Warmth and familiar pine scent had invaded my senses. I could feel myself snuggling deeper into the feeling. It felt so good and then I realised.

Ethan. I was in Ethan's arms.

My eyes popped open.I scooted back in a hurry but I couldn't, our legs were tangled making it impossible for me to move.The clock flashed 8:00 am --that's weird Ethan never slept in. I could see him deep in slumber and breathing slowly. His strength made it difficult for me to even shift an inch. Why did I not make a pillow border?

I heard a knock followed by Aunt Eden's voice, "Honey, I'm coming in."

Oh shoot. I snuggled closer to Ethan and I realised he was awake due to the knock, he was startled in our position but before any of us could say or do anything Aunt came in.

"Good morning, lovebirds." We smiled at her, Ethan had his arm around me and both of us were now propped up on the headboard.I had my one hand on his chest. We were the definition of awkward.

"I made breakfast so freshen up and come down, quickly."

The moment she left the room, we scurried away from each other.

Ethan cleared his throat,"I'll go freshen up." I nodded at him.

I came downstairs, wearing my favourite white sundress. I was skipping around, I don't know why I felt so happy today.

I got in a chair at the dining table, everyone except Asher and Ethan was already there. Both of them were workaholics. I served myself waffles along with chocolate syrup.

With the first bite , I moaned involuntarily.Aunt Eden's waffles were to die for.When I opened my eyes I saw Ethan looking at me incredulously. I immediately regretted my actions.

He was wearing an ash coloured V-neck with dark wash jeans and smiled at me in curiosity.

"Ethan, come have a seat" Aunty said pointing towards the empty chair beside me.

"No" I said as I kept a hand there.Last night was already embarrassing plus he heard me moaning right now, I cannot let him sit beside me.

She looked at me baffled.

"I mean that I was saving this place for Emilia , so..."

"Pish-posh , I've already made myself comfortable here Skylar." Em chirped in a fake British accent. I glared at her.

"Sky, let Ethan sit there." Aunty said in an authoritative tone.

I deflated and reluctantly removed my hand and Ethan took a seat. He had the audacity to press his lips together so as to prevent him from laughing.

We had breakfast in peace, with everyone laughing and chatting. Asher and Ethan left for work. It was a Saturday so I had a day off. I went off to shopping with Emilia and Ava.

I was currently at our favourite boutique, looking around.

"Em, Sky, quick tell me how do I look in this?" Ava stood right outside the trial room in a beautiful satin top.

Em whistled, "You look bomb."

"Yeah, Ava you look really good in that." I fanned myself for exaggeration.She giggled and went back in.She has been happier than ever since she started dating Asher. I could see the twinkle in her eyes and her little giggles in everything. But it felt like she tried to hide it from me , like she didn't want to rub it in my face. She's got something I don't. Emilia hadn't been talking much about Chris, her boyfriend, either.

"Are you still here?" Em knocked her knuckles on my head. Ouch.

"Yeah, yeah." I rubbed my forehead.

"Don't you want something for the club tonight?"

"I think I'll be fine. I've got plenty of dresses in my wardrobe."

"No, we are having a girls night after so long .You need to look your best. I insist."

"No, Em. I'm not buying something just for the sake of it."

"But Sky..." She groaned with a frown.

"Alright fine, I'll look around. If I see something I really like, I'll get it."

That got her to stop nagging. I started looking around and came across a beautiful blush pink dress with straps. It was backless and reached my mid thigh. I liked it.

"Here, I'll get this." Emilia clapped with 3 dresses already in her hand.

We checked out and decided to get lunch.

"So Emilia since you came back you haven't mentioned Chris even once. Is everything alright between the two of you?" I asked while grabbing a forkful of pasta from my plate.

"Yeah, everything's okay. It's just the distance that's taking a toll on us. We are actually in the middle of a fight right now. But I'm sure he'll be happy to hear that now I've only gotta be in London for 3 months a year."

"Is that why he didn't come to the party last night?" Ava asked.

"Yeah."

Em sounded like she didn't want to talk about it so we dropped the topic.

The waiter came by to drop the bill. Ava grabbed it.

"My treat , girls."

"Ooo , why are you so happy and generous today?" Em teased her.

"What are you talking about? I'm happy and generous all the time."

"Yeah, right. Just tell me what's the reason already."

I gave her an encouraging look.

"Well...umm... Asher and I told we love each other, last night."

"Oh my God" Emilia and I were in a chorus.

"I'm so happy for you."I really was.

After a round of celebratory drinks, we made our way outside and went our separate ways.

It was 8 pm. I had to go to the club and Ethan still wasn't here so I left him a note.

We got in and started with a round of shots. I was a lightweight, but I just wanted to drink a lot tonight.

"So, Chris and I resolved everything, today !" Emilia told us excitedly.

"That calls for another round!" I flagged down the server.

"Sky, this is your third drink. Maybe pace yourself." Ava warned me.

"Tonight, I'm going all out." I said and downed another drink.

I don't know exactly how many drinks I had but all I could see was people surrounding me. I wasn't someone who liked to dance but today I wanted to.

"Oh god, Skylar is drunk!" Em called out to Ava and they both looked at me. But shortly after they joined me. That's what I call real friends.

We were having a lot of fun. Chris came by and picked up Emilia as she had to go early and wasn't in a state to drive.

I was back in the VIP lounge and I could see Asher and Ava sitting beside me looking at each other like nothing else mattered.

Seeing around and realising, no one's gonna pick me up neither do I have someone to look at me like their whole world, I decided to drown my sorrows in even more alcohol.

"Sky, are you out of your mind? You're not drinking anymore." Asher scolded me as he held my hand, preventing me from taking the shot.

"Now's not the time to go all big brother-ly on me. Let me enjoy and forget everything for one night." I slurred out the words. Ava was looking at me in concern.

Maybe I'm ruining their night--but hey I ruined my entire life.I don't want to think anymore so I took the shot. Asher glared at me, I didn't care. He doesn't know what it's like to be in a so called marriage and not having your own husband spare you even a single glance.

I could feel my senses leave my body as I didn't even comprehend what was going around me. Until, I met a pair of dark blue orbs. These looked familiar. Wait, that's Ethan looking at me. I don't even know what he was thinking. Was he angry ? Or was he pitying me? I don't care.But before I could take another shot, the tray was removed . I sighed and relaxed back into the sofa.

Ethan came and helped me up. He gritted his teeth, "What do you think you are doing , Skylar?"

I scrunched my eyes, "Have I ever told you that you are a very good looking man," i trailed my finger on his chest, "However, that doesn't matter because you have a shitty personality." He slid his hand through his hair in frustration.

"I think we should head home." He grabbed me by the waist.

"Nope , I want to dance." I tried getting free of his hold unsuccessfully.

"No, Skylar we're going home." He pulled me closer to himself.

"Wait. You're spinning." I giggled.

"Are you feeling dizzy?" The concern was laced in his voice. I'm sure he's just doing this to show Asher that he cares about me.

"Nope, now it feels like the room is spinning." I giggled even more.

"Let's get you home, enough for today."

"No wait , now I am spinning." I laughed and pointed at myself.

I bent down and felt like puking. I grabbed the nearby bag and retched.I felt two hands holding back my hair.Two familiar hands, the same ones that surrounded me this morning. Must be Ethan.

"Ethan, you should take her home. She doesn't tolerate alcohol very well.Thanks for coming on such a short notice." Asher said curtly, "I'll drop by tomorrow to see how she's doing and give her a piece of my mind." He sounded mad.

"Yeah, I'll join him too." Ava added softly as she helped me up.

I wasn't scared of him. I just scoffed and left with Ethan.

I was sleepy, very sleepy but Ethan won't let me sleep as he extended a glass full of water towards me.

"Skylar, for the hundredth time. Just drink the damn water and then I'll let you sleep."

"No, I want to sleep."

"Skylar..." His patience was running thin. Why was everyone so mad at me today?

"Alright fine, but could you take my dress off first? It's not very comfortable." I raised my hands and he looked away.

He then sighed and proceeded to take it off. I was free at last.

"Fuck," he muttered under his breath before leaving the room.

I finally drank the water and it did make me feel better. I just didn't want to prove Ethan right.He then came in and put me in a big white t-shirt.

"Is this yours?"

"Yes."

"Why are you putting on your t-shirt on me?"

"Because I can't bother to look in your wardrobe right now."

"Why not?"

"Skylar, just go to sleep." He sighed and removed the single pin from my hair.

"Shhh," I held my finger against my lips as I gestured him to follow me. I heard something on the terrace."Follow me."

"Skylar, I swear to god --"

"Shush! I said follow me" I grabbed his collar and he had no choice.I was swaying as I slid open the large glass door to the balcony. Ethan's room had a terrace? Wow, it must be the wind's whistling sound. I got closer to the railing for a better view.

"Skylar stop right there." He let out a ragged breath.

I ignored him and moved forward. He is not the boss of me, I'll do what I want to.I glanced down but I felt dizzy and lost my balance and just then I was yanked back and hit straight into a very strong chest. Ethan's comforting scent was lulling me to sleep.

"Have I told you, you smell really good? All the time." I smiled up at him.

He shook his head,"Enough of this, let's get you to bed now."

"But I don't want to be alone."

"Don't be childish."

I pouted.

"Fine, I'll stay with you." He grumbled and pulled me into the room, locking the balcony door behind him.

"Okay!" And I jumped on his bed.

He got in beside me but didn't settle under the covers.I got up and covered him, he'll be cold.

"Ethan?"

"Hmm?"

"Do you think I will ever find someone who loves me?"

He looked at me with his big eyes, a bit shocked.

"Why are you asking me?"

"Because everyone around me is so happy and I'm here.You don't even like me , let alone love me."

He stays silent and searched my face for a moment before finally saying, "Of course you'll find someone Skylar. Look at you."

"Oh so you think I'm attractive?"

"Sure." He turned away.

I grabbed his chin and made him face me.

"Look into my eyes and say it."

He remained silent and I was getting lost in his oceanic eyes.

"Yes, Skylar. Someone out there will be lucky to have you.Love you and cherish you because you are not only attractive but a kind hearted person."

I smiled at him. And then I kissed him.

The thing that shocked me was that he kissed me back.Passionately.

It was soft at first as our lips moved together in sync and then I bit him, he opened his mouth , allowing me to enter. It grew stronger, I was literally straddling him and he was holding me close to him. This is the best feeling ever. His hand travelled down my back but when I gasped, he came back to his senses.

He broke it off. "Stop. We cannot do this, not when you're inebriated."

"Inebb, unn...what?"

"Go to sleep, Skylar." He started getting up.

"I asked you to stay and you said you will and now you're leaving."I could feel tears in my eyes, "Everybody leaves. Always."

"Hey, don't cry. I'm right here." He wiped off the traitorous tear that had escaped and sat beside me again.

I snuggled him closer to me.He was so stiff.So I urged him and then he relaxed as he wrapped his arms around me.

"I hope you don't remember anything tomorrow." was the last thing I heard as I fell asleep.