A lonely death-8

As the morning fresh air goes through my mind while riding the bicycle , I reflected my weird curiosity of today’s morning which led me to a slap.

Anyway , now I know , this FA is limited to some distance .

So the next thing is , How did I got this ability ?

I have a feeling , Jacket cap boy know something about this ability . Earlier I thought that maybe it was my imagination but now as the thing are , I am getting a serious feeling that maybe that boy know something.

As I reached my destination , my school , all these thoughts get a full stop at the same time . And as usual I parked my bicycle , moved to my floor to my class.

As I stepped in my class , I could see the gaze of my back bencher towards me.

Ignoring him , I sat down on my seat and put my bag on the bench as always.

And then It happened ,

“Such a looser , he made such a scene yesterday.” If I had not known that he is just talking to himself in his mind. I would have punched him right a way.

Maybe before knowing how did I get this ability , I must try to learn how to control this ability , if there is any way.

“I will definitely make him pay for what he had done yesterday.” (Back bencher in an annoyed tone)

It didn’t stop at that , as the bencher next to me arrived thoughts of him also started to shoot in mind.

“He should be ashamed for smashing someone for no reason.”

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And this goes on I was really powerless at this moment , I had no barrier to stop them from saying it .

Even if I said stop talking about me , it will be a lie , cause it is me the one who is hearing more than anyone .

I was now also feeling a little bit sad I didn't notice at start of their thoughts but my face had gotten a very sad expression.

How should I express this feeling ?

It is like someone is saying a tree

every year ,

every day ,

every minute

, every second ,

‘just die fast' . And reaction to this stimulus tree leaves have started to shed and the reaming green leaves have also started to worn out.

I was a bit lucky though , I could move myself with my legs.

I instantly stand up from my seat and just make my way to the door which leads outside of the class , my eyes were only watching the door which will lead me out , which lead me out of this terrific thoughts.

As I reached out , I moved my feet to the railing and get supported my body on the railing , and stared the ground from my floor ,

for a minute I was breathing heavily ,

“Huh huh huh”

calm down

calm down

, I have to learn fast how to control this ability or I will get crazy.

But what most is terrifying then these thoughts is 'What if this ability worked only this way'.

Then I noticed a drop falling to the ground from my floor

It was the drop of my sweat .