i lied about the date. i just seriously did not want to go to the meeting.

i wonder why she just didn't fire me. i'm lucky she didn't though. robin and i have actually been talking a lot but i don't think it'll be anything big.

we'll probably hook up and agree to be friends. i'm sitting at home stuffing my face with popcorn as i watch frozen.

anna is such a dumb bitch...pardon my language but damn that girl was ready to marry someone she didn't know.

she must've been dick deprived. that's how it be,when you don't get sex for so long your ass go crazy after the first person that want you.

couldn't be me though. i meant the not having sex for so long part.

when it comes to having girls over it's gonna be at least once a month. i'm just kidding.

the last girl i hooked up with was that girl that made me late on my second day of work. i wonder how she's doing in life.

sometimes i think about my family. i then catch myself and tell myself to stop missing those pieces of shit.

they all literally turned their back on me once i said i liked girls.

i'm sitting at the dinner table with my parents and sister.

i just graduated a month ago and i'm preparing myself for college.

i've realized something over the past few years. it's like i've always knew but never wanted to truly accept myself.

i've finally accepted myself so now i just need to tell my family so they won't be surprised when i bring home a girl one day.

i've never really heard my family talk about sexuality so i don't know how they'll react. they're not religious so i don't have to worry about them saying how it's a sin or anything.

"you're quiet,are you okay?" my mom asks knocking me out of my thoughts

i look up from my plate of food to see my dad and sister also looking at me. "i'm good mom" i smile

"i just need to tell you all something" i say nervously

"please don't say you're pregnant,we've taught you all about safe sex" my mom pleads

"no! definitely not!" i say clearing that up

"so what is it?" my dad asks

"well...i like girls...romantically. i don't like boys at all" i say shaking

my mom face changes into a disgusted face. she looks at me like i just disappointed her.

"are you fucking serious? seriously aaliyah!" she yells

"i wouldn't just say this for jokes" i say

my dad shakes his head and my sister just looks down at her plate.

"you don't like girls aaliyah! that's just that fucking social media shit they are feeding into your head! why would you as a woman be attracted to another woman!" she roll her eyes

"it's not a choice!" i say defending myself "it's who i am"

"your mom is right. this is not right. you need a man not a woman. what can a woman do for you huh? it's a fucking choice. you always find something to do to make us angry" he say

"it isn't a choice! you wouldn't know because you don't like men. i like women,you like women . mom likes men. it's not my fucking fault i don't like men" i say

"this behavior from you will not be tolerated in my household. you aren't gay aaliyah. you're too fucking pretty for that" my mom say standing up and leaving out of the room

"now look what you did. you made your mom upset" my dad yells before going after her

i look over at my sister who just is looking at her plate still. "they were mean about it,i think it's fine" she say

"what did i hear from you aria?" my mom asks coming back into the dining room

aria doesn't reply which makes my mom even more mad. "come here now" she say sternly before leaving out

aria stands up and leaves out the room suddenly i hear a sound of a slap. i stand up and run into the other room to see aria holding her face as my mom yells at her.

"what is your problem!!" i exclaim

literally hitting on a 17 year old like that. if i was aria i would've slapped her ass back. she really hit my sister—her own daughter for no reason.

"no! what is your problem? you are a fa-" my mom gets cut off by me slapping her

"i'm leaving" i say heading to my room

see i had a plan incase things went wrong,as it did. i packed my important things and am going to go stay with my girlfriend.

her family is very supportive of us.

i grab my things and head out my room. "and where you think you going?" my dad asks

"i'm leaving! i'm not staying if all you're gonna do is not accept me for who i am" i say

"leave anyways! we don't care. you aren't welcome into this family anymore" my dad say as i walk out

i slam the door shut never looking back.

my phone starts ringing and i see it's billie. i look around the room for a minute before answering.

"hello?" i answer

"where the hell are you?" she ask angrily

"didn't i tell you i had a date?"

"i need you,just please come. i can't do this on my own! this is gigi hadid we're talking about" she say

"ugh fine" i say groaning before hanging up

i was comfortable sitting here. i stand up and run upstairs to change. i'm now wearing a brown dress.

i leave out the house putting on my shoes and i get in my car taking off.

once i got to the restaurant i see billie standing there leaving against the building with her hands in her pants pockets.

she looking so fine. i would eat her up,no hesitation. oh no i'm sounding like sierra.

i get out my car and walk towards her. her eyes lay on me,looking me from bottom to top slowly.

"you look so pulchritudinous" she smiles placing her arm around my waist

"what does that supposed to mean?" i ask,cause i don't like how she just pulling out these big ass words

"beautiful" she say before pressing a kiss against my cheek "how did your date go?"

"wha—oh it was great!" i smile

"that's good" she say in a tone that says she really didn't want to hear that

we get to a table that seated gigi hadid and a woman beside her. i'm going to faint.