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HEAVY TRIGGER WARNING

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It wasn't until the next evening that Y/N was called into the room. She had been happier than usual ever since Shouta had come to see her, because... well, he loved her... he had said it. She hadn't thought it was actually possible or that this was a thing that happened, but he had said it last night and she had just been so happy - it was difficult to keep it to herself. But she had managed to stay quiet.

That's why she was even more surprised when she had been called into the backroom by her boss. And it was that backroom. She wasn't sure what was happening, but she was almost certain she had done something wrong and was going to get punished for it. Or she would be bought, but... not now!

She knew that she had been thinking about how she wanted to get it over with already a lot lately, but... now that she had Shouta... fuck, she wanted to live. She wanted to make it out of here and be with him. For real. Without the money or anything like that, just... just the two of them.

She took a deep breath and opened the door. Her heart was immediately beating faster and faster, her palms were getting sweaty and she was shivering and feeling cold. But she had no other choice. If she was late for whatever they had in store for her it would get even worse. She gulped and stepped inside.

There was her boss sitting behind his desk with some paperwork and a cigarette in his hand. The entire room was already filled with smoke. If he was smoking that much, he was usually angry about something. Y/N thought she might pass out from how lightheaded she felt. She was so damn nervous. On his desk sat none other than Akiko. She smiled sadly at Y/N, which was never a good sign.

Y/N's thoughts were racing. She thought she knew what this might be about, but... no one had seen them... no one could know... but then again, Akiko always had ways of finding out... she hadn't snitched on her, though, did she? Akiko wouldn't do that... she was her friend!

The boss just barely looked up at her when she entered the room, before returning to his paperwork. Y/N cleared her throat. Maybe they only had her here on a suspicion. She kept telling herself that she hadn't done anything wrong. She hadn't done anything wrong at all... But she knew that wouldn't help. If her boss had made up his mind, she was doomed to endure whatever punishment he wanted her to endure.

"You... you wanted to see me?" Y/N asked, trying to keep her voice from sounding so shaky and shivery. Her boss just hummed.

"That's right. I wanted to see you. Akiko here has been telling me some interesting things. And I think you might need a bit of a reminder of our rules. Anything you can think of, Y/N?" he wanted to know. Y/N's heart sank. She knew she was doomed already. But... she still couldn't admit it. She couldn't say it to him outright, there was just no way she'd be able to get herself to do that.

"I... don't know what you're talking about..." she replied. Akiko looked at her sympathetically. Y/N had no idea if she could trust her anymore or not. Her boss glanced at Akiko and shook his head.

"Y/N, come on. Just admit to it. I saw you with him. I saw both of you head upstairs and there was no booking registered anywhere. If he paid you in cash, just go and get the money now and it'll all be fine, I promise." Akiko urged her. Y/N's mind jumped to the money that was still hidden in her drawer. There was no way she was giving it up. And it wouldn't even be enough to cover the amount he would have needed to pay. They'd just take it away and still punish her. Or make him pay up.

"I have nothing to say." Y/N replied.

"Y/N, please! Don't do this to yourself. Did he... did he leave before paying? What happened?" Akiko asked her. Y/N shook her head.

"Nothing like that. I told him not to pay me. I wanted him and I didn't want him for the money. That's all there is to it." Y/N answered. It was scarier to say that then she thought it would be. Her boss looked up at her and laughed out loud. Akiko just sighed and shook her head slowly.

"Alright, girlie. I hear you. You think that because you wanted to fuck him, you were in your right not to make him pay, is that it? Well, let me tell you this: you're wrong." her boss said and stood up from his chair, leaning over his desk. The corners of his lips curled into a sickening grin.

Y/N said nothing and just looked at him. Her heart was beating a mile a minute and she wasn't sure if she was shaking a little or not. She glanced at Akiko who was sitting on the desk as if she was made of stone. She seemed to have absolutely no expression on her face, she was just sitting there. Y/N wasn't sure whether Akiko really didn't care or whether she just froze because she was just as scared.

"I think there is something I need to teach you again. You? Your person, your body, everything you are - you're mine. I bought you. You belong to me. You know what that means?" her boss asked next, as he made his way around his desk and towards her, getting closer to her. Y/N wanted to look down and run away, but she knew better than that. She kept her eyes fixed on his and didn't back down. He'd hunt her down and she'd be worse off, if she ran now.

"Yes, Sir." Y/N whispered, her voice sounding shaky and scared. He just scoffed and slapped her across the face, hard. Y/N stumbled backwards a little, holding her cheek, before composing herself and looking back at him. Her cheek was burning and stinging. It hurt like shit and would probably leave a bruise.

