A lonely death-6

Calm down , calm down , air in and air out. Those words ‘Everything will get an end’ I wonder if it is something bad or good. Either way I can’t ask him ‘ Are you alright ?’ when he is always smiling hiding that sad thoughts in his mind.

As these thoughts were Jumbling from here and there , I get in my home , and as usual said “I am home” and ate my snacks that were putted on the table and passed sometime watching anime. And studied till the dinner , if it was a normal day I would have been waiting for dinner but today this ability that I had got , no ,it can’t be called that till I have control of it , I didn’t wish to know for the running thoughts in mind of my Areen , so it is not a ability , it is like someone is forcing me to listen their thoughts whether I am interested or not , if there is someone like that I want to know who . This ability also explained the morning fight with my back bencher , so at the end he was not lying that he haven’t said anything bad about Sia , he just was just talking to himself in his mind. And that jacket cap thing , I am getting a feeling that somehow everything is connected to that cap jacket boy or girl , it could be my imagination that there was someone like that , but hey , it is already weird to read someone else thoughts, so it could be like that . I think I should just try to know how this ability work .

So the reason, I m interested in going dinner is to test this forced ability on my sister. I think , I should call it FA short for forced ability , it seems cool. But really for once the thought of , reading someone else mind , I feel like on the initial stage of MC of a supernatural novel when he learn his ability and try to get full control on it . Here I comes , I was smiling big and as the door to the kitchen open , my sister Chemmy standing setting the plates said these words , “ Are you alright?”

After dinner ended.

Sion went to his room with a disappointing face .

Damn it , damn it , was that all really just my imagination after all , ahhhhhhhhghhhh, I didn’t hear anything extra , everything I heard was all from her mouth even the abusing words she threw on me. No, don’t give up , think something , think something ,hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Could it be that my FA don’t work on everyone and it works only for some specific people. And if it is like that then those special people are my back bencher and Areen. I don’t want to hear the bad thoughts of my back bencher again , that get’s me to Areen. I can’t wait for tomorrow to test out this FA. I instantly switched off my room lights and closed my eyes to just open them for tomorrow morning immediately.