button up my shirt and then got up and went to sit on the chair picking up the coffee cup from the desk. When my mother opened up the door, I was just glad that at least one of us was thinking straight.