A lonely death- 9

For some time I was just staring the the ground from my height.

Then the thing that I truly didn’t wanted to happen , “ring ring” , bell rang , I will definitely find how to control it , think positive , everything will be fine , I said all these words to my heart which was afraid of all the thoughts what others think. And moved my way back to classroom. And as I sat down on my desk I could listen the thought of my side benchers again. Still , I was feeling a bit lucky , What if there was no separation factor was there ? , Just the thought of that is making me run away and sleep till this while nightmare is over .

Making me conscious to world again , Isla from a quite a distance (range in which he can’t read her thoughts)

Said Hi waving her hand ,

In respond to that I tried to make a fake smile and waved my hand in return.

As this short greeting completed , Mrs Quensi arrived and asusual class started to took place.

Classes goes on but I was not able to concentrate for a second on what teacher was saying .

It was a good thing that human cares for no single person all the time , this fact saved me , as the class continues to go on , go on , the thoughts of both the bencher started to vary , and at some points they stopped talking about me.

It made me a little happy. Finally I thought that I could rest a bit.

Classes goes on and on , I was just watching and waiting for the break to come , so that I can go somewhere where no one could be found and I could relax a bit.

Finally , break time I said loud in my mind.

I was in a haste so much that students who were coming in front of me , I was just pushing them away to just go out ASAP.

I remembered something like a application that I had to submit to Mrs Quensi for my last day misbehavior but I was finally out the class and was in no intention to return back there.

I decided to not stop at the banyan tree where Sia with Swil was waiting for me and moved my body to the football ground and rested their for while . After some time I took a glance at my watch to get to class on time , although I didn’t even want to go back ,but just for some time more , endure it Sion . “Sigh” .

Then I heard something just from a distance away from me a scream of a girl , brain in my mind made me react me in no time , I see that a large group of students had made group around , then it was probably the voice of a teacher saying “ EVERYONE GO BACK TO YOUR CLASSES. Don’t look this way” I heard

it was too late , that scene ,before my eyes , that scene reached out to my sense of smell and as my eyes reached that scene , I was welcomed by the pleanty

of blood,

flowing all the way ,

on the that sand ground and a body which don’t seem to move is in front of me , although I could not see the face because of the handkerchief used by the our teacher to cover it but as I see the uniform it was definitely someone from our school , It does not take me time to freeze to my position where I was standing , the I heard the thoughts of the crowd gathered their ,

Girl 1-" He was from the junior wing , can’t believe he did it."( Probably the girl who screamed and discovered the body)

Girl 2- "Now this place is finally free from morons. "

Boy1- "such a sad thing , another boy who was not able to tolerate the pressure.His name is ------ , I remember it , , I talked to him often , it was Are—

Yeah , Areen maybe "

Areen maybe , Areen maybe , Areen maybe Areen maybe , Areen maybe , Areen maybe Areen maybe , Areen maybe , Areen maybe Areen maybe , Areen maybe , Areen maybe Areen maybe , Areen maybe , Areen maybe Areen maybe , Areen maybe , Areen maybe Areen maybe , Areen maybe , Areen maybe Areen maybe , Areen maybe , Areen maybe

Something crossed in my mind but I made myself like I didn’t hear it.

Areen maybe

Areen maybe

Areen maybe

Areen maybe

Areen maybe

I made myself to stop thinking what I was thinking , I was just forcing myself to not think that way but it was somehow true.

The world around me froze , and I was in a shock and an unchangeable fact was in front of me , my one and only friend was dead lying on the sand ground , I wanted to cry so much , I wanted to ask just why ? Why did you do this ? We were just talking yesterday and now see. Life is weird , I said see you tomorrow yesterday and now today your tomorrow never came. Tears were just going to make their way from my eyes to cheek.

Then I noticed someone other than me in the same crowd crying , her face expression were saying I loved you , so why ? Then . Suddenly when her thoughts reached me , I swear for the first time in my life I was speechless “Only if I knew what you were thinking”

“Stop it , I didn’t do anything ” I loudly said that to the girl who was not even taking to me.

Why am I saying this ?

Why ?

Why ?

What’s wrong ?

Then those words get refreshed in me which Areen was talking to himself last day.

Refreshed in me , no that’s not it , all along I remembered them , as that boy said that it was Areen. Is it my fault for neglecting the thought of my one and only friend. If I had more clearly listened to his thought then maybe I could have saved him. Is it all my fault , because I even had a slightest idea that something was not right with him still I didn’t paid much attention.

No, I am not some kind a super hero , I am just a normal human being , It was not my fault , it was his fault for doing suicide.I really am not at fault.

But why ,

I really wonder why

Why

am

I

still

crying.?

Then what was happening was something I could have never imagined , the world around me stopped and become black and white as the chess board. And then he appeared in that large crowd , he was wearing the same

Jacket cap which made it impossible to see his face and he had very long scythe in hands and in the crowd like the last time , he was playing the same hide and seek game ,

He get in from one position of crowd and came out entirely different position in crowd , I was freeze at the position where I was standing , tears were still coming from my eyes and then cutting through the air he reached in very front of me with just a small gap between us and instantly used his scythe to made me sleep and said just these words “ I see dead people , Do you ?”