Ryn's pov

The past few days I've done nothing but worry. I haven't seen Sam, well besides when he was packing up his stuff to move out. I could tell Sam wasn't very happy with him leaving either. We both wanted each other, but like I've said literally a thousand times, we can't. Nikki's been haunting my my thoughts. It's like I an't get away from her. Now, she's not telling me to kill myself. She calls me fat, ugly, stupid, ect. I know that there's a whole list of worse things she can call me but, they just get to me.

I was in my room alone watching Sam empty his house. My guts twisted seeing him leave. I felt like I could throw up any minute. Suddenly, I felt it. I ran to the bathroom and threw up. I began to lightly sob into my knees.

"Hey what's up fat ass, how's that baby going?" Nikki asked. I gasped a bit then gave her a confused look. How's that baby going? What?

"Ugh, you again. Baby? What baby?" I said with the confused look still printed on my face. Nikki's eyes widened a little.

"Oh, you don't know?" I shook my head. "Wow, you're more stupid than I thought you were!" She laughed.

"Shut the fuck up Nikki and tell me what you mean!" I said fiercely.

"Wow, someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning." I gave her a blank expression. "Ugh, okay fine. Okay, so while you and Sam where in that motel room getting it on." She laughed. "A baby came along! Wait, I thought you already learned about this." I nod.

"Yeah, I did. But back to the baby, how do you know?" I ask. I knew about how much she hated questions so I didn't care that she rolled her eyes.

"Okay, people like me are called Voices, simple name. Voices don't only haunt you, they can tell when you're expecting, when you have cancer, etc." Nikki stated.

"There are more people out there like you?" Nikki began to look ashamed.

"Yeah." Nikki said with her voice cracking.

"You sure I'm pregnant?" I asked trying to change the subject.

"Oh my god, yes you dumb ass!" She yelled.

"Honey who are you talking too?" Mom asked. I looked at her not knowing what to say nor do. I just stayed there, like a rock.

"Nobody. M-Mom? I-I think I'm pregnant?" I choked out. Mom took a deep breath, like she was surprised.

"Who do you suppose the father is?" She asked. I was suprised she wasn't freaking out about me being pregnant. That's what most mother's do, I guess she wasn't like others.

"Sam." I said weakly. Mom nodded.

"Aren't you angry at me?" I questioned. She shook her head.

"No, I just the baby to be healthy." Her voice cracked when she said 'baby'. I couldn't tell if she was telling the truth or she was trying to hold in her emotions so I wouldn't cut.

Mom left the bathroom and I was just sitting on the floor with puffy red eyes. I looked to noice something I didn't notice before. It was a pregnancy test. It had eight letters on it. It read:

Positive.

Ava's pov

Even though Ryn and Sam broke up, I still to thank Sam for at least trying to watch out fot her. I felt really bad for Ryn. Sam was moving out of the house beside us to live in some motel. I knew they both loved each other, and I honestly felt terrible for kissing Sam a few weeks ago. The only question I tend to ask myself is, if they loved each other, why did they break up?

I walk to Sam's motel room and knock on the door. Sam soon answered the door, but he eyes looked like he had just been crying.

"Hey." I said.

"Ava?" I nodded.

"Yep, that's me." I giggled a little and Sam gave me a half smile.

"Come in." He stated. I walk in and sat on the chair in front of the tv. Sam on the other chair close t me.

"I'm about what happened to you and Ryn." I blurted out. I didn't really want to remind him of her, but I was going to anyway.

"You don't have to apologize. Something just aren't meant to be-"

"But you two are meant t be. I've seen how Ryn's been acting lately. The poor girl misses you. Why did you two break up anyway?" I asked. Sam looked down and had nothing but grief and heartache in his big brown eyes.

"I'd rather not talk about it." His voice was dull and weak. I stood there feeling like an idiot for bringing it up.

"Is she okay?" He asked. I could tell he wanted to know more, but he only asked one question. I nod in response.

"I'm sorry, again." Sam smiled again.

"You remind me of Ryn. You see, she used to never stop saying I'm sorry for stuff the she didn't even do. I didn't know how much I loved her endless sorrys, until I lost them." His words broke my heart. For some reason, I felt guilty. I felt like I had to do something. I walked over to him and patted him on he back for comfort.

"I seemed happy with Ryn." I said not knowing what else to say. I was so broken by their love story, and I didn't even know why. Sam broke into tears. The tears just gently falling down his eyes. Even though he was crying, he was handsome.

We both stood speechless for quite a while. Sam soon looked me in the eye. His beautiful brown eyes met mine. I once again kissed him. I quickly realized I was kissing him and stopped.

"Oh my god! Sam I'm so sorry!" I apologized.

"It's okay."

"No it's not! You just went through a break up and here I am kissing you, again." I explained. Sam had a dull expression on his face. He seemed like he like it. But why?

"Ava, it's okay." He said calmly. Then, he kissed me. I knew it was wrong, but I didn't stop. I didn't back out. I went with it. Some part of felt guilty, the other part felt, I can't even put it in words. We were together. It was wrong. But it felt so right. Everything in my life was okay. I kept kissing him nonstop. Until he broke.

"What are we now?" I asked. Sam shrugged. I kissed him. And kissed him. And kissed him. I was trying not to let him go to my head.

But he did.