I can not believe he really coming over here. My mind is just a blur after what happened yesterday. I really don't wanna be bothered with no one.

I hear a knock at the door assuming it's the pizza man. We already ordered the pizza since it want take long for Xander and them to be here. It's there first time being here since we got the place.

I open the door expecting to see the pizza man and come face to face with Xander.

"You," I said with a mug on my face.

"Man, move yo ass out the way," Xander said while he pushed me out the way while walking inside the apartment.

I shut the door and turn around while crossing my arms.

"You need to learn how to keep your fucking hands to yourself," I said while slamming the door.

"AND YOU NEED TO LEARN WHO THE FUCK YOU TALKING TO," Xander said as he stood and in front of me.

"Get the fuck out my face," I said as I tried to hit him but he grabbed my arm.

"You really haven't learned your lesson, have you?" He said as he grabbed my throat.

There go that feeling I got the night he choked me. Am I horny? God, I hope I'm not.

"Get your fucking hands off me," I said out of breathe.

"Who the fuck are you talking to?" He said as his hands got a little tighter around my throat, but not too tight to suffocate me.

"Nobody," I said as I muttered under my breathe.

"What I told you last time you put your hands on me?" He said.

I remember exactly what he said. Why must I push people's buttons? Why do I beat bitches ass but when I'm with him I'm a scary-ass bitch? Who knows.

"That you were gone fuck me up," I said with sarcasm.

"You're correct, try that shit again." He said as he pushed me to the side.

That nigga really has the audacity. He really gets on my nerve. He ain't gone do shit.

I head upstairs to take my shower. I'm not going to let him ruin my day. I go inside my bathroom and remove my clothing.

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20 mins later

I get out of the shower and wrap my towel around my body.

I walk inside my room and put something comfy on.

After I put my clothes on, I head downstairs and go to the living room.

"I see you're still here," I said as I see Xander sitting on the couch scrolling through his phone.

He looked up and licked his lips. He does not need to do that around me, he gone start something.

"Take yo Lil ass on somewhere." He said.

"I don't take orders I give them," I said as I sat down and grabbed the remote.

The pizza man should be here, but he isn't. Somebody ain't getting a tip. I felt him staring at me but I refused to look at him. I turn the tv on and search for something to watch.

This nigga still staring at me, like I'm really bout to go off.

"Why are you scrunching your face up?" He said.

"Same reason you staring at me," I said while rolling my neck.

"You need to chill out with that stank ass attitude." He said while stroking his beard.

"And you need to learn how to keep your fucking hands to yourself," I said while crossing my arms.

"Don't act like you don't like it." He said while smirking.

"Bitch shut up," I said.

"Who the fuck are you calling a bitch?" He said while getting serious real quick.

"Nobody," I said while rolling my eyes.

"Fuck I thought." He said.

Imma just ignore him because he want me to say some. So I just stared at what was on tv. Which was SpongeBob, which is one of my favorite shows?

"Aye Zay." I heard Xander say. I know he calling me but where the hell he get that nickname from.

"Aye Zay," Xander said once again.

"So you gone ignore me." He said sounding like he getting mad.

"Come here." He said. I looked at him and rolled my eyes.

"I ain't gone say it again." He said sounding fed up. That's all it took for me to get up and walk over there slowly.

"What you want?" I said while crossing my arms in front of him.

He looked up and licked his lips at me.

"Come here." He said.

"Boy, I'm already in front of you," I said while rolling my eyes.

"I'll give you another reason to be rolling your eyes." He said while grabbing my arm and tossing me on the couch.

Now I'm laying on my back and he's sitting at the end of my foot.

"Stop playing Xander, you just had an attitude a couple of minutes ago," I said.

"Just shut the fuck up." He said while grabbing my waist and pulling my body to his. We were closer than close, his hands rubbing up and down my back. I was literally sitting in his lap.

I'm freaking out but I'm horny at the same time.

I made it up to my room and headed straight toward the bathroom. I looked in and saw how flustered I looked. I can't believe I just had an orgasm. My very first orgasm at that fact.

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I heard conversation downstairs, I assume Jasmine and Rico are here. I peel my clothes off my body and clean my self up. I change into something more comfortable.

I walk out of the bathroom and out of my room. Heading straight downstairs.

"Oh good, you finally came downstairs," Jasmine said as she flipped open one of the boxes of pizza.

"Yea I was taking a shower," I said not mentioning what happened between me and Xander.

"Well dig in pooh, because we're about to start the movie." She said while walking out the kitchen.

"Okay," I said as I grabbed 5 slices of pizza.

I know I know, that seems greedy but I'm not going to waste food and plus I'm starving. I sit my plate down on the counter while I fix me something to drink.

After what happened between me and Zahara, my mind has just been crazy. Maybe it's my bipolar condition, I don't know but her moaning had me ready to fuck the shit out of her.

But, I know she ain't ready for all that. So imma just chill with it.

"So what y'all asses were doing here while we were gone?" Rico said being his usual loud self.

"Minding our fucking business," I said.

"You always gotta get an attitude," Rico said while tooting his lips up in a playful manner.

"And you always sticking your nose and shit that doesn't concern you," I said.

"Yo ass probably needs some pussy with that stank ass attitude," Rico said while laughing.

"Mann shut the fuck up," I said while shoving him.

"Looking stuck," Rico said.

I didn't say anything back, because I don't entertain anybody. Plus I know he just fucking around.

"What we gone watch bae?" Jasmine said as she entered the room and sitting down next to Rico.

"Whatever you wanna watch baby," Rico said as he typed on his phone.

"Xander you better not been messing with my bestie while I wasn't here," Jasmine said while looking at me with. Raised eyebrow.

"Mann ain't nobody paying attention to your best friend who be starting shit with me," I said running my hands over my waves.

"Mmh, y'all argue like y'all a married couple, knowing y'all wanna fuck the shit out of each other," Rico said while shaking his head.

"Shut yo nosy ass up," I said dismissing his ass.

"Y'all both need to stop arguing about my best friend like she ain't in the next room," Jasmine said while looking through movies.

"And you need to hurry the hell up and find the movie. Chop Chop mutherfuckerrrr!!" Rico said while clapping his hands.

Zahara finally came into the living room with pizza and a drink. All to honesty, she was looking beautiful. That sexual thing we did today, I just couldn't stop thinking about it.

She sat next to me with 5 slices of pizza. I love me a girl with an appetite.

"Damn you eating for 2 over there." Rico's loud ass said.

"Bae, shut up and turn the lights off," Jasmine said while choosing a movie.

"You gone stop talking to me like I'm your dog or some shit," Rico said while getting up turning the lights off. He made his way back to the couch and sat down.

The movie started and everyone was quiet. Except for Zahara over here munching on that damn pizza.

We went like this for the rest of the night.

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