"You obviously don't know what that means." he said and laid his hand on her cheek, gently. Y/N knew he didn't mean to be gentle. She knew it was just to make a point. Something bad, something terrible was going to happen and she knew it. He ran his thumb over her cheek and Y/N thought she was going to get sick.

"You belong to me. I own you. And what that means is that I can do anything I want with you. I can be nice to you, like right now... or I can hurt you." he explained and slapped her other cheek, even harder than before. Y/N yelped a little, before he grabbed her chin and forced her to look at him again.

"You get that? I can do all that and no one can do anything, because I own you. And if I want to rent you out to other men, then I can do that. I get money for that. But you... you don't own yourself. You have no right to go out and just fuck whoever you want. Is that clear?" he hissed. Y/N gulped and nodded quickly.

"Answer, you fucking bitch!" he shouted at her.

"Y-yes, Sir." she whimpered. Her boss nodded and growled, walking back to his desk and grabbing his papers, before giving Akiko a nod. He turned around and gave Y/N a sickening smile.

"We'll make sure that lesson really sinks in, Y/N. You'll be tonight's entertainment. Akiko, go bring her down into the basement and get her out when we close." he said, before passing Y/N and walking out of the door. Y/N felt like she was frozen in fear, until she saw Akiko move out of the corner of her eye.

She turned around to her and gave her a frightened look, backing away from her, tears in her eyes. Akiko... was her friend, wasn't she? Why was she doing this? Why was she doing this to her? It didn't make any sense...

"Why did you say anything... why?" Y/N whimpered, clasping her hand to her mouth to suppress the sobs that were threatening to escape. Akiko sighed and shook her head, before reaching for her. Y/N quickly pulled away.

"Y/N... do you think I had a choice? Someone would have found out and then we'd both be in this situation. Come on. I tried talking to you, didn't I? I tried getting you to tell him what was going on." she replied.

"So you did it to save your own skin? No one else would have known, Akiko! I thought I could trust you!" Y/N shouted and sobbed loudly. Akiko reached out to grab her arm, but she swatted it away. She tried again and got a hold of her this time. She was holding her tightly by her arms and looked into her eyes.

"Y/N, stop it! Look. It is what it is now. And in the end... it's probably better if you forget about him anyway... you know the rules, Y/N. What you did was stupid beyond belief and giving the boss sass was even worse. And we all need to look out for ourselves here. We're all out to save our own skins." she said. Y/N didn't reply, she just let the tears flow down her cheeks, trying to escape Akiko's eyes. But she couldn't. Her gaze was so intense she couldn't stand it, but she also couldn't get away from it. She hated it. She hated being here. She hated not being able to just walk away and be with Shouta.

"Come on, Y/N. It's time to get you ready." Akiko said with a sigh. She actually looked sad now and it was only then that Y/N remembered what her punishment was. Bring her down into the basement.

"No... no, no, no..." Y/N muttered, shaking her head vigorously. Just thinking about the basement made her feel nauseous.

"Y/N, you heard what he said. Don't make this more difficult than it has to be." Akiko said and tightened her grip on her arms. Y/N shook her head again and tried to wriggle herself free from her grip, stumbling backwards. Akiko rolled her eyes and walked up to her - slowly and menacingly.

"You know I'll have to bring you down there one way or another. It will be easier if you don't fight back. You'll... need your strength for the night. And I don't have a lot of time to get you ready. We open in ten minutes and there will be people coming in soon after. Come on, just come with me."

"No, Akiko, please... please don't lock me in down there... please... you can't do that to me, Akiko, please..." Y/N sobbed, but she knew she had no choice and it would all be easier if she just cooperated.

"I know, I know, Y/N, it's scary and it'll hurt and... but there is nothing I can do for you anymore. If you come with me now, I'll get you some benzos and I'll bring you something to drink every couple of hours, okay? Come on, Y/N, I can drag you down there and forget about you for the night or we can try and make this as bearable as possible." Akiko pleaded with her and for a second Y/N wasn't sure whether Akiko was really betraying her. After all, they were all trying to survive.

"Fine... fine, let's go. But don't think I can trust you with anything ever again." Y/N sobbed. Akiko nodded.

"That's just fair. I wouldn't expect you to. And for what it's worth - I'm sorry. But unfortunately, this is the world we live in. Now come on, follow me." Akiko said and took her hand, pulling her along, out of the door and through the main area. There were a few girls already getting warmed up. Some of them waved and smiled at Akiko, a few did the same for Y/N. She tried to smile back again, but she could barely manage to look up. They'd know what was up, as soon as they'd see her being brought down the stairs...

