《The Big Book of Yanderes》Yandere Male Crossdresser x Fem. Reader
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A/N - I put a lemon in here so fair warning
You were (Y/n) (L/n), daughter of the famous Alenia (L/n) and Magnus (L/n) the greatest duet dancers to come from Louis' Dance School for Girls.
And you, (Y/n), could barely even touch your toes. It was a struggle really... being forced to enter a dance school by your parents and having everyone have high expectations for you only to give up on you within a week.
You were the girl they put in the back of the class. You were the girl nobody talked to because it was considered bad luck! It was pure hell being around these snot nosed brats 24/7!
You hated dancing! All you wished is to be good at it so everyone would shut up. You wished you were more like Yua. She was not only absolutely stunning but also a great dancer.
The female had long black hair that reached to her hips. She was slinder and tall but not too tall. Her eyes were a natural silver color with a mysterious look. She had a very narrow face making her look more mature and that much more beautiful. She was the schools prodigy.
All the girls looked up to her- including you! As much as you hated dancing you couldn't deny her pure raw talent.
You wished you could be more like Yua.
~ x x x x x ~
"Ladies, ladies quiet down!" Your instructor said with pursed lips and her nosed turned up. All of you got in your positions. The most talented being in the front and you along with a few other girls in the back. Even they were better than you though.
The instructor clasped her hands together. "As you may know..." she began to pace. "A very important competition is coming up in a few months. It shall be preformed in front of the greatest instructors of all time in front of hundreds of people. It's the National Couples Duet Dance!"
All the girls stared blankly. One raised her hand.
"Yes Evergott?"
She pulled it down. "Um... but Miss... w-were an all girls school... we don't have any men." She said.
The instructor smiled, her winkles drawing out towards her high cheekbones. "Yes... that is why we've made a deal with them. We shall send in a girl in place of a man!"
All the girls gasped. "So does that mean we'll get to compete?" One girl asked.
"Oh my gosh how exciting!"
"Imagine- me on stage!!"
You looked around with a pleasant smile on your face. They all seemed excited and you felt their positive energy. You became rather anxious. Maybe you could convince the teacher to not let you go? Wouldn't be the first time. Embarrassing yourself as well as her in front of lots of people was something neither of you wanted.
The instructor frowned again. "Actually... I'm afraid only two will be able to go."
Immediately the positive energy dyed down.
"I have already chosen the two that will be going."
Immediately you seemed to stop listening. You knew it would never ever in a million years be you.
"Firstly, the man." The instructor cleared her throat as all the woman listened closely. "Miss Himari, Yua will be play the gentleman, please step up."
No surprise there. All of you watched Yua walk out with her typical emotionless expression and stand next to the instructor. You tilted your head. You guess you could see why they chose Yua to be the man. She's not only good at dancing but she also kind of looks boyish in a way... attractive- but boyish.
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"And for the female..." you could practically hear the girls crossing their fingers, shutting their eyes, and praying to a god they didn't even believe in.
'I bet it's Anne.' You thought, glancing over towards the red head who was watching the instructor intently.
"Miss... (Y/n) (L/n)!"
'CALLED I- wait what!?' Your heart stopped and your eyes widened. Everyone turned to look at you with shock written on their faces.
"No way-!!"
"What!? Are you SERIOUS!?"
"Her!?! Why!? Even I'm a better dancer-!"
The instructor motioned towards you. "Come on." She said.
You slowly made your way awkwardly past the girls feeling their eyes glare into the back of your head. It looks could kill you'd have dropped dead then burnt to a crisp before your ashes self destructed. Everything felt like it was going in slow motion... even Yua dropped her typical stoic looking face to have shock and maybe even horror written all over it.
You hesitantly glanced at her before looking at the ground and stepping beside her, facing towards everyone. The room was completely silent.
One of the girls quickly asked "No offense Miss... but why..." she paused and looked at you with disgust "her."
The instructor looked at all of you with a stern look on her face. "It's a learning experience for all of you. Every one of you expects me to send you out to the world when you haven't even earned it. I chose Yua because she needs a real challenge and I chose you, (Y/n)." She looked at you. "Because you need to learn that you can't always run away from your problems."
