I really like his lips...

"P I want to eat cake ,can I go buy." Tar announced as he entered Tums room without knocking.

"Oh,tar you should have knocked "tar was startled by Tums harsh words. Tum has been keeping to himself a lot lately. His step brother was a sweet and gentle guy whose charm would make anyone fall. But nowadays he is always ......grumpy. He is secretive and keeps on working on his music. He doesn't even properly talk to tar anymore which hurt the younger.

"P ...is everything fine? You have been so distant lately. Tar thought we are best brother"tar said sadly and at the word brother tum tensed up. How will I be okay tar,tum thought. But still he covered it up with his warm smile.

"P will buy for you,na. I am sorry for being angry. There is a lot in my mind "tum said and stuffed something under his desk which tar noticed but ignored.

"P sorry for worrying you "tar said looking down at his feat. Tum reluctantly ruffled the youngers hair and sighed.

"No,tar as your ...brother its my duty. P is going na"he said and walked out . Tar's eyes trailed his moments and as he became nothing but void he sighed. His brother....is So mysterious,he thought.

It is getting harder to control my urge to kiss him. I wanna taste those lips. But....

Dmfkdoo

Tum looked at the phone that interrupted his thoughts. He sighed when he read the callers name that he well knew. He was the only one who knew his sinfull secret.

"Hello,what is it type"he answered not exactly rudely but disinterested.

"No dude,I am not ,just,I cannot face him,I get really strong urge do to stuffs with him and ..."Tum trailed off sadness and guilt eating him alive.

"O god,dude,that's impossible how can he like me when there are so many people out there. He doesn't even know I am gay . And you know the other reason right."Tum said bitterly.

The line went dead and tum sighed . Exhaustion took over him and he slept.

I cannot face him ,I get really strong urge to do stuffs with him and....

Tars eyes widened as he overheard his brother talk. P tum likes someone, he thought as he felt something bubbling in his chest.

O god dude that's impossible how can he like me when there are so many people out there. He doesn't even know i am gay. And you know the other reason right...

He is gay,he loves this person probably, why wouldn't anyone like p tum. His mind was filled with questions. There was no noise heard for sometime and tar assumed that the call was over.

He peeked inside the room and was sad to see his brother sleeping looking really tired. He slowly covered him with a blanket and walked away.

"Good night p"he whispered.

When he smiles and his lips look so enticing and I am going crazy. Rational thought has left me. It has been years and I still love him.....

Tar glanced at the clock for the hundredth time that hour and sighed . His brother was nowhere to be seen and it is past midnight already. He didn't even call,tar thoughtlooking at his phone with hope.

He gave up and walked up to his room. He missed his brother so very much. They live together but his p is so different now. He doesn't seem to care anymore. And he ....likes someone. Again tar felt something happen in his chest. He was ....hurt.

He passed Tums room but stopped in his tracks . He opened the door to see the messy bed and room. He was shook again because his brother is a very clean person. He walked in and cleaned his room. He approached the bed and sat on it . He then slowly curled into the blanket inhaling his brothers scent. Oh he missed this....suddenly his eyes snapped open.

Oh Lord what am I doing. He thought. As he stood up he saw a book lying under the desk. He vaguely remembered it as the book tum stuffed urgently inside the drawer. His anxiety, and guilt increased at an alarming rate and so did his curiosity.

He opened the a random page and his eyes widened.

I realized that he had the most beautiful lips on earth...

A pencil drawing of a pretty lips was shown below.

Pfft,my lips are better. He thought.

I wanna kiss him and take care of him and hug him and cuddle with him.....

A bkeading heart was drawn below.

Oh God,this boy is really loved by my brother,but why didn't he tell me he thought. He should be doing all this to me not some other guy,his thoughts made him gasp in surprise.

My love for him seem to increase second by second. He is intoxicating, my inspiration. ...

A single music note was drawn below.

Love,love.....Love. my brother loves someone. Maybe that's why he doesn't love me anymore. But he should be loving me and kissing-no,no kissing, he controlled his thoughts. Suddenly he realized something he likes his BROTHER.

He felt dizzy.

"Tar what the hell are doing in my room"a loud noise split through his thoughts. Tar who had come just now was shocked to see his brother in his room. He approached the boy and suddenly stopped. His diary. Tar had his diary.

"Tar I can exp-"tum began but was cut off by tar.

"Who is he?"tar asked very calmly. Tum looked down confused, He didn't read? He thought. His silence angered tar.

"P who is he? Who is this guy who you love so much and wanna kiss. Is this why you don't love me anymore "he angrily screamed. Tar threw the book down and started crying harder.

"I thought you loved me p. I thought you wanted to take care of me,hug me ,cuddle me ,kiss me"both of their eyes widened at this. Tum looked at tar who was covering his face.

He crouched in front of tar and slowly removed his hand.

"I love this guy very much ,been loving him for God knows how long. He has the most beautiful lips "tum said tracing the youngers lips.

"And I wanna kiss him"with that he crashed his lips with the younger. It was not an innocent kiss. It was a kiss which showed all the suppressed emotions and desire they had for each other. Their lips moved in sync even without much experience. They felt high as they took all they could get from the kiss. Tum lifted tar up by his butt and he locked his leg around the taller. Their lips battled as it drew a moan from the smaller which made the tall groan. He pressed tar against the wall and grided on his withdrawing more tempting noise from his. They both slowly pulled away when their lips seemed to stop functioning after their actions.

They both rested their forehead on each and savored the moment.

"P love you na "tum said.

"Tar loves you too"tar reciprocated.