A loneley death -3

“Where am I ?” It was like I was sleeping for a few hours . As I noticed my surrounding , in no time I got that that it was ‘sick room' and I was laying on a bed.As my memories got clear , I remembered , I was fighting him and then suddenly , who was that person , it was wearing jacket which had a cap attached to it , that made it impossible for me tell what it looked like. It also felt like only I was able to see ‘it' among the large crowd . And when the boys who were pulling me back , their mouth were not really moving , but I could tell , it was their voices that I was hearing . What was that ? I am terrified with these thoughts now , my hands and feet all are cold and shaking .

I put together all my courage and let a big sigh , and started taking air in and releasing it in 5 sec . It was a good exercise to calm down. No matter what situation I was in , I always was able to calm down with this. It was maybe not enough for today , but it made me calm down.

I heard footsteps of someone coming close to me and heard this when that person reaches very next to the bed“So you are awake finally” , it was Mrs Quensi , I was still laying down on my bed but as I noticed it was my teacher I tried sitting by my legs on the bed but Mrs Quensi saw my struggle and said “ No need , be remain at your relax position” I accept her offer and left the struggle and remained lay down on my bed .

“ So , are you fine , now” with serious expressions Mrs Quensi said .

“Yeah” Not knowing what had happened to me and how I got my way to the sick room from my classroom.

Without asking myself , Mrs Quensi answered I instantly.

“You passed out in class suddenly after a fight . That’s what I heard from the students who were watching you . I want a apology letter and a good explanation on the matter , of course ,after you get some rest.”

Saying this Mrs Quensi left the room .

“Haaaaa” I again let a big sigh.

I glanced at my watch to grasp the time ,it was 12:30 pm. It is break time but soon is going to be over. Damn the only time Sia and I could be together was now stolen.

After 10 min , I was not in the mood to rest more .So, i decided to wash my face and went to the washroom. Mirror in the washroom told me how pathetic I was looking . I washed my face and tried to forget all that happened this morning.

And then moved my way to class .For some seconds I was standing in front of classroom. I should haven’t reacted on his comment. It only made me bad.

I changed my view suddenly and said

No, it was worth reacting , talking about someone on their back in this way is very cruel.

Calm down , calm down , okay , let’s go .

I very silently entered the class and ignored every possible person I could.

And finally I reached my destination ,my seat . As I sat down , Isla worriedly asked “Are you fine now ?”. “Yeah, it was just some random black out , but now I am fine . Thanks for concern” I said with a little smile on my face.

“Goooooood to heaaaaar , you must take care of yourself Sion” Isla said with a concerned face and blushing at the same time.

“Sorry for making you worry.” I said.

I Don’t want anyone to just ignore the ruckus I created because of my health so I asked with a down face.

“You won’t be asking me why I created a huge ruckus and fight? ”

Isla blushed somehow get a pause at this moment and she said with a smiling face

“ There must be a reason behind that. Right ?”

“ Thanks , really thanks .” if she had said more than I would have started crying already .

Just then , class started and ended instantly in no time in front of my eyes.

I was packing my bag just then Ichika came to my desk , my eyes should be straight to her face but my eyes are fixated on her big boob…… , no control yourself idiot you have a girlfriend now.

She asked “ Are you interested in participating in summer camp , Sion, teacher asked me to note down the names of the students who are interested?”

If it was some other girl I would have have hesitated to talk unnecessarily and had given my answer in simple yes or no ,but her boyish nature really made me comfortable to talk more.

“Shouldn’t you have announced it in class than going to every single desk ?.” I asked .

“Well, I did announced in the class but you were not present in the class at that time.”

“I see. I haven’t yet decided to participate , when I will be sure , I will be sure to inform you , thanks for asking out me separately”

“No need to be , it is my responsibility as a class monitor.”

“ Are you participating in summer camp?” I asked.

“Maybe or maybe not , depends on schedule . I must go now , teacher is waiting for me to handover the list. See you.” Ichika hurriedly moved her way to staff room with a hand waving bye to me.

Before she fades away “bye, see you” I said . It felt like today we grow a bit closer .

Anyway let’s go home.