i had hesitantly

with shaky hands

sat a note in

your locker

i stared at it

for a few seconds

debating if

i'm actually

going to do it

biting my lip

i closed your

locker

and started walking

home

maybe swallowing a

couple pills or so

my head started

to hurt

i knew what was

coming

so i thought

of you

for the last time

i thought of your

beautiful smile

how your lips

felt on mine

i thought of that

one night

your dad said i

was perfect

and then

lastly

i remembered me

writing the

letter i had

written

for you

in my head

i'm sorry

i broke our

promise

i wanted to

cut

but

i had

promised

i wouldn't

yet i broke

it

i'm sorry

but i'm ending

it all tonight

goodbye

- love, your one

and only

and then

everything

went black