When i regained consciousness i was surrounded by familiar faces .Mostly familiar faces anyway Gwen , Remiel and the turtle girl. This room was white and purple and even had my face engraved into the door, weird but ok. I was laying on her lap again and i had a feeling she enjoyed me on her as much as i enjoyed being on her. "Your awake" The first one was to greet me was Gwen, i was happy about that, knowing me i was probably out for a week. I tried to get up

"Don't-t-t get up your legs are still broken, and how is your head feeling?

Oh yeah it felt like i was always getting something broken, looking at my legs both were casted and wrapped like a mummy,

"My thought process feels fine thank you Gwen "i said as i grabbed her hand

"All thanks to you Gwen you really are lovely"

That seemed to throw her off guard, exactly what i wanted

" Farron. why are you always so nice to me, even just a few days ago i hesitated to give you my vote, i should've been the first one"

"Yes in the past we had a less then ideal relationship but that was a long time ago at this point .I know your flaws and you know my flows .Plus I know who you really are and i love it"

Two seconds after waking up and we were already complimenting each other i wonder what the future had to offer. The universe seemed to have a answer pretty quickly. Gwen looked me with her soft golden eyes making my heart rate increase. The air was growing tense ,so i choose to take the initiative and pull her closer.

"feeling bold are we" she said as she pushed me down and got on top of me.

"I just can't control myself around you" i said seducing her forward into a deep kiss. You would thinking her lips would be cold and hard but the emotional connection had built to a point where it was overflowing with sensuality. I loved every second of it as i began to grab her waist, i heard a very soft chuckle.

"heavens so passionate, your making me want to join"-Myrtle

"Your making me feel bad " Remiel said

I was so caught in the moment i forgot there were other people in the room, Gwen on the other hand didn't stop for a second.

"ignore them, we're just getting started"

I wish i could, but i couldn't doing this in front of people i somewhat knew made me feel like a exhibitionists. Pushing Gwen off much to her distress i tried to give a aura non chalantness but my cheeks were burning.

"Its ok were all open to new experiences" said Myrtle looking like she was about to take off her shell. She was referring to a 2 warm blood 2 robot orgy these girls were out of pocket. Luckily Remiel came for the save?

"Actually im glad you stopped, since i wasn't going to be the chickenblocker. we have some work to discuss .At first i simply wanted you to act as a outlier of sorts, someone with completely a different world view to provide me with idea's to change the system. I don't know whether or not to call it a success or failure. I feel that is beneath your ability now"

"why is that"

"Myrtle told me about certain sentient life blessed by the god's themselves .Every race of people has a different name for them where she's from they call them the chosen, any who i mention this because she is a chosen as well just from the Diety of sentience Ogeanos"

"Hey don't just go telling people my personal business .He's right though i could tell once you started glowing and your eye was a dead give away"

"WAAHH he told me he was going through a phase... god's exist ?Farron explain your self" said Gwen

"we call them gods but in reality they're just a race of archaic super beings, since they're the oldest things still with a pulse we cant argue it. its not so much that you are above your previous line of work but you're just terrible at it .Good thing for you we have something new in mind."

Terrible, that hurt my pride some, i thought i was doing a good job in keeping track of everything. Now that i think about it all i was doing was writing about the things that interested me with no goal of helping them.

"and that is?"

"On my home planet... we are missing a sovereign we need someone powerful ,after seeing your display the other day we thought"

"no"

"What really? I thought you would be delighted at the prospect to have a kingdom .Oh i see trust me its not some backwater planet its advanced and"

"i said no"

"Farron are you sure about this, that sounded pretty juicy to me .If it were anyone else I'd reconsider but we know these two are trustworthy"

We didn't know that at all actually, but let assume they were. did they think that i wanted to be ordered around or give orders i valued my freedom, i only become part of this stupid council because i thought it would grant me that. My reasoning is selfish as it gets but so is theirs .I had no interest in developing a power complex either.

"Why not choose Remiel, he's closer to you"

"A ruler needs to be strong ,No offence but he's much to caring"

"Then why no choose Gwen?"

"Uhh well you know we just thought you'd want it"

These people didn't know me well enough yet but i wont fault them.

"Look i have no want to play king and rule over anyone .Did you forget i want to find the people who killed my sect then after that i just want to live my life as a normal person, even these powers i have i didn't ask for. That being said" i looked over at Gwen "Again why not her or better yet why not you?"

"i.. im scared of being killed , im happy to follow honestly"

now all eyes were turned to Gwen

"Ahh well you know i was helping Farron find the people who killed his clan"

What a blatant excuse never once has she said this ,ever, but i wasn't going to expose her.

