《The Rest of Your Life (Yandere!Killua x Reader)》How Could You?
Advertisement
Please read from the beginning if you haven't already.
Also, I've been noticing some questioning about Y/N's decision. Remember, he did attempt to rape you, threatened your family, AND killed your ex boyfriend . . .
=======================================================================
KILLUA'S POV:
It's finally Sunday! I was bouncing around all day, barely able to contain the excitement of seeing Y/N. It felt like an eternity without it.
I realized I never clarified the exact time I would meet with her. We only agreed sometime on Sunday afternoon, so I didn't know when she would come. I questioned the cops if they knew. They avoided my eyes and said no. I know they're lying, but I don't kill them for the sake of Y/N.
With no other options, I sat and waited. I began to annoy some of the guards because I was becoming more and more anxious to see her. They told me to please be quiet.
When the day slowly came to an end, my heart shattered. This was what I was looking forward to all week. Maybe Y/N just forgot or had something important to do.
I guess I'll wait another week. She would never skip to see me after her promise . . . Right?
***
COLE'S POV:
Killua would not shut up for the last few hours! Unfortunately, I was on guard duty so I had to put up with it.
I'm so glad Y/N got the freedom she deserves and brought Killua to justice. I heard the news where she was going to move away next week. I was kind of upset to hear, but it's a good new start for Y/N.
My thoughts are interrupted with Killua's voice.
"When is she coming? Did she say she wasn't going to show up? Are you sure she didn't say anything to you to tell me?"
I took a deep breath, trying not to punch the wall. "I told you already. She did not inform me of anything in this matter, and I believe you should be quiet now."
He glares at me. "I want to see her . . . Oh! I know! Can you call her right now for me and remind her of our meeting? I think she just forgot!"
"Sorry, no can do."
"Why not?!"
"You are prohibited from accessing any technology to communicate with others."
"Call her for me then!"
"I cannot because I do not want to and can't fulfill requests for you."
Killua makes some kind of growl that makes me almost take a step back.
Advertisement
"Look . . . I know you're lying about something here."
"I'm not lying about anything."
"Yes, you are. You are hiding something. If you tell me what it is now before I find out, I'll make your death quick."
I can't help it but laugh. "Killua, listen to me. No one's hiding anything from you and you're going to be in a cell for the rest of your life. Think about your death before mine."
He doesn't answer but speaks after a minute. "You're the one doing this, aren't you?" he whispers threateningly.
Even though he was locked up in one of the most secured cells and prisons in the world, his tone made my hair stand up on the back of my neck. After all, you can't blame me. He looked pretty scary right now and murdered so many people in the past.
Even so, I composed myself and spoke with authority. "I don't know what you are talking about. I'm only doing my job here."
"I bet you're the one who told Y/N not to visit me . . . you told her to stay away because you wanted her all to yourself . . ."
Now, Y/N is an attractive women and I like her. However, I didn't like her that way. She's a good person and would be a good friend, but I can't imagine anything else.
"Killua, do not be delusional. That is nonsense, and again, I'm only doing my job."
He doesn't respond.
***
YOUR POV:
I'm supposed to see Killua today. Instead, I'm curled up in my bed and reading a book. My phone rings loudly next to me.
"Hello?"
"Y/N! How are you doing?" Cole chirps. I can recognize his voice anywhere.
"Great. So . . . um . . . how's Killua taking my absence?"
"He wouldn't stop asking questions, but he hasn't exactly gotten crazy."
"Exactly?"
"Well he's just kind of anxious, you know?"
"Oh . . ."
"Don't worry about it. Everything is under control."
"Thank you. Things just get crazy sometimes in life, right?"
"Yeah."
***
KILLUA'S POV:
It's been three weeks and I'm slowly breaking apart. Where is she? Where is she? WHERE IS SHE?
There's no way she would've forgotten all of those times or had important things to do. If she did, she would've at least told Cole or another officer to inform me by now.
I think it's Cole who's causing this. He'll pay for what he has done with a long, painful death. I even laid in my old, creaky bed brainstorming ways to kill him slowly.
Advertisement
However, no matter how much anger I felt, the thing I experienced the most was sadness. Sadness from not seeing Y/N. Sadness from being alone for so long. Sadness of having the feeling of being abandoned.
