《Hunger for affection》Act I - Homes | Fall
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The days and months passed quietly in the mansion where Rin was, in which Rin was able to perform her monotonous duty without much trouble, just like when she was a yellow dress, only this time, she had to be more careful with the masters, since it is in this area, where they usually walk, judge or bother her.
The latter was mainly due to the eldest son whose name was, Hon Long, of the Long family.
This young man was very restless and diligent according to Rin since if he was not studying, he was hanging around the mansion looking for what to do, and since she is in the position, he has taken the trouble to chat with her, just like other servants her age, as well as making everyone see that her race is no reason to despise her, giving her heart a bit of bliss, bliss which tended to take the form of happy thoughts.
[Could it be that he likes me?]
[I'm beautiful?]
[Why does he always protect me?]
[Is he in love with me?]
Some of these thoughts as well as others, emerged from time to time Rin every time he abruptly said goodbye, but along with these thoughts, she sometimes fantasized about being his wife or at least a concubine, but Rin always got rid of these thoughts, since because of their race, nothing could arise between them.
But it was very difficult for her to do this, since Hon's affection for her gradually increased, even worrying if one of these days she was going to be in his bed, and the horrors or wonders that would come after this.
In short, everything was going well and improving in Rin's life, she was even being more expressive, but all happiness has its downs.
A day like any other, she was sweeping calmly enjoying the atmosphere, and waiting for the not so surprising visit of Master Hon, but the one who would visit her was not him but an envoy from her boss, to invite her to meet her.
Like last time, she was intrigued, what could happen to her, but, unlike the previous time, this time, she brought with herself a positive mind, full of thoughts of promotion, so when she arrived, she did not expect the following words of that lady.
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"You are being sold, or rather given away."
These words were like a blow to her head, bringing her dreamy mind back to dark reality.
" how?" Rin asked shyly, hoping she had misheard.
"You're leaving! Are you not listening, or is it that your stay in the backyard made you forget that you are a replaceable object."
Rin, upon hearing these words, her mind fell into a total state of shock and depression so strong that when she regained her sanity she was already locked in a dark and familiar room without a window, waiting to be picked up, only accompanied by her thoughts.
"Again," she repeated several times to herself "I'm thrown out, why, why," she said at the beginning looking for answers, but the head servant hadn't said anything to her.
"Because..., surely why I'm a beast," she concluded after an hour.
"Why was I born like this? What did I do to deserve this?" She questioned, crying with sadness, until the next day.
"Mom... I miss you." She cried at the end of the day.
"I'm hungry..." she said at the third start of the day.
Three days, three agonizing but familiar days, Rin suffered alone along with her dark thoughts, but, in the midst of this eternal torment, a distant thought of hope rolled around her head.
[Young master... save me]
A hopeful thought, a thought like many sweets she had about him and her, which she always avoided to save herself from disappointment.
Now once again through these days, she thought and tried not to think, in the hope that he would come to save her, but she always repeated herself That this was not possible due to her status, and she almost succeeded, she almost managed to get rid of this hope on the night of the third day, if it weren't that while she was trying to sleep the door opened.
[Who?] Rin thought wondering who it was and if it was time, but to her pleasant surprise, the figure that entered spoke with a familiar voice.
"Rin? Are you okay?"
"Young master, is that you?" Rin acknowledged that voice with great happiness.
"Yeah, it's me, I came to get you out," Hon said, approaching with a lamp to see how she was doing.
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"Why?" Rin asked when he was halfway there.
"Like what why?, how could I let them sell someone important to me, oh gods look how they have you" Hon finish saying when he is already in front of her and seeing her emaciated figure.
"But ... but I'm just a servant, a beast ... I don't deserve it," Rin denied crying.
"Of course, no one deserves this, least of all you," Hon said, taking her hand to help her stand up and then saying, "Do you know why?"
"Why?" Rin asked shyly.
"Why ... why do I love you Rin" He confessed, Hon, leaving Rin completely red with utter happiness, incredibleness, and shock, and then asked her "And... I, Do you like me?"
Hearing Rin these questions, she could only say crying.
"Yes ... yes," she said brokenly, "young master, I like you, you are the only person who has loved me by being here."
And when she finished speaking, Hon brought her to him, to hug her and let her cry with happiness in his chest, and after a few seconds after she calmed down, she took some distance away ashamed, but this was not an impediment for him. tell.
"I'm glad, when we get out of here, I'll talk to my parents, it will be difficult but I think they will let me marry you."
"Getting married ... but we are of very different positions ..."
"Easy, you just trust me."
"Yes..."
"Okay, then let's go."
And with that said, Hon taking Rin's hand, guided her to the exit, but upon arrival, he stopped a little alarmed and said.
"Wait."
"What... happens," Rin said scared thinking that someone from Hon's parents had discovered them.
"I'll ask you one more time, do you love me? Do you trust me?"
"Yes, I love you, I trust you."
"I see, then ... how delusional," Hon said gracefully, immediately shoving her back into the room, knocking her down hard as a result.
"Eh? Young master?" Rin asked puzzled at this in complete mental shock.
"Deluded, hahaha, what a laugh, you have to see your face" Hon laughed and laughed sadistically at her suffering and bewilderment for a while until later telling her "I'm sorry, your situation makes me laugh, look, look, what happens is that It was all a lie."
"Ho... how? It's a joke, young master," Rin said, denying the truth, hoping that everything is a joke.
"What is a joke is our relationship, listen, everything we go through together, kindness, justice, everything is a lie, and do you know why I did this? Because it's funny," he finished laughing once more, leaving her in total despair. Rin seeing that all her beautiful memories and hopes were a hoax.
"But, don't feel so bad, you're not the only one, from time to time I find a servant and do similar but worse things, you can say that you're lucky."
"And the reason is that I planned to invite you to a night with me as an excuse and then throw you to some old perverts to devastate you, and once finished, I would sell you to a brothel as punishment," he said with total sadism.
"But that had to be canceled, I didn't expect my unfortunate aunt to ask for a servant, that's too bad, that's why I could only do this little act" The young Hon finished explaining with a smile.
When finishing explaining, Rin was already plunged into such a depressing madness that she clouded her thoughts by asking one last thing.
"Why don't you... Why don't you devastate me? Why don't you torture me? Why don't you finish me off now."
"Ah yes, it's true, it's good because I would be disgusted to fuck a beast, I could only touch you before why the satisfaction of the lie surpassed my disgust, but do not worry when I think that with my aunt you will have fun, it fills me of happiness, so goodbye my adorable beast, and by the way, what a beautiful face you are making." He said laughed.
And with those laughter, he slammed the door shut once again leaving Rin in darkness, but this time plunged into pure sadness, anger, and despair.
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