"Farron know that i mean this in the nicest of ways... The people who killed your clan could be anywhere ,in any state .Look i dont want you to dislike me after this but think about it, They could be anywhere in the cosmos light years away, or could already be dead or slaves somewhere. I don't know if you could find out who on the day that it happened but since you didn't, you missed your chance, plus your the only survivor who could you ask"

"HEY! you didn't have to say that!" said Gwen trying to stick up for me

That was the harsh reality of this world, i knew this but i wanted to believe .I was grasping straws... no i needed to forget .Not forget their deaths but the hatred i had ,he was right in every sense of the word. The universe was far to vast for me to realistically find them, even if i 10 lifetimes searching. I needed to come to terms with that fact, that still didn't mean i wanted to be emperor of some foreign planet just that i needed a new goal.

"its fine, he's right. ahh really i don't know anymore... "

What did i even want to do, before this i was just living as a semi priest and philosopher. I was a killer now though so i couldn't claim to be them, the only thing i could think of that was slightly engrossing to me was maybe the powers of Janus? I didn't think i was special like they seemed to think ,The way Janus described it was it was basically random ,If not that then how about exploration .I wanted to see planets and different places in the galaxy, ive been stuck on this planet my whole life and i still didn't know anything about it.

"its fine we understand, we'll have to find someone else." Said Remiel

"If you're traveling there i would love to come, i want to leave this planet .If im going to be honest with you i couldn't care less about this council membership stuff"

"haha well of course you can come i mean who would even stop you. I don't know how you would work out the logistics of everything though .In our ship we have oxygen its mostly filled with water but really you need to eat and other organic things."

This was a big problem ,since we all were different races we had different standards of life, i was the most fragile. If i got some time to think about it i was certain i could make some preparations .Only gripe i had was having to leave Gwen it was an amazing last few days but i suppose it couldn't last forever. Steeling my resolve i said

"Gwen I'm sorry but I'll have to leave i want to explore the world, not just this one but lots of them. I wont live forever and-

"If you're leaving then I'm leaving too, There nothing for me in this base .Plus you're crippled do you think you can get around, you cant even wipe your own ass"

AHHHHH right ,man i was glad to have someone so special in my life. This brought up some questions though.

"What would the Royalty think though, wouldn't that land you in extreme trouble?"

"i really don't give a shit about the royalty, with offence the never cared about me, they just used me. I fine with being a run away with you .its Hella romantic anyway.

Strong spoken rebel as always ,she really has no filter

"Before you two start the puppy love, Farron could you discuss your blessings with me? I'll go first as a gesture of good will. Your the 2nd chosen i've seen in my 4020 year life. The first one i saw was a skeleton that was the chosen of Numae the deity of death and rebirth, your the second."

HOLY 4020 years old she looked about 20 years old... i have to stop judging things by my human life span, i have to find out how old gwen is i need to know now.

"Yeah sure uhh first thing i want to know is how did your Super being reach you, mines was when i was knocked out"

"I was swimming in a river then saw a blinding white light, being the adventurer that i am i swam towards it , next thing you know i was in His domain, we talked for a while then he just said "good enough" and just gave me the powers. This was about 2000 years ago"

"What do they do?

" i don't know a thing about them, that's why I'm excited to hear about yours .The skeleton i talked to about 1500 years ago said his made him immortal"

Immortal... did i get the short end of the stick

" My god, sounds weird in this context so ill just say Janus ,specifically told me they increased my mental capacities, calm, and the power to overcome and adapt .My black eye also allows me to see things in slow motion, very rarely can something outspend it, Im pretty sure my powers evolve as i do as well .My patron is androgynous also"

"Your abilities seem a bit over powered, how do you use them"

"well i only had them for about 2 weeks but they usually work when I'm about to die .Like you i don't know much about it"

"That's amazing I've had my powers for thousands of years and still dont know much about them , you've only had yours for two weeks and can already use them"

"ahh well its blatantly luck or flight and fight reactions. Maybe you need more tension"

"Maybe .If that's all then ill get going, we'll be leaving for my home planet in a month so make sure you get ready, wouldn't want any horrible accidents happening on the way. It takes about 3 days to go to my home planet from this one so it shouldn't take too long, anyway tootles" Myrtle said exiting with Remiel

Finally we were alone.

"Uhh do you guys have a wheel chair and i still want to learn how to shoot properly for when my legs heal.

"Yes and yes ,ill go get it"

now i was truly alone, i wanted to plan the whole trip perfectly .The state of my legs wouldn't let me leave the couch to grab my journal so i had to just wait on Gwen.