You gritted your teeth together and forced a smile. "Thank you Miss I take the opportunity with ." You stated sarcastically.
She gave you a smile before turning to the other girls. "With the rest of you we shall start by learning for the State championships! Yua and (Y/n)" she turned back to you. "You two have the entire room A3 to yourselves. I leave Yua in-charge and I expect you to teach and come up with a proper number."
Yua silently nodded.
"Good! Now get to it!" She said shooing you off.
~ x x x x x ~
The walk all the way to the other room was rather quiet. You didn't dare talk to the female beside you as nerves began to bubble up in your stomach. Dancing... with Yua... in front of hundreds of people and some of the best judges in the world... this was all too much for you to handle!!
Yua opened the door and allowed you to step in first. As soon as you did and she closed the door behind you she grabbed your wrists and pushed you up against the padded soundproof wall making you let out a yelp in surprise.
She narrowed her eyes with a mean look as she stared down at your smaller form. "Listen (L/n) you're not going to mess this up for me. When you're in this room your practicing under my rules. I won't let you slack off got it?" She hissed, her silver eyes glaring down at you.
You squeaked out a "yes" along with a slight whimper.
She peered into your soul sending shivers down your spine. "Good." Was all she said before pulling back and letting go of only one of your wrists. She dragged you over to the middle, pulling you into her chest. "Well first try a simple waltz because I'm curious to see what you can do."
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You nodded, your face slowly turning red. She placed a hand on your waist, pulling you slightly closer and clasping her hand in yours. You noticed that she was the perfect height to be in place for a man. She was also... very flat.
She began moving as if there was a simple beat going up and down with an orchestra. You tried your best to follow along but you had to glance down at your feet.
"Look at me (L/n)." She said.
You brought your head up to meet her eyes. They were like pools of mystery swirling around and as captivating and dangerous as the Bermuda Triangle.
Your ankle twisted slightly making you yelp and slightly stumble. Yua spun you around so wouldn't fall and brought you back to the rhythm. You were in awe... she really is a good dancer.
However you quickly ruined it by stepping on her foot and tripping, pushing your head into her chest and shoving her slightly backwards. She let go and stumbled a bit before glaring at you.
You clasped your hands over your mouth. "Oh my gosh I'm so sorry!" You said quickly.
She sighed and brushed herself off. "Sorry isn't going to help you improve." She walked back up to you and got into the position once again. "Now, were going to practice this until you get it down. While we do I'm going to spin you and pick you up a few times alright?"
You rapidly nodded your head. "O-Okay!" Mentally you were screaming. What was she thinking!? You couldn't do this!! There was no way! No way in hell!!
~ x x x x x ~
It had seem to have been hours of this torture. You had tripped her, fallen on your ass, panicked when she's picked you up, for dizzy and confused when she's twirled you and now you couldn't even feel your legs!! They were shaking!
Even Yua was getting tired. She hadn't really said anything other than "again!" About 800 times!
"Again." She said, taking your sweaty hands in her could ones. She was about to wrap an arm around your waist but you pulled away.
"N-no! I'm done!" You said.
"What?" She asked.
"I can't do this okay? I can't." You backed up. "Look I'm sorry I'll just tell the headmaster they've made a mistake and make them switch me with someone bet-!"
"You're not going anywhere." She roughly grabbed your wrist and pulled you over, tripping you and bending you backwards, catching your waist and her other hand on the back of your head, leaning in close to your face. "If you do that I'll have lost and that's not going to happen." She hissed.
You felt tears slowly swell up in your eyes feeling overwhelmed in the moment. "I-..I'm not like you Yua... I'm just not."
Her eyes widened for a moment. In that second with you below her Yua felt her heart skip a beat. It was... strange to say the least. Was she...? No!! She blinked. She wasn't going to catch any feelings for you.
Yua pulled you up to your feet and placed a soft hand on your cheek, tilting it up and gently tracing away a tear from your eye. "I'm not going to let you give up on me alright?" She said.
