Eleven months after separation from the group

I was in front of my cabin spanking my morning exercises like every day when I see an old man in the distance walking towards me, I did not immediately recognize them in the distance but when he only had something to put in between he is me, I finally no longer see who he was.

My father but it's impossible he should have been dead for 4 years, I don't understand.

(Father) hello my son spanked him for a long time

(Izel) who are you? You are not my father he is dead!

(Father) I was not dead my children I went on a trip for my goddess

(Izel) So you left me and mom on a stupid trip !!

(Father) When the gods call you you must answer, The goddess whose name you bear will dictate to me to go by canoes to a place.

(Izel) and therefore you preferred to let mom die! Why are you really here? For your goddess again?

(Father) yes my son she guide me here and see you are the my goddess answered my call.

(Izel) And you think I'm going to forgive you because of her ?!

(Father) no for all those that I made to you I do not ask you to forgive me but let learn those that I know, you can decide later.

(Izel) What exactly do you want to teach me? How to survive on your own? Because I already learned it

(Father) No I want to teach you ritual magic, and the magic of the goddess priests

(izel) you must not believe in this goddess to be able to practice her magic?

(Father) to practice it yes but it won't hurt if I teach it to you and ritual magic is not just magic that collaborates with the gods you know

(Izel) Okay tell me my after you leave my life

(Father) When I'm done teaching you if you still want me to go then I will leave I promise.

So during a month I learned the duties of a priest, the traditions and the ritual magic. I got to know the goddess my father told me about, but I think I could never believe in this woman because if she really exist she would have let everything happen between my mother and those that happened to my people . My father taught me to do the ceremonies to receive the blessing of the goddess, to speak to her or to draw from the power of his divine dimension those he made, at that moment I felt a sinister energy an energy that made me literally scared if a goddess is in this dimension then she cannot be kind.

He also taught me ritual magic for example: magic to predict the weather, to search for people or to connect to a guardian animal. When it came to choosing his guardian animal, my father asked me what feelings were the most important to me. I replied "Freedom", he then told me to look for a bird-like companion. So I looked in the forest for a bird no matter what, having searched for a very long time I began to lack patience after a while I managed to find a nest with an egg in it, I recovered the egg even though I don't know what bird might be hiding in it.

Now one more task to do every day, check my egg and continue the ritual with this one. I figured that by feeding him my energy his might improve the baby when he came out so I instilled but two energies in the bud every day. The ritual to create a bond of companion and constitute three stages:

- Write a symbol on the egg with its blood

- Recited words every evening at midnight

- always keep the egg on you

I will have to do this for a month for the bond to be strong, those I did for three weeks I will have to wait another week.

I tried to tap into the dimension of the goddess to absorb the energy and I can tell you that was not a good idea, this energy is toxic it makes you paranoid, creates fear that was not there before. It took me three days to wipe out all the effects of this taint, yet I only got a very small fragment of it.

After two months my father told me that I had nothing left to learn from him, he asked me if my decision was still valid, I told him that yes, I would take my life in my own hands. , by force of persuasion I succeeded in making him leave. My life will be much better without him is his evil goddess, I could never get closer to this dimension yet it would be too dangerous.

Thanks to this visit I discovered lots of things like new ways of using my powers, my tastes of energy like that of fear. I thought to myself that all energy should taste and have a different temperament since I am looking for other energy to compare even though I was not very lucky with this research.

My other research is how my energy reacts to other part of my body, I found that by diffusing my energy throughout my body I could see more precisely.

In my bones there is something that produces my blood so I said to myself that by putting my energy in this part as my blood goes throughout my body then maybe something good would come out, I was right that my bring a lot of thing an overall improvement of the body and a superior regeneration. So my perception of the energy in the atmosphere has increased by a large margin as the days go by.

I hope that my fellows are well, that they have managed to settle in a village or at least not to have dispersed because together they are stronger. The inhumans must weld together and I hope that it will ...