《Excruciating Deep Love with You》C19. I Wish I Could Kill You
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His words made me shudder. I looked at his angry eyes and didn’t know how to answer.
“I...” My voice trembled, but before I could say anything, Qin Mochen smiled coldly and pinched my chin as if the next moment, he would break my bones.
“Mo Yufei, you are so cruel. I know you saved me that year, and the credit was taken away by Yulin. Later, I fell in love with her, and you began to hate her, and used your power to make her bear so much pain. All this was because of your jealousy and malice.”
Qin Mochen’s facial expression became more and more frenzied as he spoke. He was almost roaring when he said that to me.
My face turned ghastly pale, and my body became stiff. I didn’t know what pain felt like anymore.
That moment, I understood everything. It was Su Chengzhao who had found him and told him that I had saved his life that year.
I thought he would understand all my pains when he knew the truth. But I didn’t expect him to misunderstand and blame me again.
Looking at his charming face, I grew completely indifferent because my heart had become numb with pain. I reached out and touched his face, and looked at him with hate in my eyes. I said, “Yes, so what? I hate her. I hate that she took everything away from me; I hate her for tearing my family apart, but she still remains impenitent.”
My hands suddenly grasped the collar of Qin Mochen ruthlessly. Gazing at the man who was almost clinging to my face, I laughed sadly and said, “Mochen, do you know how much I loved you before? But do you know how much I hate you now?”
Staring into Qin’s dark eyes, I burst into tears and cried, “I hate you so much that I wish to kill you. What have I done wrong? Why should I bear all the sins? Tell me why!”
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I shook his collar at full tilt, but he broke free from my hands and strangled my neck. His cold face was deeply engraved in my heart.
“Three years ago, when I and Yulin wanted to get married, you envied her, and together with your father, destroyed Yulin’s life. Two years ago, in order to avenge your hateful father, you cruelly pushed Yulin into the sea. Don’t you know what you did?”
He sneered, his lips clung to my ear and touched my earlobes, but his voice was like a sharp knife stuck in my heart.
He whispered, “Mo Yufei, are you in pain? The pain Yulin suffered before is tens of thousands of times that of yours now.”
Then he savagely tore my clothes and forcibly separated my legs. He insulted me with his frosty words, “Don’t you love me? Let me teach you what love is tonight.”
His crazy action and rapid breathing made me panic. At that instant, Qin Mochen gave me the illusion that I would be tortured to death by him that night.
I struggled in pain, but the pitiful roar was not enough to resist the beast in him.
He strapped my hands together with his belt and invaded me without any foreplay.
Suddenly, I felt a strong sense of being torn apart.
I gritted my teeth and endured the intense pain while staring hatefully at the man who was ravaging me.
Looked at his tyrannical eyes, I said, “Qin Mochen, I hate you. If I don’t die tonight, I will ruin your reputation and make the woman you love endure what I have endured.”
Qin Mochen looked at me contemptuously then lowered his head to kiss my lips. I mercilessly bit him, and suddenly a strong bloody taste filled my throat.
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His lips were pressed against mine when he spoke, as if in pain, “Mo Yufei, why would it be you...”
With that, he kissed harder, and silenced my dry throat.
I pinched his arm with both hands ruthlessly and stared at him with tears as I sobbed, “Why would it be me? If there was an afterlife, I would rather never meet you!”
His voice brushed against my ear just as I was about to pass out.
“Never? But even in the next life, I will find you and torture you...”
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