"Are you sure you can't call her?" I snapped to the current guard on duty. I'll call him Dick.
"No, it's strictly against the policies. I already told you. Now, please be quiet."
Ugh. They're all the same . . . trying to break Y/N and I apart!
"CAN YOU AT LEAST TELL HER TO SEE ME?! IT'S A NOT A BIG REQUEST!"
"I can't do that!" Dick yells.
"You're so-"
"Look. I'm not even supposed to be talking to you. This conversation is over."
"Fine, Dick," I spat.
***
YOUR POV:
"It's getting worse," Cole says. "He's going crazy now."
"I'm really sorry Cole. If you really want me to I'll visit him to calm him d-"
"NO! Do not even suggest that, Y/N. We are here to protect you. I will not ever even let you close to him. Do you hear me?!"
"Y-yeah."
"Good. I'm sorry for my small outburst, but it's extremely dangerous for you to be near him. I advise you to never see him again."
"Don't worry, I'm planning on that."
"Remember it's the best for you."
"Of course."
***
KILLUA'S POV:
It's been five weeks. I've ran out of questions and energy. I just want to see my beautiful Y/N. I just want to see her . . .
I lay limply against the cold, grey wall with my lead down in sorrow. I try to think of her to make me feel better. But it only gives me a painful feeling in my chest.
I'm not trying to hurt anyone this time. I'm not trying to trick anyone this time. All I want is to see Y/N. Is that too much to ask?
I can't live without her. I'm gradually chipping, breaking apart. Pieces of myself are disappearing. I need her.
My hands roam against the wall. I let out my frustration and dragged my nails across it going downwards, making a horrendous screeching noise. A noticeable long scratch mark appears. Suddenly, I have an idea.
I stand up and spend the next hour scratching the wall. The horrible noise continues but I must finish this. When I'm done I smile at my work. Engraved into the wall it said,
"I will always love you and be with you for THE REST OF MY LIFE." I capitalized and bolded the "rest of my life" part to emphasize my devotion. It all made me somewhat better, letting out my emotions.
My thoughts are interrupted when I hear footsteps down the hall.
"The police station is so busy these days. Criminals just won't stop." My ears pick up on the nearby conversation since I wanted to get my mind of Y/N. A normal person wouldn't hear them from their distance, but I have an ability to listen from far positions.
Another voice responds to the first one. I'm assuming there's only two people there at the moment due to the lack of a third presence. "Yeah, it's so tiring. It would be nice to have a raise these days."
"Yeah, especially since we caught Killua Zoldyck!"
"Man, I still can't believe it."
"I've heard he's been begging to see the girl he kidnapped."
"Of course. But he's a fool for thinking we'll let him see her. He's even more of a fool for thinking she would see him."
"I'm surprised he bought her lie though. Did you know he actually believed she loved him when all she was doing was throwing him in jail for him to rot? Karma goes around, you know?"
"I don't believe that's karma. That's just hate for what he's done. I don't blame the girl for doing that to him." They talk about other not important things, then walk away.
I buried my head in my hands. That couldn't be true . . . Y/N will never do that . . . She wouldn't lie . . . She wouldn't do that to me . . . She said she would love me and be there with me for the rest of my life . . .
But I knew it was the truth. There is no other explanation to this point.
My fists started trembling, and I smashed open the strong security cell bars with one solid punch. I refuse to sit here and wait for someone who will never come. I will go to her if she won't come to me! My knuckles turned slightly red from the impact, but I hardly felt any pain.
How could you, Y/N?
======================================================================
It might seem kind of annoying with the excessive changes in POV, but I wanted you all to fully know what was going on in all places to understand the story better. Thanks for reading, and I hope you enjoyed!
VOTE
COMMENT
Advertisement
- In Serial79 Chapters
Shattered Helix
[Shattered Helix is a slow burn, Western, Cultivation, and LitRPG mash-up] [Synopsis] The end of the 21st century ushered in a new age of gaming. Using the latest Neurolink Delve Implants, players can now explore virtual worlds with every sense intact. Follow Kyle, Samantha, and Collin as they each explore the hottest new FIVRMMO ‘Fantasy’, a game world built using the latest AI technology. Tag along as three different generations take on the mysteries within the next generation in virtual reality. [Blurb] Kyle McMcoy’s world was shattered when his parents and sister were killed during an incident with a rogue AI. However, an unexpected journey into the virtual world of gaming helped heal those wounds. Being a long-time player of Phantasmal Realms, Kyle is set to be one of the first to experience this next generation in FIVRMMOs. Follow along with Kyle, aka Flea, and his AI companion Bob, as they try to learn what the AIs of Shattered Helix really created. Captain Collin Holmes served his country over 40 years, stationed in his hometown of Chicago. With his buddies, Stephanson, Marcus, Travis, and Burt, the members of The Mad Ghosts battalion were the tip of the spear for every conflict this last half-century. Having all retired, they bought their way to the front of the line to Neurolink’s newest game, Fantasy. Join Collin, aka Barricade, as he and his marines bring their real-world experience to virtual reality. Samantha Brudt was just another victim of the government’s forced retirement policy. With her loved ones gone, she decided to spend the rest of her life in a medical retirement capsule facility playing the virtual game, Fantasy. But a simple act of kindness re-directs Sam, aka Ginka from a normal starter island to an advanced, bustling city. Being the only human in the great Kingdom of Ravaryn, Ginka tries to open a bakery while helping out a race of Demons in a city full of Angels. [Release Schedule: Mon, Tues, Wed, Thurs, and Fri.] Editor: AmaraiCoverart: Kart Studios Digi
8 314 - In Serial15 Chapters
I'm a hero? Nope, familiar
Currently on hiatus (short one, I need a break) Ever wanted to be summoned as a hero? Ever wondered when that doesn't work as planned? Well Niles didn't want to either, but both happened to him. Watch as he gets to learn about how much summoning, magic, monsters, and how people can just ruin his day. Hello, author here. I'm new to this, and this is my first fiction. I'm rather bored so I am doing this for fun, but I don't mind learning. If you notice any mistakes in grammar, spelling, plot, etc. Don't hesitate to tell me :) I'll update the tags as the story gets further.
8 121 - In Serial12 Chapters
Life of Two
Within two separate worlds, Two unique children were born. They weren't calm and always seemed to be in constant pain. One had the fate to be a God-Class being, while the other had a less fortunate start as a Mortal within confines. They saw through each other's eyes, witnessing two lives in constant and thought separate thoughts in their connected single mind. Of different status, of different passage of time, of different mental fortitude, and of different lifestyles, nothing matched for the two as they lived twice at once. In the end, all they wish for is a constant of peace. A dream that was rather difficult, but was better to at least think to. The Mortal who hid his exhaustion and kept away his darkened corruption, and the God who lead a healthy yet dutiful life. This is the Life of Two.______
8 225 - In Serial7 Chapters
Life as a Game, Cool
Soo… Hello? Why am I doing this? Ugh… Anyway, name’s Sethsamm, no last name. Why you ask? Well… it all started with me waking up and having this holographic RPG-like window in front of me. Sounds like one of the many mangas’ I read, funny. So I got this window, then it explains that my life is now a video game. And then shit hits the hay… Starts up a bit slow, also a bit of wish fulfillment. Of course, there will be plot since I have a dislike for stories without plot, conflict, or even MC struggles. A/N: Changed the Cover Photo
8 94 - In Serial49 Chapters
[Don't] Fear the Dragon!
Do yourself a favour and, if the chance to become a dragon in a different world ever arrives, reject it as kindly as possible. As for myself? I didn't have much say in the matter. I've wanted one thing, and one thing alone in this life—to be left alone. But these humans are beyond stereotypical. None of the other dragons let them in on the secret that we only hoard treasure in order to bait the fools. Or how it's a common belief that we eat humans for breakfast. Seriously! Not even a village would substitute as a snack. How do they think people taste anyway? Gross! But it doesn't matter if you hide away in your cave, doing nothing. Some hero is bound to find and attempt to slay you anyways. Or weird cultists offering sacrifices at your door. But there was this princess that asked me to kidnap her one time. Now that was an interesting one... [Updated daily at 11 PM | EST!]
8 246 - In Serial26 Chapters
Shades Of Love
(completed jenlisa short story)❝Can you let your baby be my girl? ❞*not edited*highest ranking #19 Jennie #2 poetryStarted: 9/12/2019Finished: 15/12/2019
8 92

