Ally's Pov:

I walk into room 349 and I see my mom. She looked way older then I remember. I walk up to her bed and sit down on the chair next to her and hold her hand.

"Hi mom" I say

"Hi sweetie how are you?"

"Horrible"

"Now why is that"

"You really ask me that when you fucking left me at 12 to get bullied and live by myself at 12!!! Your lucky I'm still alive. My life has sucked I don't think you know or understand how it is without a mom or dad or someone to watch you. I had to be responsible and that's hard. To just wake up one day and not see my mom, cry myself to sleep every night, wear the same clothes every day, starve myself because I have no money. It's not easy to get a job at the age of 12 you know that right? I have been cutting and that's the only thing that I liked doing. And it's self harming. I hope your happy I'm still alive and stronger than before. I now have 7 friends and a boyfriend and that's all because I almost died one day. I don't think you understand what I've been through"

Both me and my mom were crying now.

"Honey I'm so sorry I didn't mean for this to happen"

"What the fuck do you think would happen I would grow up to be a model and be successful? without parents and no money and being bullied everyday? If you wouldn't leave maybe my life would be better. And after you forgot about dad and got a boyfriend you still didn't come back. You stayed here, and didn't even worry about me."

"I'm really sorry"

"You should be"

We just look at each other in silence

"I think you should go now" my mom says

"Really I came all this way to see you cry about my life? Now your kicking me out?"

She nods and pushes me back

"Maybe it's best for you to leave" she says

I roll my eyes and stay

"LEAVE! I'm glad I left you. So maybe it would be best if you forgot about me like how I forgot about you."

I start crying

"Wow you really didn't change at all you got worse. So glad I have a caring mom."

She yells for the nurse and they come in

"That's not my daughter get her out!" my mom yells

I hate her so much. I hope she does die.

I walk out crying and cameron grabs my hand

"What happend?" she asks

"I told my mom my life and she started yelling at me and I yelled back then the nurses kicked me out because my mom told then I'm not her daughter."

I put my head into Sams chest and Cameron gives me a huge from behind

"Let's go out to eat to get your mind off things." Cameron says

We walk out and before we leave a group of nurses call my name and I turn around

"What?"

"Stacy Smith just passed away we just wanted to inform you before you leave"

I nod and walk out feeling more tears brimming my eyes. The last thing I said to her was wow you didn't care at all. glad I have such a great mom. Great now in heaven or hell she will remember me as a dick daughter.