i wake up to the sound of my phone ringing and i lift my head off my steering wheel. i grab my phone seeing it's billie and answer it.

"what the fuck is your problem? i've been texting and calling you for fucking hours aaliyah and you didn't answer me. where the hell are you it's four am?" she yells

i wipe my eyes and pull the phone away from my ear. i look at the time seeing it was four am and she's called and texted about four hundred times.

damn that sleep was good.

"i'm sorry i fell asleep" i say

"where the fuck are you?" she asks

"i-wait where am i?" i ask myself looking around

i notice i'm in a parking lot in the middle of trees. oh now i remember!

"i'm at the the lake,i'm sorry i fell asleep" i yawn

"aaliyah...you told me you were going to sierras house why are you at the fucking lake?"

"i did?" i ask

suddenly she hangs up on me while i'm still processing everything.

i start the car and pull out the parking lot . i'm sleepy still.

i was at the lake to clear my mind i guess. well not really but let's just say i still don't take my medicine and billie has been thinking i have for the past year.

i was going to go to sierra's house but then i got an idea. it ended with me falling asleep in the car after watching ducks walk around.

my phone starts to ring as i'm driving and i answer it. "hi baby" the voice say

i hang up. i'm hallucinating right? yeah i am!

i'm going crazy,she didn't actually arise from death and come back in my life. totally is still dead.

the light turns green and as i'm driving by it i see a car speeding towards mine.

i step on the gas as fast as i can possibly avoiding getting hit. that just ended into my car crashing right into the tree.

i hit my head hard against the wheel and my vision starts to get blurry. my eyes start to get heavy and the last thing i hear is "can you hear me?" before passing out

i wake up to a dark room. i turn my head left and see a window with the curtains pulled together. i see a body figure laying on the sofa.

i notice just by the shape of the body it's billie. i turn right to see the monitors and all the other regular stuff you'll see in a hospital room.

i move my body a little but a sharp pain shoots throughout the side of my torso.

i grip the blanket tightly in pain. my eyes begin to water before the pain shortly goes away.

i look down and lift my hospital gown up. i see a bandage covering the spot the pain come from. i notice some blood coming from the bandage too.

i don't think that's normal?

"billie" i whisper

no response as i thought. "billie" i say louder

no response. i find the nearest thing near me which happens to be the remote to the tv in the room and throw it at her.

she jumps up startled awake. "are you okay? what's wrong? are you in pain? you're okay right? how you feeling?" she immediately begins questioning

suddenly my head starts pounding hurting and i groan in pain. "what hurts?" she asks

"my head and my side" i say

she kisses my forehead and say "yeah you have a concussion and a piece of glass hit your side. they had to do surgery to get it out"

"oh okay,so nothing crazy major" i say

"well they said you're pregnant" she say grabbing my hand

i don't say nothing because i know i'll have to go through another miscarriage.

"they said the baby is healthy and you're four weeks pregnant,that's good aaliyah. it has a better chance of surviving" she say

"just cause it has a better chance at surviving doesn't mean it will. 99% is the rate i can't have a child, this isn't a magical 1%,billie."

"it can be though. two more weeks in and you're certain you'll have the baby"

"you can have a miscarriage at any time of the pregnancy. what if i get so close to the due date and it's gone?"

"you're right but you'll never know unless you try to have faith"

"i tried to have faith getting away from that car running a red light,look where i am now" i mumble

she takes in what i say before saying "you're so pretty"

"you are pretty too" i smile

i look up at the clock seeing it's almost 2 pm. the door suddenly opens and a doctor walks in.

"glad to see you're awake" she smiles

"zoeyyyyy stop chasing your sister with your fucking underwear" i say chasing after them

zoey just giggles like what she's doing is cute. "sierra help me" zelda say

i was currently home alone with the twins. every single time it's just us they always fucking doing some shit but once their birth giver get home that act like precious angels.

i snatch up zoey and smack her hand so she can let go of her underwear. "why are you like this?" i ask her

she giggles before saying "it's fun"

"wait till your mom finds out about your behavior" i say

"please no don't tell her! please" she say

"nah since you wanna traumatize your sister" i say

"i'm sorry i'm sorry! i'm sorry zelda" zoey apologizes

"if it happens again i'm telling mommy" zelda pouts

"you snitch" zoey says under her breath

i ignore it letting her off. suddenly the sound of the door opening fills the room and the twins run towards the door.

"mommy!" they both say hugging jade

i smile looking at the sight. "hi my babies" she say hugging them back

she talk to them for a minute before walking over to me. she pulls me in and kisses me. "i love you" she smiles

"i love you too,how was your day?" i ask

"it was alright,stressful but other than that okay. i'm glad to be home" she say

"how about i relive some of that stress?" i suggest

a/n: here are some messages i got today

come back for tomorrow episode of out of pocket messages from random yubo people 🙏🏽