You tried to look away but she put both her hands on your cheeks and leaned in closer. "You're going to be my partner in this tournament... look at me (Y/n)."
You were slightly surprised to hear her say your name. You slowly looked at her with your big puffy (e/c) eyes.
"I'm not giving up on you." She said.
You felt your body tense up. You had never heard those words before... it felt... it felt so nice.
She pulled back and gently wiped a few tears off your face. "Now were going to do this waltz one last time and remember you've got to trust me alright? I'm not going to let you fall."
You swallowed thickly but nodded your head. "O-okay... one more time..."
She smirked slightly and it was very small. "Good."
This last waltz was the best one the two of have had yet. It had quite a few slip ups still but it was much better than the last few. It felt nice dancing with Yua... she was certainly special.
~ x x x x x ~
You and Yua had been practicing for a few weeks now and within that time you've gotten a lot closer to her. She was still very emotionless and stern but had a gentle and caring side as well. One night after a long practice during your break you decided to confess something to her.
"Yua..." you said as she sat down next to you.
"Hm?" She replied.
You looked down and anxiously twiddled your thumbs. "Well... you see I have... um..." you smiled and blushed brightly. "I have um... this... u-um..."
"Just spit it out already (Y/n)." She growled, taking a drink of her water.
"I-I just got my first kiss!!" You blurted out.
Yuas eyes widened and immediately she started choking. You gasped and patted her back as she coughed and sputtered. "Are you okay? Was it something I said!? I-I'm sorry if I-!"
She stopped and looked at you. "Who?" She muttered.
You tilted your head. "What?"
She sat up and stared at you with no emotion on her face. "Who kissed you?"
You blushed and poked your fingers together. "U-Um you know Aki-?"
Her face twisted with disgust. "The janitors son?" She asked, more of as a statement than a question.
You perked up. "You say that like it's a bad thing but he's actually super nice!!" You whined.
She narrowed her eyes. "He's just a player. You could do so much better."
You put your hands on your hips. "Oh yeah? Like who miss know-it-all?" You asked.
Yua suddenly turned to face you, placing one of her hands behind you and another tangled in your (h/l) (h/c) tresses. She leaned her face close making a deep blush and a look of shock spread across yours.
"Oh (Y/n)..." she muttered. "I could think of...at least one~." She moved her hand to your chin and tilted it up. "Let me show how a real man kisses a lady."
You felt your bottom lip tremble as you were froze. "Y-Y-Yua?" You squeaked.
She pulled away with a smirk on her lips. "Just kidding~." She stood up and stretched.
You held your face in your hands to hide your blush. "N-Not funny Yua!!!"
She chuckled and ruffled your hair. "I'm going to take a shower." She grabbed her bag. "Your mom is going to pick you up soon right?"
You nodded. "Yeah... no way I'm taking a shower here." You mumbled.
She chuckled and turned to leave.
"When does the other girls practice get off?" You asked.
She glanced back at you. "An hour or longer. Which means all the hot water I want~."
You giggled. "See ya Yua!"
She nodded. "Until tomorrow." And with that she left the room.
As soon as Yua left the room her pleasant smile dropped to a deep frown. So someone kissed you huh? She clenched her fist. Aki probably peer pressured you into doing it. You were so easily moldable it was rather worrisome for her. You were so fragile and leaned on her in her arms. Yua felt as if you might break at any moment. She had to protect you. You belonged to her.
~ x x x x x ~
You silently sat and waited for you mother to show up. It had only been a couple minutes before you heard a light buzzing sound. You pulled your phone out to check but there wasn't a single call.
The buzzing still continued.
You glanced over and gasped seeing Yuas phone. 'She must have left it...' you thought.
The buzzing stopped. You picked up and glanced at it for a moment. 'I'll spare her the trip and go bring it to her.' You thought, standing up. It was the least you could do for her being so patient with you all the time even when you'd randomly break down crying for absolutely no reason.
~ x x x x x ~
You stepped in the steam of the shower room. "Hey, Yua you left your phone so I'd..." You froze.
