[A side character’s resolve]

Then… our eyes met. ZAP! My skin crawled and all my hair stood up. All my senses were heightened as I could feel my blood rushing into my head. My thought process was faster and clearer than before. Just a second ago, I was 1overburdened by a whole lot of insignificant things, insignificant thoughts but a simple meeting of the eye just blasted that away from me. I started to relax.

“Oii~ Ataashi-kun~ “

“Huh?” I heard someone calling me to my right. It was Meinu, she also ignored me just yesterday so why is she talking to me now?

“Ataashi-kun, you alright?”

“Huh? O- oh yeah. Thanks.”

“The teacher is coming so could you please fix yourself up okie?”

Oh my god, that was cute. She was speaking like a true 2gal but more on the cuter side as she did a sudden attack called [Ok Hand]. [Ok Hand] is a suprise attack only accessible by a few people more incline to females in which you lift your hand up close to your face as you do an OK! hand gesture and then blink so innocently it became a SUPER attack loaded with cuteness. It directly attacks your heart like a shotgun pistol at point blank range as you feel the moe gap behind that simple gesture. One thing after another, my virgin fragile heart was just shaking from too much pleasure. From the cold yet actually wholesomely cute Saena to the strong headed moe gal Hana, I was just floating.

The teacher entered the classroom and all went silent, I could finally clear my thoughts and think everything through but… I couldn’t. My thoughts was filled with everything that has happened with Saena as well as why Hana suddenly talked to me. No. At the back of my head, I knew it. I was just overthinking. Saena talked to me so she could get closer to Kazuto but Kazuto is my good friend and I’m supporting his relationship with Kushi. Hana probably did that for the same reason, I don’t know their plans but I could finally feel that an ulterior motive is behind the things they did. My mind and heart finally calmed down, my emotions just blanked out. “I won’t fall in love again.” That’s what I set my mind into. Love is patient as some would say, it’s not meant to be rushed and yet… I still wanted to feel love. I want to experience what loving is. I wanted to experience how it feels to be loved but I’ve had enough. I should just stop thinking like I’m some kind of a romance genre main character. I’m not, I’m just an average guy on puberty thinking with his hormones.

I locked my heart from the term love and I wanted to just keep moving forward and pass the time. I realized that waiting is also a form of love. Self-love. God, that’s disgusting saying it in my head but well, I’m just doing my daily mind monologues so it’s nothing much. As I was talking to myself, I didn’t realize the first period ended. My heart feels calm now, it’s completely different just a minute ago. I started to just… smile. I looked over to Hana, she was still cute and all that but I could finally see that she’s just an average human being. I looked over to Saena and it was the same, she’s still beautiful but she’s really just a normal high-school girl attending a normal average high-school. I shouldn’t lower myself just because they’re somewhat cute, beautiful, strong, smart or just plain talented. At the end of the day, we’re all just human beings but that’s beside the point. The point is… I’m now a woke teenager on puberty seeking to become the perfect 2overseer for Kazuto, my absolute main character of a best friend.