"aaliyah you might want to get a pregnancy test" i suggest

"i'm fineeeeee,my head hurts" she groans

yeah you're not fine. i can't stand stubborn ass people. i can't say nothing cause i am too.

i grab my phone and tell andrew to go buy two pregnancy tests.

i wrap my arms around her as she lays on top of me. she falls back asleep after a few minutes and i just watch her sleep.

i grab my phone and take a picture of her. i have at least sixty pictures or videos of her.

suddenly her phone starts vibrating crazy. i grab her phone seeing it's notifications from instagram.

i decide not to wake her up because her head hurts. i put in my headphones and press shuffle on my music libary.

we cry together by kendrick lamar starts playing. even though it's just a argument the whole song it's calming,i don't know why.

suddenly aaliyah wakes up in confusion. "why are you listening to people argue?" is the first thing she asks

"it's a bop" i say taking out my headphones "how's your head?"

"it's better now" she smiles before grabbing her phone

she suddenly sits up and type something quickly while smiling.

i'm nosy,i wanna know who she texting.

"who you texting?" i ask

"so you know how i told you about my sister she dmed me on instagram and we're talking" she smiles

i'm really happy that they have came in contact again. aaliyah loves her little sister a lot.

"that's so good! you two should meet up" i say

"she lives in florida sadly" she say

suddenly she gets up off me and walk over to he bag filled with her things.

she grabs a box with a combination lock on it. she unlocks it and pulls out a letter.

"she left this" she say passing it to me

suddenly aaliyah's phone starts ringing. i look over at her as she answers it walking out the room.

she know i'm nosey that's why she left.

"oh hey grandma" i answer

"why can't you call me no more? it's been a week! what if i was dead as hell. cant never give people my love always taking shit for granted"

"i was going to call you i promise" i laugh

"yeah up my ass,your ass was not finna call me since you got your girlfriend now"

"huh?" i ask confused

"girl it's all over the tv,why your big head ass didn't tell me about her?" she asks

"i wanted to tell you in person" i say

"well i say bring your girlfriend over with you tonight for some dinner,i'm making chicken,macaroni and cheese,yams and collard greens" she say

"you don't have to" i say

"i want to,i wanna meet her,see if she's good for you" she say

"sometimes i wished you were my mother" i say

"and sometimes i wish your mother wasn't my daughter. she honestly have lost all my respect after what she did to you and it sucks i didn't know about it until your girlfriend and you broke up" she say

"it's fine now,i'm not talking to that bitch anymore i'm done with her. i been done with her but she's been doing weird shit"

"what type of weird shit? do i have to give her a ass whooping?" she asks

"yes you do. i'm sick and tired of her. she kidnapped me that's so fucking crazy"

"alright now watch your mouth when you talking to me" she say like what i previously said didn't have cuss words

"but-"

"mhm yeah i'm going to call her,don't forget to come by my house with her" she say before hanging up

suddenly i'm scared by andrew standing in the hallway. "you just popped up out of no where" i say

"sorry,here's the pregnancy tests" he say before handing me the pregnancy tests

"thank you" i smile before entering billie's room

i close the door behind me and head to the bathroom. i take the stick out the box and pee on it.

while peeing i switched out tests and put the other one under my pee. that shit was hard to do honestly. call me superwoman...or super girl? which ever one it is. i wipe myself like four times.

i lay the test down on paper towel before washing my hands. i leave out the bathroom and flip down on bed beside billie.

"i was talking to my grandma and she wanted to meet you. she was going to cook us dinner" i say

"your mom mom or your dad mom?" she asks

"my mom mom,she's the best honestly. my dad mom is okay i guess,i don't really talk to her" i say

"that's cool" she smiles "i don't know my grandparents cause my parents are so old they died before i was born"

that's...dark. why she say it casually like that?

"anyways" she say changing the topic "i love giving you back shots cause your tattoo is so pretty"

i don't say anything as i'm left speechless honestly.

"i love fucking you missionary too because of your pretty face. i don't have a favorite position because all have benefits" she say

how did we get on this topic?

"if it was up to me we would be fucking right now to be honest"

"chillll.i need to find out if i'm pregnant or not" i say

"i bet $5000 you're pregnant" she say

"i bet $5000 i'm not" i say

honestly if i am i'm not paying $5000 to her,she's rich as hell she not finna make me broke.

"we got a deal" she smiles

"a deal" i say

"how were your ex's like?" she suddenly asks

"well my first girlfriend died after one month into the relationship" i say "this was when i was 15"

"how did she—you know"

"someone drugged her to the point where she overdosed and died" i say

"i'm sorry about that" she say sadly

"i'm fine now" i say

"what about your other ex's?" she asks

"the girlfriend i had when i got kicked out and i was staying with her,i came back after heading to the store and went to what was now our room and saw her making out with another girl,so i left and went to stay with my grandma" i say "funny cause i was only gone ten fucking minutes"

"that's shitty as fuck,she didn't deserve you" she say looking me in the eye

"i'm over it now,but the funny part is that she never at least talked about it with me. she just acted like it never happened and when i brought it up she would say that's not a valid reason for me to leave her" i say rolling my eyes

"that was a very valid reason for leaving her. once a cheater always a cheater" billie say

i look at the time seeing that ten minutes has passed. "i'm going to go look at the tests" i say standing up

i take a deep breath in before ripening the bathroom door.

i look at the pregnancy tests and .....