i wake up from my sleep to see my head is in aaliyah's lap as she run her hands through my hair.

i look over to see my phone vibrating and roll my eyes before just putting it on dnd.

"my head hurts" i say

"i'll go eat you some medicine" she say

"no,stay here" i say laying my head back down on her lap

she kisses my forehead before gently pushing my head off of her.

i dramatically whine before she stands up. she leaves out of the room and i'm stuck laying here alone.

i wait until she comes back and she gives me an ibuprofen. i swallow it down with some water before laying my head back on her lap.

"i love you" i say

"i love you too billie" she say

i smile before falling asleep. i wake up feeling well rested and the headache is gone.

i sit up seeing i'm no longer in aaliyah's lap. how could she just leave me? she know i'm clingy

my nose gets hit with the smell of food that smells really good. i stand up and walk towards the kitchen.

i stand there watching aaliyah cook without her knowing. she opens the cabinet and grabs some seasoning.

"hey" i smile

"five hours later and you're awake" she say

"i mean how couldn't i wake up,you woke me up from my trance with the smell of this food" i say

"i would ask if you wanted to help but i remember last time when you almost burnt my kitchen down" she say

"i didn't mean to,it was an accident" i defend myself

"so using LIGHTER FLUID was an accident?" she asks

"yeah..." i say

"girl get out my kitchen" she say

wanna know what i do? exactly the opposite

i walk into the kitchen and come behind her. i place my hands on the counter in front of her.

"you smell good" i say taking in her scent

i swear the way she smells be having me full on bricked up. i think her scent is my favorite. she smells like mahogany coconut from bath and body works.

"you smell good too,like vanilla" she say

i kiss her cheek before saying "i'm going to blast music!"

i walk away looking around the house for the speaker. so aaliyah has to hide her speaker whenever i come because last time i used it i blasted deepthroat by cupcakke on full volume.

the neighbors heard and came over cussing my girl out. i told her i would go to their house and beat their asses but she told me no.

oh well too bad already slashed their tires to all the vehicles in their driveway.

aaliyah doesn't know though,she'll probably cuss me out and i don't really have time for that.

i mean they deserved it cause what they not going to do is disrespect my girlfriend. she claimed she had it under control but i didn't see nothing being done so....

that's not the reason why she hid the speaker from me. the reason why is cause that same day i dropped her speaker into some water so she had to buy a new one.

the new one i ended up dropping and it broke,so she had to buy another one.

i head to her room and open her closet. i see a big container and open it up.

my eyes widen once i see what's all in it. SHE IS NOT PEGGING ME!

i see handcuffs,some knives and a rope. the other stuff was just straps and vibrators.

well looks like speaker isn't in here.

i close the container up before leaving out of the closet. i head to her art room and look around.

i notice in the corner of the room the speaker. i happily skip over to it grabbing it. i head downstairs and say in a teasing tone "look what i got"

"try not to break it" she say

"i'm trying,you know i'm clumsy" i say before reconnecting my phone it

i begin playing supermodel by sza. after singing along to the song with my beautiful girlfriend the next song starts playing.

soon dinner was ready and my mouth practically drools at the food in front of me.

i need to talk to billie and she's not answering me.

"i love you" my girlfriend say kissing me. i try not to tell her to shut the fuck up.

"i do too" i give her a fake smile. the bitch is stupid as hell. i carried a baby and birthed it without her finding out.

i'm currently in debt. i have no money and the only money i get is from my girlfriend. that's why i need to speak with billie so she could help me.

i had money but i used it all buying plan b's and condoms and stuff so i won't catch nothing while sleeping around.

i barley had money to begin with,my job fired me.

"baby can i see your card?" i ask giving her the eyes that always work on her

"yeah,here" she say passing me her wallet

i smile to myself before leaving out of the room with her wallet. i take out $40 from her wallet and put it in my pocket.

i take pictures of her card front and back smiling before going back in the room.

"here you go" i smile giving her the wallet back

i sit down beside her smiling knowing i was about to have her ass bankrupt.

a few minutes later after just sitting there with her i say"i'm going to leave now,i have somewhere to be"

"alright,be safe" she say going in for a kiss

i dodge it and say "i will"

i stand up and leave out of the house. i get in my car and begin driving to someone's house.

two hours later i'm putting my clothes back on. "that was the best sex i've ever had" he say

"tell your wife i said hi" i say

he roll his eyes before slapping me. "when it's us,we don't fucking talk about her" he say

"fuck you,just for that i want $150 now" i say

"money is no problem for me,maybe it is for you" he tilts his head laughing

i don't say anything but put my shirt on. he hands me the money and i snatch it out his hand.

"easy there" he say

"whatever" i say before walking past him

suddenly he grabs my hair pulling me back. "no

proper bye?"

"bye" i mumble and he lets go of my hair

i leave out of the house and get in my car driving off.

i try to call billie again but get no answer. i roll my eyes before beginning to drive to aaliyah's house.

soon i get there and i begin knocking on the door repeatedly. the door opens revealing billie.

her eyes widen in shock before asking "why the fuck are you here?"

"i need to talk to you billie" i say

"so you want to fucking talk now? why? what could it possibly be?" she asks angrily

before i could say anything she says "you never told me about jayla's condition and she's dead because of you"

"i never thought it was important! how could you allow our kid to die in your care" i gasp

"our? she was not OUR kid she was mine last time i checked! you signed all parental rights to me,you weren't the mother" she say

"i birthed her for you!" i say

"you didn't give a shit about her! if you did if you wouldn't have dropped her off like a fucking newspaper" she say

"fuck you seriously,so this is all my fault!" i ask

"yes it is! you knew and you didn't think to fucking tell me" she say

"it wasn't important"

"it obviously was if she's fucking dead now" she say with tears in her eyes

"billie...she was only two weeks old i'm pretty sure it doesn't really matter"

"how could you—what—what the fuck is wrong with you? how could you say that?"

"i'm just being honest here billie. you're acting like she's some full grown child" i shrug

"you know what...get the fuck out of here. i'm

pretty sure my girlfriend wouldn't want you here on her property. get your hoe ass out of here. i never want to see you again. if you have to off yourself for that to happen then go do that because honestly at this point i don't give a fuck anymore eve." she basically screams

"i didn't even come for that baby in the first place. i came because i'm in debt and i need money since you took all my fucking money" i say

"i didn't take your money. you were broke as hell that was MY money you were spending. don't be stupid eve." she say

"whatever." i say before turning around getting ready to leave

suddenly someone hand comes in contact with my hair pulling me. i see it's aaliyah and she punches me.

i punch her back and soon we both are fighting.

"bro chill" billie say trying to pull us apart

she was not helping at all. we were still going at it.

suddenly my head is being slammed into the door and i fall down to the ground. my head fucking hurts.

"baby chill" billie say to aaliyah

"yeah tell your bitch to chill" i say

"who you think you're calling a bitch? you can beat her ass for that" billie say