{True Event}

silent

/ˈsʌɪlənt/

adjective

not making or accompanied by any sound.

"the wood was still and silent"

"Then he took me to this skyscraper and it was the most beautiful thing I saw; do you know what he said to me...he was looking at me deeply and I was like why are you looking at me only for him to say that I was the most beautiful thing he's ever seen." I told Keira every single detail of what's been happening and how I was feeling about Blake. She screams happily like a high schooler as I continue telling her the moment, we had our little dance.

"Does he know you have cancer?" She asked raising her eyebrows, I paused. I never told him and I don't plan to. I was scared that he might think I was contagious or he might lose interest. I bit onto my lips and looking into her grey eyes. "Well?"

"No... I didn't..." I whispered, she sighs and nods her head.

"I know that It's hard, but he deserves to know. You can't keep this a secret from him." I know, I knew that he deserves to know and I know I should tell him. But he was the only person I feel normal about. He doesn't treat me like a fragile piece of glass. Was I ready for him to think I'm contagious of some sort? I finally felt normal. I finally felt known.

"I know but I'm- I'm scared I guess."

"What was his name again?"

"Bl-" Before I continued, I hear someone call my name and my head snaps to the nurse notifying me that my chemo treatment was over. "I guess I need to go, thanks for today Keira see you next week."

"Bye beautiful and make sure to tell him, this isn't a small secret to keep." Nodding my head, I walk away with the nurse and see my mum talking to the doctor. She turns to face me as a soft smile was plastered don her face.

"Mum."

"I was talking to the doctor and he said it would be fine for you to go to Italy for one week only not two." I gasp with excitement and engulf my mum into a hug, I jump up and down and take my phone out and dial Blakes number. Waiting for him to pick up I keep my excitement faze for as long as I can before his deep voice erupts into my ears.

"Princess."

"I can go, I can go to Italy but only for a week."

"Are you being serious?"

"Yeah, my mum just spoke to the-to my dad and he agreed."

"Perfect I'll send in my slip tomorrow."

"Also. You want to come over today...I need to tell you something important."

"Is it something bad or good?"

"Depends on how you take it..."

"Oh shit...you're not pregnant, are you?"

I let out a soft chuckle shaking my head as I stared at the view from the hospital window. "No, I'm not, but It's something I have to tell you."

"Okay, what time?"

"Come at six."

I hear a knock at the door and rush down the stairs, I fling open the door and see Blake waiting in a black tee shirt, and black jeans. Does he own any colour?

"Hey come in." I open the door wide enough for him to come inside. He steps in and looks around, walking into the living room he notices the family photos on the wall.

He picks a photo from the shelf and inspects it; I grab the T.V remote and settle down onto the couch. "You had green eyes?" I see Blake raising his eyebrows as I nod my head shoving some crisps into my mouth.

"Yeah, but I guess not." He settled the photo frame and sits on the couch next to me, "so what was it you wanted to tell me." He asked looking me right in the pupil of my eyes. Fuck. I regret this. I shouldn't have done this. But Keira and I promised her kind of. Should I tell him?

"Well, I had a talk with a friend today and she has cancer..." I whispered, trying to see the reaction he would put up. But nothing, he nods his head telling me to continue. I did see a slight shift in his eyes though.

"She found out she had leukemia a few months ago and she's afraid to tell anyone, thinking that people would treat her differently." Blake nods his head again to tell me that he was still listening. "Then she tells me that she has a crush on a guy and she doesn't know if she should tell him. What should she do?"

"She should do what makes her comfortable I guess, but if she really likes the guy he deserves to know. It's like me and you say for example. You get cancer and decide not to tell me, I would understand but I would appreciate it if you did so I know. Cancer isn't a joke. If the guy really likes her, he wouldn't care I guess." I play with my fingers as he begins talking, I notice the shift in his tone every time he said cancer.

That was the moment I decided to tell him.

"Well, Blake the thing I had to tell you was...is well that I have-" The phone begins ringing, Ezekiel apologises as he answers it. I sigh pushing my back against the sofa, why didn't I just straight up tell him.

"Listen I need to go, I'm sorry but can we talk another time?" I look up nodding my head as I stand up to show him the way out. He smiles at me, kissing my forehead before leaving. "I promise, is it important?"

"No, no it isn't. Go." I whispered with a slight smile, I feel Blake stop moving before turning away. I freeze in my place as I shut the door slowly. Did he...did he just kiss me...on the forehead? The minute I shut the door it flung open to reveal Jacob, Antonio and Maxwell. The barged in shouting at Antonio.

"No! That was your fault. You-You ugly midget."

"I'm not ugly! At least grandma called me her favourite grandchild." With that I stopped making my way upstairs as I looked at Jacob and Maxwell.

"So thats why she gives you more money than us on Christmas."

"Boys. Attack!"

Just when she was going to tell him!!!! Blake why did you interrupt! Gosh this author is pissing me off!!!!