i'm laying in bed trying to fall asleep. i grab my phone seeing it's 4am and i groan frustrated. why can't i fall asleep?

i get out of my bed and grab my pill bottle. i take one out and swallow it with some water.

my phone starts vibrating crazy and i see it's billie. i decline it before putting my phone on do not disturb.

i've been ignoring her for a week. even at work i didn't say nothing to her and just ignored her presence.

billie and i are both sitting down in our seats at the award show. i couldn't help but think about what the paparazzi man said.

i mean i know paparazzi easily make up rumors and stuff but this felt weird. the look billie made when he said that made it obvious it was true.

she said she haven't had an assistant since she was 18. when she was 18 that's when her and eve got married.

maybe i'm just overreacting...no fuck that no i'm not.

billie is currently holding my hand tightly as they are getting ready to say the new award winner.

"and the winner of best business is....EILISH DESIGNS" the lady announce

"AGHHHHH" billie squeals

"congrats baby" i say before giving her a kiss

she stands up smiling before speed walking to the stage.

as she say her speech i'm left in my thought about everything. once she gets back i give her a kiss on the cheek.

"i'm going to the bathroom" i say

"i can go with you" she begins to stand up

i lightly push her back in the seat before saying "i'll be fine"

i leave out the room and pull out my phone walking down the hallways. i have no clue where i am.

i finally get to an exit and wait at the door. my plan is to get a uber and once it get here i'll run outside as fast as i can and get in the uber. sounds like it'll work and be fun.

i head to the uber app and get me a uber. it's arriving in five minutes thankfully.

suddenly i hear talking down the hallway and i hide myself behind the tree that's there for decoration.

got me feeling like plankton in that one spongebob episode. he didn't hide behind a tree but that's not the point.

i don't hear anymore talking and i go back to how i was standing normally.

i look at my phone to see that my uber arrived. i take a deep breath in before running out the building and getting in the backseat of the car.

i get back in bed and decided to just head to twitter. i'm not on my period anymore yay.

i get on twitter heading to my favorite page. i watch three videos not really wanting to watch anymore .

i suddenly think about something but immediately shake my head. nope nah....

well maybe? yes

never mind no...

suddenly i hear my front door being opened. i would rather jump out my window right now then let someone else kill me.

i get under the covers and pretend to be sleep. i hear the door to my room creek open. well that's the end of my life.

rest in peace me.

i feel someone sit down on the bed next to me. the cover are slowly pulled off my head and i close my eyes.

the person kisses my forehead. "you're so beautiful" the voice say which i now recognize to be billie

wait...why is billie here?

"i don't know what i did to make you ignore me but i want to make it right" i hear her say

i try to open my eyes but the weight of my eyes falling asleep is heavier. i give up the fight letting my body just sleep.

the next morning i wake up and just lay in bed for a few seconds. i look beside me to see the covers laid back meaning that she slept with me.

i grab my phone to check the time and my eyes widen when i see it is not morning but afternoon . it's 2pm.

i get out of bed and head inside my bathroom. as i'm peeing, my eyes look over at the object. i roll my eyes as i usually do every time i wake up.

i don't even do that anymore but i still have them. i wipe myself and flush the toilet.

i wash my hands before looking back at them. i grab a paper towel and grab them all before putting it in the trash can.

after getting dressed for today i head downstairs to see billie eating cereal while watching tv.

"why have you been ignoring me?" she asks

"i think we should brea-" before i can finish what i say billie cuts me off

"HELL NAH! we not breaking up,we're literally forever aaliyah. don't try that shit" she say

"is it true?" i ask crossing my arms

"is what true?"

"about eve being your assistant" i say

"no,no she wasn't my assistant" she say before putting a spoonful of cereal in her mouth

"then how did you two meet?" i ask

"we uh...we—i met her—why does it matter?" she roll her eyes

"why were you about to say five million different things?" i ask

"listen i'll just leave,i just wanted to know why my girlfriend was ignoring me but ok" she stands up

"yeah and i had questions for you that you can't even answer" i say

"cause they don't fucking matter. i want you,that's in the past" she say "whatever,since you wanna break up so bad then so be it"

"you think i want to break up with you?! you're not being truthful like just fucking tell the truth." i say

"fine,she was my assistant,you happy now?" she asks walking past me

she puts the bowl and spoon in the dishwasher before walking over to me. "i'm going to leave,when you get your shit together you can call me"

"how many assistants before me were you having relationships with?" i ask

"three" she states before leaving out the house

i grab my car keys leaving out the house. i get in my car and go on my phone looking for eve's number.

"what are you doing?" erica asks as i put my clothes back on

"leaving...what does it look like? i was just horny" i shrug

"i thought we were going to talk things out" she say

"nah i'm good,i'll call you when i need you though" i say putting my shoes on

"i'm sorry sierra" she say

"yeah whatever,byeee" i smile before leaving out her room

i head downstairs to see her ex sitting there. "oh hi ex!" i smile waving

"we got back together" she crosses her arms

"damn...a shame. make sure you let your girlfriend know i'm here if she ever needs to fuck again" i smile before leaving out the house