Akiko led her downstairs and into the room, like a lamb to the slaughter. It was a spacious room, only lit up by red lights. There was a bed in the middle of the room, but it was barely worthy of being called a bed. It was more the metal skeleton of a bed with a thin and dirty mattress on it. On the walls were all kinds of things - whips, floggers, paddles, crops - anything that hurt.

"Alright. Get onto the bed. I'm sure... I'm sure you remember the procedure." Akiko said with a sigh. Y/N nodded, slowly stripping out of the few clothes she was wearing. She handed them to Akiko, so she could take them back upstairs, before climbing onto the bed on her hands and knees, waiting for Akiko to tie her down.

"Wait here, okay? I'll go and get these upstairs and I'll get you a glass of water and the benzos, alright? I'm also going to take these two with me. I know they hurt like shit..." she said and took two whips off the wall. Y/N just nodded. She was grateful for that, despite still feeling betrayed by her. But at least she tried to make it better for her. This would be much more painful without sedatives and with those two particular whips. She'd have painful welts for weeks...

Y/N had no idea how long it was until Akiko came back, but she just handed her the pills and a glass of water, which Y/N gratefully gulped down. She handed the glass back to Akiko who put it down on the ground and started tying her to the bed - her legs first and then her arms - before holding out a ring gag in front of her. Y/N opened her mouth and Akiko tightened it on the back of her head. She then put a blindfold over her eyes as well and everything was dark for Y/N.

"I'm really sorry, Y/N. I wish there was something I could do... but unfortunately there isn't." she heard her say and then she closed the door behind her. And then she was alone. She heard a little bit of the noise from above and she felt cold, but she couldn't see anything. She was alone and she was in complete darkness.

Y/N didn't know how long it took for the drugs to kick in. She just knew she started feeling drowsy and sleepy, which was good, because shortly after she heard steps and the door opening. She couldn't really hear what they were saying, but there was laughter, some more noise and then she felt their hands on her body, her face, inside her, everywhere. Everything started becoming jumbled and it was like whenever something happened, she forgot it immediately.

All she remembered was pain, laughing, more pain, not being able to breathe (because someone probably shoved his cock inside her mouth and she was choking on it) and her knees and legs starting to hurt from being in this position for so long. She knew in the back of her head what was happening - she was being used by whoever paid the ridiculously small fee. They could do whatever the hell they wanted.That's what it meant to be the entertainment for the night.

She also remembered a few times when she thought she heard Akiko's voice and one time specifically when the gag in her mouth was taken away and someone gave her something to drink. Most of it got spilled either way, but she was glad that she was getting at least some water. Y/N was almost sure she would have died otherwise. But all that only came to her towards the end of it.

The whole ordeal must have lasted about four or five hours, but she couldn't remember much of it - thankfully. She was just exhausted and sleepy and in a lot of pain when she heard Akiko's footsteps approaching again. She thought she might have some water for her again, but then Akiko took off the gag and then the blindfold and started untying her as quickly as she could.

"Is... is it over?" Y/N asked, her words kind of slurred. She was still drowsy from the sleeping pills. Akiko smiled sadly and nodded. Y/N took a deep breath and tried moving her legs, but it hurt... it hurt so badly. Everything hurt. Y/N looked around the room and there were a whole lot of used condoms lying around. She felt tears welling up in her eyes, before she turned and looked at Akiko.

"How... how many?"

"I'm not sure... Around 20 maybe?" she answered and sat down beside Y/N, handing her a robe to get dressed into. Y/N quickly wrapped it around herself, despite the immense pain she felt in her arms. Her wrists were cut and bleeding in the places she was tied to the bed. Y/N tried to sit down, but she couldn't. She was hurting everywhere - her legs, her stomach, her pussy, her ass. Everything was hurting and Y/N felt like she might die overnight. If she was lucky.

"Come on. Let's get out of here. Up to your room. I'll get you all bandaged up. You're bleeding a lot, Y/N." Akiko said. Y/N nodded and tried to get up. There were burning cuts and welts all over her legs. Akiko helped her to get up from the bed and she caught her several times, before they had even made it to the door and towards the stairs. Y/N kept crying silently all the way up to her room.

"Do you want me to stay with you tonight?" Akiko wanted to know. Y/N wanted nothing more, but she also still remembered how betrayed she felt by Akiko. And she felt like she couldn't trust her anymore. So she shook her head.

"I'll stay on my own." she just muttered. Akiko nodded.

"Is there... anything I can do for you?" she asked. Y/N looked up at her. She had an idea, but... well, what did she have to lose?

"Can... can you ask the boss to mention to S-Shouta... mention to him that... that he could buy me if he wants to?" she replied quietly. It was the only way of getting out of here she could see for herself. Akiko nodded with a slight smile.

"Of course. I'll let him know. I'm so sorry, Y/N."