Tears kept on forming in his eyes as he tried to blink it away but it only made it fall down his cheek, he couldn't just accept the fact that he lost all of his friends and family. He lost all.

Jungkook didn't made it to Lisa's wedding, his mother had passed away on the same day on her wedding. He remembered the day on her wedding, he was hesitating to go and ended up dressing up for her wedding.

After that he got a call from the hospital saying that his mother couldn't make it. He felt empty that time, he couldn't explain what he was feeling especially that it was his fault. He made his moms heart disease much worse when she knew that he was cheating on Lisa.

Jungkook blamed himself for his mothers death. He almost killed himself that day, he stood at the edge of a building but the police officers were acting fast. Before he could jump off the building, they already got him.

He felt he was useless, he was feeling too much pain which leads him to be devestated. He wanted to get rid of the painful feeling inside him but he can't, guilt was slowly eating him up. But he deserves all the pain and suffering.

He needed comfort, but sadly everyone hates him including his family. When the day he came home on Busan, instead of getting a hug from my parents he got a punch from his father which left a bruise on his cheek.

His dad was very dissapointed and mad at him that he was close to disown Jungkook. He just decided to let his younger bother, Sunoo be the next CEO of their company.

Jungkook worked all day and night just to get that position but his hard work didn't payed off. But he was happy for Sunoo knowing that he also wanted that position.

After that they kicked him out, which leads him to book a hotel room. He was all alone, no friends, no family, he lost everyone including himself. He tried to fix everything but he knew they would never forgive him.

But why not try? He was glad that at least he got a little bit of positivity in him. But he was tired physically, emotionally and mentally because everyone is against him.

He decided to take a walk on the beach since it was his favorite place. It was dark but the moon shines bright enough to light up the place.

He sat on the sand thinking of his loved onces that he lost. It's peaceful to be alone, but sometimes you just need someone to be there with you no matter what happens.

He stared at the waves, softly hitting the sand, it was very calming. He glanced at his wrist watch seeing that there was only a few more minutes left before midnight.

He was going to celebrate new year alone, he saw fireworks started to display on the sky as it fades for a second and quickly replaced with another color and style.

It was very enjoyable especially if someone is watching it with him. A new year with no one, he sighed as his eyes blurred by the tears that was slowly building up in his eyes.

He managed to blink his tears away as he stood up from the sand, he wiped the sand off his pants as he made his way to the road.

Walking across the street with his hands on his pocket trying to keep it warm from the cold weather. The cold breeze hits his boy as he shivered, and he saw a bright light coming fast towards him.

This is the time

Sounds bad but not to him, he closed his eyes as pictures of Lisa and his daughters came on his mind. He didn't feel any impact as he slowly opened his eyes only to find the car that was running earlier, stopped a few inches away from him.

Well that was pretty close. I guess this is not the time for Jungkook. His eyes squinted as the bright lights of the car hits his eye. His hands made it's way towards his eyes distancing it a little bit to block the light .

He saw the owner of the car got off as he just stood there awkwardly. He couldn't seem to move his legs, it was like glued on the ground.

"Hey, what are you doing? are you okay?"His eyes widened as he immediately recognised the voice. Good thing that he had his hood on his head.

He nodded, as he started walking away from the place. He sighed in relief, glad that she didn't managed to recognize him.

"Wait, I know it's you Jungkook"he stopped on his trace as he bit his lower lip trying to contain the feeling that was building up inside him.

She knew that scent, the cologne that she gave to him knowing that his nose is sensitive he will sneeze everytime he uses perfume.

"Oh hey. Nice to see you"His lips formed a smile as he stared at the girl that was standing right in front of him. Looking beautiful like a goddess.

"What are you doing here? Shouldn't you be celebrating new year with your family?"He asked wondering what was she doing here instead of being there with her family.

"I was worried"She mumbled.

"Worried for what?"

"Why didn't you came? Do you really hate me that much? You could have just said so than lying to me, I was waiting for you Jungkook"She said feeling her heart clenched everytime she remembered how she waited for him.

"I'm sorry for that"With that he turned his back at her as he started to walk away fighting the urge to hug her.

"Are you really that cold hearted Jungkook?"She couldn't believe what she just saw. He proved her how much he loves her and now he's going back to his old self?

"I can't believe you, your such a jerk!"

"I'm sorry, I should've texted you that I couldn't make it. I just knew that my mom died that day"He hung his head low as her eyes softened, regretting her harsh words that she threw at him.

"w-what?"She asked, hoping that it wasn't true.

"Mom died at the day on your wedding, the doctor said that she should live much longer but when she knew that I cheated on you, her disease became worse. I was mainly the reason why she passed away"He sobbed as he clenched his fist.

"Jungkook"She whispered, she never knew that he was going through such things.

"I'm sorry for your loss, I didn't know"She started to miss Mrs. Jeon. She was also the reason why they kept their relationship strong when we were still on college. Mrs Jeon was one of their shippers.

"It's okay, it's not your fault it was mine anyways"She walked towards him as she made him face her. Noticing how much weight he lost and the bags under his eyes.

She never thought that she would see him in this condition. He looks like he haven't been eating for weeks. He looks so weak and fragile.

She pulled him into a hug as he didn't wasted time to wrap his arms around her waist, pulling her warm body against his cold once.

"I'm really sorry for earlier Jungkook. I was too mad"

"Lisa"He whispered as it sent shivers and sparks through her whole body, the feeling was weird but a good weird.

"I missed you so much"

"I miss you too Kook"He broke the hug as he stared at her, confused. Did she just said she missed him? Sounds impossible but okay.

"Do you really think that I came here for no reason?"She glanced at him, she caught his reaction and smiled softly.

"What do you mean?"

"I never loved Sehun, we just treat each other as friends. I tried my best to forget about you, about the past, to move on. But I never learned how"She started sobbing as he stood there, shocked by her words. Her bangs was slightly parted by the cold wind that was hitting their faces.

"You know I've tried to forget you and did my best to love and appreciate Sehun, but I can't, I just can't. But I was glad that he told me about what he feels, he treats me only as a friend"Through those sobs and tears, she managed to explain it to him calmly.

"The time when we finally decided to separate, I thought that I can finally move on without you but it only made me miss you more"Jungkook couldn't believe at what she just said.

"If you want things to end up like this then okay sure, I respect your decisio--"He cut her off by grabbing her waist, closing the gap between them and claimed her lips.

Tears started escaping their eyes, telling how they missed each other through the kiss that they shared. Waves of sparks washed over their whole body.

Breaking the kiss, they placed their foreheads against each other while catching their breaths. Lisa's hand were placed on his nape and the other was on his chest, feeling his heart beating for her.

This time they weren't afraid of showing their true emotions. Jungkook sobbed as he hugged her, pulling her closer against his body.

"I love you so much Lisa"He placed a gentle kiss on her lip as he stared directly on her eyes.

"I love you too Jungkook"Her tears spilled from her eyes as she finally felt a a heavy rock on her chest being lifted.

They had gone too far, they have passed through difficulties. They may have decided to separate ways yet their feelings for each other stayed.

Even if you try to separate them, they will always found their way back to each others arms.

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