Both of them looked at me with unbelieving eyes. Max with a laugh and a "you go girl", and Liam with confusion and anger, and as if I had hit him with a baseball bat. For what the hell was he angry about... Did i say it earlier - ass !

"Stop with the Bull Riry, if you had slept with someone I would have known, I was with you most of the time, not to mention that I know everyone in our circle of people.

"It is for your information not anyone of our friends and you do not know him and you were not with me constantly. And what do you care ... i rolled my eyes so hard i could see my oh so perfect brain.

Liam had already jumped from his seat before I had finished the sentence, and with a furious step came to me.

"Tell me you're lying," he said in a low, threatening tone, and grabbed my arm.

" Calm down, Liam you are causing her pain, tomorrow there will be bruises on her arm, and it's not your buissnes with who she did what. "Max said.

"Tell me you are not. Tell me you didn't." Liam began again.

" Let me go. What I do is for me to decide, lordshit, shitlord oh whatever. If i feel like sleeping with someone i will sleep with him. What,is the alcohol you drunk too much or you are this is like as pleasant as i get you today. I know you're acting like my big brother, but that's too much. "And then Max pulled me out of Liams hold.

I turned around and ran before something more stupid could get out of my mouth if it was possible that is. In a second I rushed into the kitchen to find Niya talking to a boy, apparently she has totally forgotten about our drinks.

"Sweety, where is the Rom?"

"Sorry Moira, I totally forgot about you." - and then she looked at me and her expression changed. - What's wrong ? - I obviously looked the way I felt. I forced myself to smile.

"Nothing just small quarrel with Liam, nothing more?"

"Clearly, fine."- this was our code for the end of the conversation when we see that the other doesn't want to speak. I knew if I needed someone she would always listen to me,i just didn't want to talk to anyone at right now . What for God's made me open my mouth today. Did i think my little fantasies would happen and come to life - Liam suddenly explained to me how he is in love with me and beginning to be jealous, though somehow his reaction resembled a burst of jealousy but I was firm convinced that it wasn't so. I took the bottle and headed for the balcony, sat down on the floor and pulled out my Iphone and headphones from my pocket. I needed something calming. After the second cup of the rum and listening to Give me love I felt better significantly better and drunker significantly that too. In my head popped the moment i told Niya that I was in love and after two months with him it was over. I also said that for the short time I was with him I was happy, but I had not said anything else. She had asked Liam who the boy was and what had happened, but he did not know more than her. At one point, both of them stopped asking, not because they were not interested, but because I always gave them the stinky eye, and in the first months my eyes lewd with tears. Now, after nearly three years, there are still moments in which I go back in my memory or dream about him, but it is no longer love, just a memory of it. Frankly, I do not know how I'd feel if I saw him, but I know it's over. I am also quite sure of my feelings for the dushlord, though I often want to have none. It would be easier.

There are still strangers around me, but I can not concentrate on any of the faces. I realize that I have drunk half a bottle and it isn't even lunch yet. My problems will not be solved by drinking myself under the table and spending the rest of the day with my head in the toilet. i get up slowly, really should i just craw back. Oh hell no Liam will gloat like the dush uu lord, bag, shit, i giggle that he is. Yep no more drinks for me like ever.

It's time to face up to my worst nightmare - reality. I would give my right hand to be somewhere in the past and to pursue some of the illusions, it would at least take me away from my ill-loved love affairs. I start to resemble the heroine in one of this godawful Spanish dramas that my grandmother watches.If only one of my cousins fells in love with me without knowing that we have any kind of kinship and the hob will be finished, with my luck I do not think I can that out of the possibilities yet. In the room, Liam and Niya quietly discussed something on the couch. Niya first noticed me.

"Looking good, you've got the rum i see." - disapproval radiates in her eyes.

"Fuck you." is my smartest comeback, really articulate of me. I chuckled, how pleasantly drunk I am, everything seems funny to me.

"How could you not even tell your best friend that you are not a virgin!" I feel the horror of her voice, and here comes another burst of laughter.

" Okay, mommy next time I sleep with someone I promise to tell you. - we both laughed. Liam, on the other hand, had not spoken yet.

"Liam stop being such a dipshit I will not hide anything more. Please. "- More Ignoring. "Pretty, pretty please. " I sounds like a total limp, but I do not want to argue anymore. "You can stop acting like a bigger brother."

"We have a task."- is all he says.

"Where the hell are we going this time?

Niya and Liam looked at each other.

"I hope you like Budapest," Nia said.

"Moira, get out of here and sober up." Liam said and left the room.

The Crystals our great goal. In our world, reality and fiction exist together but it has not always been so. Before the coming of Christ, there were two worlds - real, human, and chaos where all the human inventions, dreams and all creatures that could not exist alongside humans lived. With the death of Christ and the salvation of mankind, Hell decided to bring the world of Chaos on earth so that humanity could suffer for its own inventions. That was the cost of being saved by the Messiah. The story, of course, does not end here. In order for mankind to have a chance of happiness, Lord makes a deal with Lucifer (which I think is the next game between hell and paradise at our expense) to create two crystals - the same color as sky and clouds to represent paradise and one with the color of darkness and flames - hell. They sent the crystals to the ground and when the crystals are found they have to be joined together in a large, sand-like clock. The World of Chaos once again will be closed in another dimension. The Crystal of Paradise has appeared under the cross of Jesus, and that of hell under the hanging of Judas. The crystals have the inscription "Only self-sacrifice can restore balance and divide the worlds," or something of the sort. Two bloodlines have been created, even there names forgotten, only this story is passed through generations, and every Fifth generation is obliged to look for crystals and save the world. Me and Liam have this task. I do not know if the story is exactly the same or has changed over the years and has come to us in this form, but one thing is certain for me to be able to see a fairy digging in Niya's purse obviously the story is real.

"Is he very furious? I know i know to call me Moira and not Riry he is obviously very furious?"

"Sweety it will pass. And even if it does not, you know you are connected in so many ways. By the end of one's life, it will always be so.

It was totally true that Liam and I were connected with an invisible chain, it did not mean that we should always be together, but we both spent most of our time with each other anyway. It was to keep each others back, because if one of us died the other kicks the bucket too, how lovely . Connected, yes we were connected in any way except for the one I so longed for, if that was not ironic then I do not know what is.

"Yeah, that's just... yeah." I muttered.

" Go splash water or better yet, take a shower. It can be a month before you can still bathe with hot running water and maybe more.

"That comment fixed my day. Horay for me smelling like a homeless person and having lice, again i may add. It was so pleasant of experience the first time." I snorted and oh no it was not a ladylike snort it was i think just swallowed a booger snort. Niya just shook her head.