There before you stood Yua with her shirt unbuttoned revealing a pale toned chest... only she wore no bra nor had no breasts.
You dropped her phone in shock and backed up slightly. She looked at you. "Y-You're a b-!"
She- he!? Grabbed your wrists and slammed you against the wall. You felt the wind knock out of you with the amount of force he applied.
He gave you a nasty glare. "You weren't supposed to find out..." he mumbled. "It's a good thing I love you though."
You stared with a confused and horrified look on your face. "Y-Yua please-..." you muttered.
He rose a brow. "What... you think I'm going to knock the memory out of you?" He hummed.
You swallowed hard tried to look elsewhere, avoiding eye contact and looking at his chest. This wasn't how you thought this would go at all!!
"You know..." he suddenly said catching your attention back to him. "I'm kind of pissed off about Aki taking your first kiss... so just in case I should take your first second~."
Your eyes widened. "W-wait Yu- mmph!" Your body tensed up as you shut your eyes and you froze. It felt like you were kissing a woman... a woman who was your best friend but in reality you were kissing a man who was madly in love with you.
It all felt so strange and confusing yet also kind of hot and naughty... you didn't know how to feel.
You gently opened your eyes slightly. All you saw was a woman- a girl... a lady- kissing your lips in a soft romantic way. Her pale hand trailing up to take your cheek. Her long black hair slightly wet from the steam...
He pushed his tongue in making you shut your eyes again as he expertly explored your mouth. You couldn't help but move the hand he'd forgotten about and entangle it in his beautiful long black hair. It was a strange sensation and was definitely better than anything Aki could've ever done.
"What the hell is going on here!?"
Quickly Yua pulled back away from you and glared. You jumped and looked over only to see the instructor fuming.
Your eyes widened. Yua was definitely done for now!
She glanced between you two. "You-!" She looked at you. "A-And you!" She stared at Yua. She seemed to struggle to find words. "Don't-..." she pressed her hand against her head before looking back at you. "All I'll say is you'll be a lot more easy to replace than she is. The ladies will be coming in a minute." She glanced at Yua. "So cover up."
Yua glared daggers at the instructor but nodded her head.
"Don't let me see it again." She threatened before storming out.
Yua sighed and slowly buttoned her shirt up. You stared in absolute shock, slowly scooting over to the exit and running out.
You couldn't believe what just happened. First of all your best friend is a boy, second your best friend just kissed you, third the instructor knew she was a he and forth your best friend.
Is in love.
With you.
Your world was absolutely spinning out of control!!!
~ x x x x x ~
It's been a week since that has happened. You and Yua practiced as usual like nothing ever occurred that day. One night after practice when everyone was leaving you decided you were going to walk home. You made you way down the hall to the exist with your bag in hand. You turned the corner and saw a group of three girls standing there all glaring at you.
You paused. Something about this situation didn't feel right.
One of them, the leader it seems, walked towards you. You hesitantly watched.
She stopped in front of you. "You're the one partnered with Yua right?" She asked.
You slowly nodded your head. "Y-Yes that's me..."
Her face twisted in disgust and with one quick move she grabbed your hair and tossed you down to the ground in the middle of the three.
Your eyes widened. What the-!?
"You're taking her away from us she's our friend! And you're not going to get in our way!!" She hissed.
~ x x x x x ~
The girls had left you. You laid there and struggled to pull yourself up. Your clothes were all tasseled and bruises and blood where scattered about your body. You slowly stood up.
"I should wash this blood off before I go home..." you mumbled, looking down at your uniform. The lights suddenly cut up making you jump for a moment. That meant that everyone had left and no one was still here.
You couldn't help but smile. Good... you could take a shower then too. You picked your back up and texted your mom that you'd be home late and were staying after to practice. You really didn't want to have to tell her you got beat up because she'd probably laugh it off.
You made your way to the shower rooms and took your clothes off. You grabbed your white shirt and walked into the shower with it. The showers were built so 4 people could take one in one spot but most of them didn't. You turned the shower and bend down to wash out the blood in your shirt.
~ x x x x x ~
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