"Well congratulations it's a baby boy" she says smiling at us. Sam grabs my hand and we hold as she moves around looking at his hand and feet "oh hold on a sec" she pulls off the wand and types something on the computer. "Oh no sorry it's a girl" she looks at us.

"Oh dear now it showing a boy" she squints her eyes. Sam and I look up at each other both concerned looks on our faces.

We turn back to the monitor, "you know what Mrs. Pottorff" she says smiling really big. "What?" I ask with a tiny smile crossing my face.

"You're having twins" my mouth drops "twins I'm not cut out for that!!!" I lean forward. "Oh no Mrs. Pottorff, please relax".

I look up at Sam, tears in my eyes. he crouches down and strokes my hair "Sam I don't think I can do this" a tear rolls down my cheek and drips off my chin hitting my fore arm.

"We can make this work, you know how happy your mom and the guys are gonna be. We can work threw this together, as a family." he putts a hand on my stomach and kisses my forehead.

He stands up, I change and we head home. I call my mom, she's so happy for me.

But my dad would be pissed for me to be pregnant and having twins at 19. But it's my life and my decision.

I know Sam won't leave like my dad did when I was born, he will stick by me.

I hope...

3 weeks pass, the guys have started buying baby gifts and they're looking for a new house. But Sam and I are thinking of moving out.

"Hey guys I need to talk to you" I say with a kind of sad tone in my voice sitting on the couch.

"Is everything ok?" Ricky asks standing up a little. "Yah everything's fine it's just... i know you want Sam and I to move out...." "no no no we don't want you to move out!!!" Trevor says looking at the other guys.

"Really?" I ask with a smile "of course, but, where are the baby's going to go?" they ask. "Well Sam and I are thinking about changing rooms, so that I'm in the basement where you can't hear them in the middle of the night" I say.

"No no stay upstairs! we wanna help as much as we can" Connor says talking with his hands.

"Ok, I guess we can just change my walk in closer into a nursery?" I ask trying to stand up, my stomach has grown a lot!!

Ricky pushes my back helping me stand up, "wow harder and harder everyday" I frown. "Where's sam?" Kian asks.

"Oh he's buying Playpens, diapers, baby toys" I reply. "OOOHH daddy's excited" JC says hopping around.

"I hope so" I look down and rub my stomach.

We've pulled out my all my clothes, and the racks, we've painted it light purple and light blue.

The Playpens on either side, change table in the middle along the wall. And my rocking chair is in my room area.

We have planks of wood and letters from the alphabet, once we pick a name we are going to make name plates and hang them over there bed.

"Wow good job guys, they are going to love it they will love there uncles for ever!!" we have a big group hug.

By that time it's 10:45pm "I'm going to bed" I kiss there cheeks and shoo them out, I change and get into bed.

I fall asleep, I feel someone crawl into bed. I look over and it's Sam, "hi daddy" I whisper "hi mommy" he kisses my cheek.

I can't turn over, it will hurt the baby an I won't be able to get back up (funny but true).

"You're going to stay, right Sam" I ask stuttering about to cry. "Of course beautiful" he rubs my bare stomach. He kisses it and we fall asleep.

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