i wake up seeing i'm in a hospital bed. i look around the room and the sound of the beeping heart monitor fills the room.

i look over to see sierra making a bracelet out of rubber bands. very weird thing to wake up to but okay.

she looks up and notice i'm awake before smiling. "you're awake! finally! it's been like two hours,worst two hours of my life honestly. having to listen to billie whine about how she needs you to wake up" she say

"what happened?" i ask

"well billie said she was coming back cause you forgot something in her car and she saw police cars in your driveway" she say "then she called me"

"what's wrong with me?" i ask

she looks down trying to find the right words to say before saying "i'll let the doctor explain"

"no tell me" i say

"i think you would want billie with you" she say

"where's billie?" i ask just wanting billie with me right now

"i forced her to go to the vending machine" she shrugs proudly

"what did you threaten her with?" i ask knowing she will threaten anyone. she doesn't care who you are she will.

"well i said that i'll post that i heard she has a small dick and i threatened to stab her with the needles in this hospital" she say like that's a normal thing to say

this girl is crazy.

"you probably scared her away! she's probably ran off" i say laughing

"she'll be fine" she laugh

i watch as billie walks in the room speed walking with a bag of skittles and a bottle of lemonade in her hand.

"you're awake!" she smiles wrapping her arms around me

"yes i'm awake" i smile before she kisses my forehead

"are you okay?" she asks

"yeah...why wouldn't i be?" i ask confused

she swallow before asking sierra "you didn't tell her?"

"no i wanted you to" she say

billie looks back at me and grabs my hand. "they said you were pregnant and had a miscarriage. you were one week pregnant"

"what...."

"that's not all they said...they said the reason why your baby survived is because you 99 percent can't have kids. i'm sorry baby" she say

"and why can't i have kids?" i ask "is it because of something?"

"i'll let the doctor explain to you,this doesn't mean we won't have kids aaliyah. i know you'll birth our kids,i know it" she say

"i doubt it" i scoff

"i love you,so much. i am going to be here with you forever aaliyah" she say kissing me "let's look on the bright side...i can cum in you many times without you getting pregnant"

"you're stupid" i laugh a little "i love you too"

the doctor walks in smiling. "i'm glad to see you're awake,i'm just going to inform you on everything" she say

she proceeds to tell me everything. she says if i do end up pregnant it's most likely going to end up a miscarriage.

that's sad to think about honestly. especially when billie and i have been planning the future together.

once the doctor leaves billie squeezes my hand. the door suddenly slams open dramatically.

i see my mother walk through the door and i don't say anything. i know she's just here to start up some bullshit.

"my baby" she screams out dramatically

i look over at sierra and billie as they stand there looking at my mother weirdly.

"why are you here?" sierra asks crossing her arms

"i can't come see my daughter ? i heard what happened" she say

"you're not needed here" billie say

"you don't get to tell me i can't see my daughter. did you tell her about what you did to me when you got her back?" she say looking at billie

"no but it'll happen again if you keep popping up in her life" billie say

"oh meee geee what happened?" sierra asked

"i beat that bitch ass" billie say

i then begin laugh as hard as i possibly could. they look at me as i laugh. i'm sorry it's just funny to me. how you get your ass beat by someone shorter and younger then you?

me personally i would've kept that a secret till i died. that's embarrassing.

billie is literally tiny as hell you could literally trip her and you won but at the same time billie definitely know how to fight.

her muscles on her arms be making me wet. when she be wearing tank tops i just be moaning.

"now that is funny" i laugh looking at my mom

"what's so funny?" she asks

"everything" i say

"i would like to speak to my daughter alone" my mom say

"nah i'm good" billie say

"yeah we'll stay" sierra say

"my daughter just lost a baby and i can't stay here with her for alone time?"

"no" billie say

"you don't tell me if i can see my daughter or not. i'm her mom so get both of you disrespectful hooligans out of here"

"see what you not gonna do is—" i start

"shut the fuck up aaliyah!"

i turn my head as quick as possible. i know this lady is not talking to me like that.

"i just want to speak with you alone" she say

i roll my eyes before thinking. i mean if she say whatever weird shit she gotta say and leave i'll be good. if i don't let her talk she would literally stay here annoying the fuck out of me.

"fine" i mumble "guys i'll just let her say whatever she has to say it'll be fine"

"are you sure? cause i'll beat her ass again" billie say

"i'm fine baby,i promise" i say

sierra leaves out the room and billie walks over to me before kissing me. "i love you" she smiles

"i love you too" i smile

she leans up and i look over at my mom to see her looking at us in disgust. billie smirks before placing her lips back on mine.

why must she be so petty? i am too but that's not the point.

billie deepens the kiss and i wrap my arms around her neck. i smile into the kiss as i raise my middle finger up so my mom could see it.

billie soon let's go of my lips so that we don't end up fucking in front of my mom. i mean i wouldn't have mind.

i'm just kidding. just jokes,laugh out loud.

billie leaves out the room leaving my mom and i. "one time i got high i ended up in denny's with pancakes and some other food that was definitely not breakfast" i say randomly

she fully dismiss what i say before asking "why would you shoot him?"

"that guy broke into my house! i had a right to and he was going to possibly do something to me" i say

"you shot your brother! you couldn't have let him do whatever" she say

"my brother?!? i don't have a brother!" i say confused

in my knowledge i only have a sister.

"cameron is your brother" she smiles

i'm going to throw up. that is disgusting. he knows i'm his sister yet he tried to get with me.

"i had a child a year into your dad and i marriage. cameron stayed with his father and stepmom. i still saw him and provided for him. your dad knows i cheated and he took me back" she say proudly

that is not something to proud of. cheating is not cute honestly.

"well your son is weird! he liked me romantically. that's weird as hell" i say

"my son do not like you" she laugh "you tricked him leading him into the house to shoot him"

"i did not" i say

"yes you did. you purposely shot him for no reason. if you would've let him touch you it'll all be fine. i mean he touched your sister and she loved it" she smiles

"what the fuck is wrong with you...your disgusting. how could you do that to your own child?"

"so she won't turn out like you" she say "it seemed to work,she's happy living her life with micah...even though i'm starting to hate him"

"i hate you. i hope you get in a car accident so brutal it kills you instantly. i hope you bleed out to your death slowly. i hope someone shoots you in the head . i hope someone do all the horrible things you've done to us,to you. i hope dad finally leaves you for the woman he actually loves...which is obviously not you. did you know dad has a daughter with the woman? i don't know the woman yet but i'm pretty sure she's way better then you could ever be. so fuck you nia i hate you and i wish you would die already" i say

"get the fuck out of here before i get my girlfriend to beat the shit out of you again and this time i'll make sure she beats you till your halfway dead" i say

she doesn't say anything but turns around and leaves out. sierra and billie immediately comes in and billie wraps her arms around me.

i don't even notice i'm crying until billie wipes my tears. "you're going to be okay,i promise"

why is today such a horrible day?

a/n: karma is coming karma is coming!