Hello everyone,

welcome to my newest disgrace of a story. This one right here? It's the abyss, people. It has everything bad happening (and of course some romance and comfort to make it all better, but still). A long list of trigger warnings below. (If there is anything you'd like me to mention in the TWs or you'd like me to tag better or differently, please let me know in a comment or by messaging me privately.)

Anyone who is as depraved as me - have fun. Also, please

(underlined chapters are REALLY BAD CHAPTERS, they are EXPLICIT and they are MATURE and UNCOMFORTABLE and potentially VERY TRIGGERING)

1: contract killings, guns, strip club, mentions of human trafficking, language, alcohol, smoking

2: mentions of violence and abuse, prostitution, human trafficking, smoking, drinking, cattiness, verbal abuse, language, mentions of sex

3: language, sadness, , alcohol, mentions of violence and killing, mentions of abuse, mentions of unsafe sex

4: mentions of abuse, , cynicism, confusion, showering together, feelings of guilt and worthlessness, language, smoking, alcohol, sadness

5: bad driving, language, mentions of sex, pole dancing, lap dance, alcohol, smoking, mentions of toxic relationship

6: mentions of violence and abuse, mentions of trauma and panic attacks, feelings of worthlessness, , language, bullying

mentions of drugs, mentions of the Yakuza, prostitution, anxiety, , language,

8: anger, prostitution, mentions of abuse, bruises, language, threats,

9: , mentions of abuse, confusion, name calling, orgasm denial, spanking, , sadness

10: , eating out, language, feelings of worthlessness, bullying

11: mentions of abuse, mentions of sex, mentions of controlling eating behaviour, language,

12: , bath time, mentions of killing people, language

13: , anxiety, worry, fear, sadness, mentions of abuse, language

14: smoking, language, , a lot of feelings, feelings of worthlessness, , mentions of killing

, betrayal, , language,

16: anger, prostitution, feelings of guilt, , threats, mentions of violence and cruelty, , feelings of worthlessness

17: alcohol, betrayal, prostitution, blow job, language

18: , smoking, mentions of prostitution and human trafficking, language

19: anxiety and worry, human trafficking, , language

20: nervousness, language, anger,

, fear, anxiety, , language

, sadness, , Hizashi being the best friend, anxiety, threats, , language

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24: desperation, threats, exhaustion, , fear, anxiety, , language, feelings of guilt

exhaustion, , language, , feelings of worthlessness,

language, , threats,

language, , threats,

language,

29: language, hurt and comfort,

30: language, , feelings of guilt, feelings of worthlessness, more hurt and comfort

Epilogue: