"Come on Xander, it's corvette corvette hop in a mutherfucking jet like that," Zahara said as she pretended she was driving a car.

I sat there and looked at her weirdly. I don't know, I have been feeling weird shit lately. Towards Zay of course, she just do something to me. I wouldn't mind eating her out again.

She just different from all these other broads that I usually fuck with. She makes me mad as hell sometimes and even with my bipolar disorder. I feel like I'm always surrounded by darkness but she brightens my day.

I sound like a sappy ass nigga right now.

"Come Xander, Bitch Corvette Corvette." She said while jumping at me like she was gone hit me.

"Ain finna do no damn TikTok, where the fuck Rico and dem at," I said. They have been gone for hours and I don't if it's just me but I feel Zay tryna distract me. And to be honest it's working.

"Don't be worrying about allat. I have been meaning to ask you something." She said while pulling her braids to the side.

I look at her weirdly, I never know what the hell she gone ask me because she is unpredictable as fuck. Why? I don't even know.

"What you wanna ask me?" I said.

I just been thinking about this since we got here, well since this whole thing between us happened. I don't know how he's going to react but I just have to know.

"So I've been wondering what are we?" I said

"What you mean?" He said looking up from his phone.

I think I'm doing a pretty good job of distracting him. I don't what the hell Jasmine and them doing but they need to hurry the hell up.

"I mean like you do things to me. So what are we?" I said. I hate elaborate things. Some people be knowing what you talking bout but they act confused and that shit pisses me off.

I never felt like this when other lil boyfriends I had which was 3 but we didn't do any of the things I did with Xander. He gets me even with his bipolar disorder. He makes me feel different but a good different.

"What kind of things I do to you?" He said while smiling a lil and lifting his eyebrows.

See this that shit I'm talking bout. I like to be blunt with everyone else but when it comes to him, he getting a bitch all nervous with the way he is staring at you. Them "fuck me" eyes.

"You know what I mean, you just ate my pussy and we do a couple of things so what are we. Stop acting like you don't know what I'm asking." I said while standing up putting my hands on my hips.

"I'm just fucking witcha. What you wanna be my girl or something." He said while licking his lips.

"I mean I ain't let no other touch me like I let you," I said.

"Good because I wouldn't want to have to find every nigga you were fucking with previously and blow their head off their fucking shoulders." He said so calmly.

Why is he always so calm when he says things like this, maybe it's his Bipolar Disorder.

"Are you even gone answer my question?" I asked as I sat down next to him.

"I thought I already did." He said while shrugging his shoulders.

"No the hell you didn't, you're always imprecise with your words," I said as I folded my arms.

"You the only girl I let talk to me crazy, only girl pussy I eat, only girl I let stay in my house. I don't even be kissing broads on the lips, but I'll kiss yours and not get annoyed by doing it. So what does that tell you." He said.

Well excuse the hell out of me, he didn't have to be so blunt about it. Does everything sexy come out of his mouth cause damn?

"You sound like a sap right now, it's so cute," I said while crawling onto his lap.

He wrapped his arms around my waist. "Yeah well don't be going around telling people or I might have to kill them." He said.

I know what he saying is true because when has Xander ever lied about wanting to kill someone. He kills for a sport, this his life, and I have to get the hang of it. I'm not used to this gang violence.

I pull him into a slow but passionate kiss. I move my lips slowly against his wrapping my arms around his neck.

He bites my lips softly for permission, his tongue moves its way into my mouth. I moan lightly at the feeling of his print sticking into me.

"Yo ass need to chill out before I rearrange yo guts and I know yo ass can't take no dick." He says moving me over his print.

I lick my swollen lips.

"You don't know what I can take," I say mugging him.

"We're back!!" Jasmine said as she walking inside the mansion with shopping bags.

"So you telling me y'all went shopping and ain't tell a bitch nothing. Y'all low-down as hell for that.

"Guh. Don't worry I got you something that's going to make Xander drool." Jasmine says.

She takes this cute as tie-dye shorts and jacket out.

"That's cute as hell, Xander probably ain't gone want me showing my body since we exclusive now," I said waiting to see Jasmine's reaction.

"Say what now, I'm gone for 2-3 hours and y'all boyfriend and girlfriend. Ouu my bitch finna be getting dick down." She said while doing a lil dance.

This bitch happier than me, which couldn't be possible since I'm pretty fucking happy right now.

We just taking things so as of now, I don't wanna rush it. I want it to happen naturally. It's like every time something good happens to me, some shit comes and fuck it up.

"Okay bitch enough with the chitchat let's go get ready, Rico and them finna be in hea in a minute. They got some gifts for Black." Jasmine said while grabbing my arm and rushing me upstairs.

"Ouu I look fine as hell, Bitch I'm a big gangsta I turn around with that foreign love. Cocaina slanga, a hunnid of em' just sold it all." I said while looking in the mirror.

I put my sneakers I just bought on. "You wearing sneakers to a club," Sariah said.

"I can't believe you got bangs bitch." I said while fixing my hair.

"Yes bitch, not the banyang the banyang," Jasmine said while moving her head side to side.

"Yea I know I look cayute." She said.

"Rico might make me take this dress off, but I don't give a fuck bout nun of det shit." Jasmine while quoting AsianDoll.

"Hell nah we ain't giving out statements nigga." I said while singing a verse of the song.

"You look cute as hell, we bout to be lit tonight," Sariah said.

"Right, I can't wait to see what my man looks like," I said.

It sounds funny saying Xander is my man but it feels like it's meant to be. I just feel like it's going to be different and I don't know what's going to happen but a bitch going to be ready.

Xander looks so fucking good right now, I don't why I'm so horny right now. But I have to get it together. Tonight might just be an eventful night. Who knows what's at stake for tonight. Let me shut the hell up sounding like an author.

I'm getting in my head right now. I need to relax.

"Twerk some suh," Jasmine said while throwing ones at the stripper.

"Ouu bitch you flexible flexible I see you," Sariah said.

Xander hands me a stack of money and I gladly take it. I'm not turning no money down. He not even paying attention to the strippers that are trying to get his attention. He just staring at me like he wants some.

"Thanks Bae," I said while winking at Xander.

I start throwing cash at the stripper. I'm having so much fun but then I get this oral like some shit bout to go down in other words I'm gonna have to knock a bitch head off.

Suddenly this skinny brown-skin chick walks up to us while we're in V.I.P. She's pretty lemme invite her in.

"Heyy bodyguard bitch let her in," I said yelling at the bodyguard.

"Why you gotta call everyone a bitch." Jasmine said while laughing. Obviously, she is drunk.

"Come in girl. I'm Zahara, these are my people." I said. I was a little bit tipsy because what the fuck am I even saying.

She looks around and her eyes land on Xander who is on his phone and I swear I seen her eyes light up or recognition.

It better not be what I think it is. I walk over to Xander and sit next to him and put his arm around my shoulder. I look at the girl and see anger and jealousy flash across her face but it quickly disappears.

"So what's your name girly," Sariah said while smoking on her hookah.

"My names Nikki, I'm pretty sure Xander knows who I am." She says as her eyes linger on Xander.

Xander looks up from his phone and looks at her. "Who you?" He said confusingly.

He never pays attention. The girl looks like she's hurt by his words but quickly covers it up.

"Um, how do you know him? I asked tilting my head.

"Oh I remember you, you that girl he fucked and you thought y'all was in a relationship and he had to embarrass yo ass," Rico said while laughing but I didn't find shit funny.

"Um excuse me. What did you just say?" I said while looking at Xander waiting for Rico to repeat himself.

"That's the girl he fuc-" Rico was cut off by Rashawn hitting him in his arm.

Xander just shrugs his shoulder like he doesn't have a care in the world. "I don't remember the broad."

I turned back and looked at Nikki. "You heard him, he don't remember you so I suggest you get to stepping for you get stepped on," I said while getting up. I was ready to pop a bitch. I want her to say some out of the way.

"We had some special and you just threw it away, Black. Bitch he doesn't need you in his life he needs me." Nikki says while standing up.

"Bitch lemme tell you some bout Zahara," I said while bawling my fist up. This bitch disrespected me and I was thinking bout taking the high road on fighting but fuck that.

"What about Zahara." She said while getting a lil too close. She grabbed a drink off the table and threw it in my face.

Next thing you know my hands started flying towards her face. I felt Xander hold me back, but that wasn't stopping me from hitting this bitch.

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"BITCH BITCH BITCH." I said while throwing punches at her head. This bitch had my braids but that's wasn't stopping me from doing ship. Sariah asked me why I was going to wear shoes tonight.

My gut feeling told me I was gone have to fuck a bitch up.

"Let her go Zay." I hear Xander tell me. I ain't letting shit go till this bitch let my hair go.

They finally break us apart and carry Nikki out of the building.

"Yeah bitch ask about me," I yell trying to get out of Xander's arms

"Really Zahara," Jasmine said while shaking her head laughing at me.