A lonely death -5

Yeah , everything could be explain with this possibility , but how did I get this ability ? , no , more than that why did I get this ability ?. Is this ability somehow related to my nightmares ? It could be.

I am getting a feeling somehow that this ability is because of that person which appeared in class before I got fainted , this person has appeared 2 times , first time it was just a dream and then in reality it appeared in my classroom , I know it is my imagination and no person like that actually came in the classroom , as no one other than me noticed something like that . And those words

‘I see dead people , Do you ?’

What is the meaning of these words ?

Is that person finding someone like him who can see dead people or is he reffering me as dead and saying that he can see me dead . Damn it , this is insane. And then suddenly adding more confusion , I heard Areen voice without the movement of his mouth

“What should I do ? , Should I tell everything to mother , that what was I doing at the hotel , no ,no ,no , she won’t understand any word of mine , she will say 'What kind of stress?’ You are just a student”

These words have some sort of anger with a hidden sorrow and an unchangeable fact , something he had done and somehow he had tell that to his mother , but he is sure she won’t understand him . That’s what I got from the words he was just popping up in his mind.

I thought that maybe if I start talking about other things he might stop worrying for now “What have you planned for summer camp , are you going?” He answered with a smile , although I now know he is worried for some reason “ Well , I haven’t decided yet.” “ even after going through all that shittiest exams and again she , I don’t deserve this . It’s over , all my suffering tomorrow , tomorrow everything will get an end.”

I was just analyzing what those words could mean but before that I reached my destination , my home and then absorbed in the words i just forgot to say bye and then Areen stopped me from my back saying “Hey––“ “ Thank you for everything , my only friend”

He was smiling when he said that

“Were you saying something?” I said noticing that what he said just now was not from his mouth but than his mind.

“Yeah ,bye”

What is this feeling called ?

Why my heart is pounding more than any time now ? Why I felt like crying ?

And as these unknown feelings entered me , I could see Areen disappearing on his way home.