《Excruciating Deep Love with You》C23. My Heart Was Already Dead
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I shook my head. “I don't. I don't love him anymore. I don't love him anymore!”
When I said it, my eyes were red. Even if I wanted to resist, it was in vain.
Su Chengzhao sneered. He used disappointment and pain to hide his original desire. He held me tightly in his arms and kissed me like giving me a punishment.
I wanted to kiss him back, but when I felt his inflated desire to invade me, I suddenly pushed him aside with all my strength.
Su Chengzhao lay on one side and looked at me with deep eyes and a bitter smile on his lips. "I lost after all, we all lost."
Then he put on the clothes and left. I couldn’t get my senses back until he slammed the door.
Looking at myself naked and wet, I felt ashamed. I’m disgusted, disgusted, disgusted!
Su Chengzhao did not show up again after what I said. I knew he was hurt by me.
Originally, I wanted to go with Su Chengzhao, but now I hesitated. If we left together, in the long run, I might only hurt him more deeply.
I didn't want to meet anyone in such a dilapidated body, so I got up and prepared to leave.
But when I opened the door, Su Chengzhao stood outside, dressed messily and looked tired.
He came up, put his arms around my waist, smiled and hooked his lips. "Today is the day of your examination. I'll take you to the hospital to see if your condition is under control."
I was carried by him all the way to the hospital without a word. I didn't know how to face him. I also knew that Su Chengzhao loved me very much, even though I refused him. I hid someone else in my heart, but he still loved me.
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After checking into the hospital, the doctor shook his head and said that my condition was still worsening. It was in the middle stage now. If it developed for a long time, sooner or later it would get worse.
The doctor told that everything had something to do with my mood. If I was in a good mood, I might get better.
Su Chengzhao took me away while holding my wrist strongly. Suddenly, he stopped and looked at me with deep eyes. "Yufie, maybe only he can help you."
He frowned tightly, loosened my hand and muffled, "You go back first. I'll find you later."
He strode away after finishing the sentence.
I realized what he was going to do, and I was scared for a while. I held his arms tightly and shook my head.
"Don’t do it. It won’t work. My heart is dead. It's nothing to do with others."
It was because I can't let it go. It was because I'm tired of this obnoxious world.
"Mo Yufei!" Suddenly a sharp voice came from behind me. As soon as I turned around, I was slapped hard. The slap made me dizzy and my cheeks ached.
It was Qin Mochen. I didn't expect to see him here after two weeks and to be slapped on my face.
My heart was bleeding as I stepped back. Su Chengzhao held me and glared at Qin Mochen with cold eyes. If not because of my weak body, I knew Su Chengzhao would definitely beat Qin Mochen.
Qin Mochen looked at us coldly. Especially when Su Chengzhao hugged me, his face became even colder.
His voice was calm and ruthless. "Is your family so vicious? All those years ago, your father raped Yulin with others, and now you are doing the same with her!"
He came close again to try to drag me over.
Su Chengzhao loosened me up and punched Qin Mochen in the face. "You're really a blind guy. Can't you see the vices of that woman, Mo Yulin? If you don't love Yufei, don't hurt and frame her!"
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